Funnily enough, ST1 was what I’d describe as nice, whereas ST2 is quite a different beast, at least for me.
DrRed Stage 1 gave me this constant feeling of being in the calm in the eye of a storm. Perfect for deep introspection, even in the middle of stressful situations. Sure, there were some rough patches of recon here and there, but it was manageable. Ran it solo for the first half of the cycle, and introduced Love Bomb in the second half. Even though I’m on my fifth cycle of Love Bomb, I found it necessary to go even lower with my microloops of DrRed when I added Love Bomb back into the mix. Overall, it felt like a mix of Khan Stage 1 with a Sanguine on Steroids effect, minus the sexuality of Khan. Lots of highly symbolic dreams. Despite the really low productivity(even less than on Khan sometimes), it felt great and I felt like I progressed a lot on it.
But Stage 2 hits like a truck. Before, the worst recon I got was on Khan TB during the first two cycles. With DrRed Stage 2, I am just adding 30 seconds to the single microloop and running it solo, and sometimes, nothing major happens. I can go about my day and there is neither the feeling of heavy processing, nor any overt signs of recon. And then, on some other days, that feeling of heavy processing kicks in shortly after the loop, followed by a feeling of sleepiness the likes of which I haven’t experienced before. Like in the middle of the day, after getting plenty of restful sleep during the night, I just mentally collapse and feel like I urgently need to sleep. Sometimes I wake up with crippling recon. Thankfully it doesn’t take me long to become functional because I can eliminate negative self-talk as it occurs, and the dark cloud simply passes through me. In general, I often feel mentally “done” a good 4-6 hours before I normally do on most days, even when I’m not doing anything mentally taxing. This suggests that a lot of subconscious processing is going on. This sub is very dense and takes up a majority of mental “space”. Just as expected, looking at the ambitious list of objectives.
If I had a stressful job or had to prepare for an exam, it would be really difficult to run DrRed. And oh, the frequent spells of being irritated by everything around me. I’m already doing everything I know to mitigate recon and make processing easier on my mind(lots of walks in nature, drinking 3-4 L of water everyday, 2-3 hours of workouts every second day, a healthy diet and lots of meditation and contemplation. Indulging myself from time to time. Reducing microloops. Extended washouts etc.) and it’s just barely manageable on my end. I recently read that @James intends to run DrRed with Emperor and a third title of some sort. He must have cojones made of some rare metal.
I feel like this is the perfect deep introspection sub for those who can afford to take 3-4 months off and just walk in nature and enjoy the company of horses. Sometimes, I catch myself just enjoying the sight of certain plants or flowers. The way the wind moves them or the way the sun shines on them. @Tobyone Something for you?