I get that “everything is easier” again from DRR1.
less friction for anything.
DRR1 is just a flat straightforward enhancement to everything in my life with no downside. i love it.
I don’t feel significantly more cheerful, more loving, more appreciative etc, no new concepts. it’s just a straight improvement to everything that’s already me. nothing new to adapt to, which is exactly what i want & need right now.
I noticed 1 thing that’s vastly different ever since i ran DRR2
I feel life is more fickle. anything can happen. bad things can happen just as much as good things can.
I’ve never felt like this before. this didn’t even happen when i had big failures years ago.
I always had a belief deep down that whatever happens, I will be fine.
Now I feel that everything can go in any direction. way more vulnerable.
I don’t mind the change, but it’s just really jarring.
I’ll explore this more and see how i can benefit from it.
Maybe this is just a contrast from stopping HeO? it has invincibility scripting after all, so stopping it and feeling more vulnerable is a possibility. but I’ve never felt like this for a prolonged time ever before, so it must be from DRR2. Is it recon? i don’t know, i don’t care. even if it is, I’ll find a way to grow using it.
Remember that Dragon Reborn is specifically designed to help you overcome very deep issues. They’ll come to the surface for processing. If the recon is too much, cut back. If not, keep on doing what you’re doing with delving deep inside your emotions.
Yeah, i decided to go back to DRR1 instead. The time is not right yet to probe around with the possibility of recon from DRR2.
I’ll take DRR2 slowly when i get to it in a few months. It hit a bit harder than stage 1.
I only noticed the recon(?) after i got proper free time today to assess myself & do some introspections.
There’s a chance that it’s from DRR1, but i’ve only used it once yesterday after i initially swapped it to DRR2 ~20 days ago. So i think it’s unlikely, but i’ll monitor myself more just in case.
DRR1 7m
I’m taking it slow, let’s start from 7m first then slowly get back to 15m
there’s nothing to rush
Meditation is both easier and harder in different ways.
I’ll try to navigate through it and gain more clarity.
Update 1:
Everything is smoother & easier. i love DRR1.
I think DRR1 takes the top spot alongside HeO & LBFH as my favorite subs.
I might just gonna keep it in the stack long term.
It hits everything i want a sub to hit with no additional weight alongside it.
I don’t even know what DRR1 is specifically scripted for since the description is quite short, all i know is:
- it’s about purifying & cleansing
- protection against negative subconscious structure
- limit breaking
From the description, that’s all i can gather for certain about what DRR1 does specifically compared to the other stages.
The weird thing is, i don’t feel like I’m being cleansed/purified, all I know is everything is just better & easier to do. It’s the only sub where I don’t really know what it’s doing, but I like everything that it does.
If you would start DRR1 for the first time, how would you approach it with your experience so far?
For me personally, If i knew that DRR1 is this light, I wouldn’t have taken it so slowly.
The first time I used DRR1 ~1.5 months ago, I only progressed +3 seconds every listening day.
I would have used +1m or +2m instead.
I don’t recommend for people to rush through DRR1 though.
The sub is just so smooth & easy for me to run for some reason.
There’s a good chance that it’s not the case for others.
I would also not move to stage 2 if i knew.
DRR1 already does everything I want from a sub.
DRR2 is good in its own way, but it doesn’t fit my wants & needs yet.
Would you stack it or run it alone?
DRR1 is so light for me to use that it doesn’t really make sense to run it alone
There’s no goal from DRR1 that I desperately want to achieve to the point of soloing it either
I’ll stack it with 1 more sub at least
Thanks for your honesty
DRR1 8m
+1m every listening day
The dreams are weird, i guess DRR1 & DRR2 are still addressing some deep issues inside.
it hasn’t been 12 days since the last time i used DRR2, let’s take it slow for now.
Mogul is insane, it works so quickly & so well.
1 thing i notice every time i run Mogul is it always makes me go more into deep planning.
The more i use Mogul, the more apparent it is.
DRR has been amazing for my meditation practice.
Not only does it make meditation more effortless & easier to do, it also helps me realize & understand more about mindfulness.
Update 1:
I better understand what awareness & attention are and how they work within me.
that’s a lackluster sentence to describe what DRR1 helped me understand & apply. but it’s really something that you have to experience yourself, writing it can only convey so much.
DRR1 is the best.
It’s healing the parts of me that I want to heal, while also increasing my productivity instead of giving me lethargy like the healing from other subs.
I can’t say that it’s recon free, but it’s so blurry since I’m also under more pressure than usual from what I decided to pursue lately, so I can’t really tell. As long as it’s not a lethargy recon then I’m fine.
I’m starting to get similar benefits to my meditation practise that I got from WB
I love DRR1
I’m gonna try the Mon-Wed-Fri schedule
1 Listen
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3 Listen
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5 Listen
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8 Listen
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10 Listen
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12 Listen
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15 Listen
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17 Listen
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19 Listen
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21 Listen
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This is friday, coincidentally the fifth day of the cycle, so I’ll take 2 rest days tomorrow
DRR1 is helping me to shave off my bad habits.
DRR1 doesn’t just make everything smoother & easier, it also directs me toward the improvements that I truly want. This is the most focused & streamlined sub for my goals that I’ve ever used, it’s even more streamlined than HeO.
I’m also starting to understand the “rebellion” part of DRR1, I’ll try to put it into words after i get a better grasp of it.
DRR1 is the best sub for my wants and needs. It’s laser focused on improving the parts I want to improve and healing the parts I want to heal. I won’t view it as just a stage anymore, it’s a complete & powerful sub on its own and it deserves to be treated as such.
I guess my conscious guidance towards productivity is so strong that it makes DRR1 focus on healing & clearing the path that supports it.
maybe it’s collaborating intensely with the productivity scripting from the other subs in my stack.
Yes, most likely. It’s not that DR RED can’t be used for productivity, I was just reminding everyone that DR Gold contains scripting specifically for it.
I think mon-wed-fri for 21 days is not the play for me.
I feel more exhausted and out of it on rest days lately, even though I’m doing less work overall.
Not confirmed, but this feels very similar to the subtle overexposure symptoms I usually felt back then before i used 9 on 4 off 9 on 4 off.
The only way to find out is to get more data.
I’ll use it again the next cycle and compare how I feel near the end of the cycle.
By then I’ll have a better idea about whether it’s caused by the schedule or other factors.
The 2 rest days on the weekends might not be enough for me.
I need at least 3 to 4 consecutive rest days in the middle of the cycle.
Or, I should stop before day 15. I found that I only feel the symptoms if I go over it.
I’m fine with recon like the one from DRR2, but anything that risks lethargy is a no.
That goes against my main goal of using subs.
Nevermind, experimentation is not worth it right now. I gotta focus.
I’ll just go back to the tried & tested 9 on 4 off 9 on 4 off. though i want to try 3 & 5 instead of 4 & 4.
Update 1:
Yep, this is the familiar subtle overexposure symptom that usually shows up near the end of a cycle.
It feels exactly like every single one i’ve felt in the past.
Mon-wed-fri is not cutting it.
I need longer rest days in the middle.
I’ll start the washout early (this is the 20th day) and try 11 on 4 off 9 on 4 off next cycle.
I’ve been wanting to try 11 on 4 off for a long time. This is a good opportunity to test it out.
Yesterday was bad
The overload symptom gave me a layer of lethargy & out of focus that i needed to push through.
By the last hours of the day, i gave up and just did nothing.
This is distinctly the overload symptom near the end of a 21 day cycle that i’ve experienced too in the past.
I’ve also felt it building up since before but i just brushed it off as me being lazy.
Compared to a few weeks ago, i rest more, i eat more, i sleep properly, etc. so it’s unlikely that those are the culprit.
At least now i know that 2 times 2 consecutive rest days in the middle of a cycle is not enough.
3 is the minimum, 4 is optimal.
My head feels lighter now.
That was definitely the overexposure symptom.
19 days is too much. Even with rests at weekends.
The most i’ll do is 15 days without at least 4 days of rest consecutively.
I decided to stop the forum for a while
The experiment is done.
I’ve said most things from DRR1 too.
I also doubt HeO will be updated soon either.
There’s nothing more to share on the journal since i always keep myself away from writing anything specific about my life online anyway.
It’s time to give the focus elsewhere.
At least for the time being.