For some reason recon hitting harder than usual lately even tho i haven’t done longer loops than before.
Looking forward to when its only 5min full sub with anti recon tech.
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You’re running with Khan?
How does DRR compare to Total breakdown for you?
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sarcasm watch out for microwaves too 
Ontopic
I thought I ran a extreme healing stack for fun one time.
DRR → DRG → Love Bomb → Genesis → Hearthsong.
deffo having recon here lol. Normally, I never really have recon on most subs, and only when I added multiple healing titles?
Apparently I still have a lot to cry and release about previous abusive relationships(emotional/mental); which did my self-worth in for a long time. I thought I heavy worked at that, but I can tell there’s more to come out and it seems these subs have poked it lose.
I don’t mind experiencing emotions, when I have the space to deal with them (journalling, meditating, letting go). Guess there’s more work to be done 
(p.s… my last breakup was one of the most useless, and silly breakups I have been through… I am a bit exhausted with breakups in general).
how did you structure this?
you didn’t run 5 of them in a cycle right?
Yeah, I did. even the full 15 minutes each lmao. I seriously never had much recon on subs before this was the first time… experiencing to read what others actually experience a lot on the forums.
There must be scripting in one of the titles, that actually makes you go through the emotional pain with more vigor, as I used to sometimes escape in smoking weed or watching porn, getting distracted from the job at hand (I have ADHD just like @James); so a lot of negativity is assosciated with that and growing up with the amoubnt of negativity + our natural RSD(over reaction to rejection); left quite an emotional mark on me. Imagine having 12 failed relationships, over 30 different jobs… it ate at me at one point.
Now, I actually looking forward to going through ‘feelings’ even more than I use too, as I know I am processing (I feel lighter after each cry/release which is a great indication). Especially combining this with 1. Meditation 2. Sedona/Release Technique 3. (M)CBT/REBT 4. Schema Therapy 5. Shadow Work 6. Inner Child Work 7. and Sometimes TRe but I don’t like it that much.
I am dating a great woman right now, but I am carrying hurt from previous partners who could not deal with my ADHD at all, or had no sense of responsibility for their own actions, nor was focussed on working out things together. Funny thing is I thought I worked through most of it already… yeah this combo definitely thrown these big-ass spotlights on some unseen and hidden emotional ‘stuckness’ / ‘load’ left in my body
Khan st1 is more masculine healing while drr overall holistic.
Tho i reached some plateu need to try new modalities.
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My journey so far has been great with DRR. The first month cycle of DRR1 was sleeping a lot, cried every other 5 or so days, and was dealing with my anger problems. I also am using stop porn and masturbation module so I was confronting that too. I noticed that if there was a porn relapse the recon DRR gave me is much worse than not doing it. I found a lot of motivation really quick to stop that habit lol. My 2nd cycle of DDR1 has been more manageable. I’ve noticed it’s been testing me by giving up my fear of being enough, walking up to women and gaming them, and moving back home to face where my destructive patterns came from such as my narcissistic parents and brother. I feel more confident as I am learning to stand up for myself. I have noticed something because I hung out with my overly needy mother and 3 overly needy friends in my 20’s DRR1 is making me face my neediness for peoples attention, specifically women. I noticed in public when I see a girl I’m not attracted to she will do everything to try to get my attention. If I see what I consider 9 or 10 they look at me and try to get away from me. I practice qigong, meditation, and nlp/hypnosis so I very aware of energy vampires. I noticed I was draining some peoples energy as I hung around them longer. I spoke to someone about this and they told me it has to do with me having chaotic, unstable, transitional energy. Because my energy field is full of anger, sadness, fear, neediness, betrayal, and loss, it costs people their energy to stay around me if they are not grounded. It’s like my energy field stabilizes itself by grabbing at someone else’s positive energy even though I don’t consciously mean to. It’s interesting to be able to see every test DRR1 puts in front of me as I have been doing inner work for 8 years now I notice it immediately. I am finishing up my 2nd cycle this week and I have noticed the more I journal my thoughts the easier it has been to release my thoughts and patterns within minutes. I am committed and will do each stage of DRR for 3 months minimum. At minimum it will take me a year to get through this, but as I feel more confident at this moment about being able to integrate my sexual energy and no PMO, I am sure this will be the best thing I have done in my life.
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First loop of DRR4 name embed and i could vicerally feel in my body its different vibrations, it feels more personal and like its hitting deeper.
After trying name embed its hard to go back, feels like you want to do it with every sub.
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Stacking this with R.I.C.H to keep cash flow???
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