William’s Winning Wayfare

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#612

So, I was finally able to catch up with your journal. Funnily at one point I thought you could try full loops just to test how it works out for you.
And I. The next post you said you’re gonna test full loops.

Two comments I have to add.

RM:UWX is relatively new. It was one of the last titles being released before NSE and its v2max already, so I kinda doubt it’s on the shortlist for updates. But we’ll never know.

For your custom keep in mind, that they are structured differently than a major title. Saint said recently that they are frontloaded with the modules. So listening only 30 secs might only expose you to some modules without reaching the cores.

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#613

That’s a lot of rambling to read through :joy:

Maybe our intuitions have been honed from using subs so much that we know how to listen to them better. that’s fascinating.

they’re working on RM:V now, so the update for RM:UWX must be before or after it. I hope.

That’s true, I may start from 60s right off the gate unless i get a lot of recon for the main custom that i plan to make (HeO + LBFH + RM:UWX)

I’m also unsure whether i want to splurge on 3 customs or keep it simple with only 1 custom. I planned to get into customs much later, but i got accustomed to RM:UWX quicker than expected.

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#615

Definitely start with one. Customs add density, and adding them to a stack is a game of fine tuning the balance.

What I would do is take two out of three of the titles currently in your stack, make a custom of them, and replace the two titles with one custom.

Then just run a two title stack for a while.

Go from a 3 title stack of (RMUWX / HeO / LBFH) to the two title stack of (RMUWX / LBFH+Heo)

Even that will add density and exposure. Not only because customs are heavier and hit deeper, but also because you may listen to the same amount of cores more frequently because it’s two titles.

One thing you could even do is start with just a one core custom, probably LBFH, because you’ve gone so deep with LBFH already and feel like you’ve kind of reached all its objectives. A custom will make LBFH stronger and help you hit new heights with it. Add in DEUS to enhance that effect.

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#616

I’ll take those into consideration when i make the custom.

Yeah, i feel like i have achieved most of the objectives of HeO & LBFH. Some of the effects are still growing & going deeper, but it feels normal, natural. Almost like everything is already settling (not stale, just settles).

It’s hard to explain, i usually say that the sub has integrated well with me as an umbrella term to describe it.

I’m probably gonna hold myself from making 3 customs with 7 cores total. But i think i’ll still go ahead with 3 cores at first. The creativity from RM:UWX is perfect for my stack, and I don’t really want to rock that balance yet.

Maybe i’ll run the custom solo first for a few cycles to get used to it, then microloop the hell out of ASBR with a lot of rest days in between. I need to think about the increased load like you said.

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#623

That’s the downside of microloops.
They allow the script to be ingrained into your subconscious, but only the first stage.
So there’s still pretty much new scripting evolving the firsts objectives.

I play around with duration.
Last LB day was 11:30. And followed by intense headache. So today I was aiming for 10 minutes to find my sweetspot. But somehow, while listening, I felt “this is enough” and I was at 5:30.

And interestingly, I’m on my first cycle of KB2, 9 minutes of KB2 in the evening made me extremely fatigued and ailing the next morning. After 10:30 around noon, I didn’t feel this ailing anymore and even the fatigue was reduced.
Now it’s the question what did the improvement?
Some scripting in the later parts of the script?
Or was it the earlier time?

Today is the first time in a long time that I’ve listened in the morning. Let’s see how this goes.

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#624

Sometimes I feel this too. It’s like you know with certainty that this is enough.

That’s how i feel with recon too sometimes. They flare up and then suddenly drop. I think your body was just reconciling with the scripting before noon.

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#629

The effect from LBFH that makes me care about others is fading out quicker than i expected.

I’m tolerant, much more tolerant to others since before i started LBFH, but I can’t genuinely give a shit about caring for them without LBFH. deep inside, i don’t want to be a part of others’ life and detract myself from my goals. but even deeper inside, i know i want to. LBFH has shown me how much value i and others can gain from that.

Though, this shows that some of the more immediate effects of LBFH are fading out. this is good, i can better test the effects of the love scripting for RM:UWX’s & HeO’s updates later.

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#631

When i look at myself in the mirror, i feel like there’s a voice from deep below that says i’m sexy as fuck. Like there’s a deeper layer beneath my thinking that believes that.

I like this scripting from WB

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#634

Everyday i feel safer and safer. HeO & WB are working great together.

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#635

So it’s gonna be a WB +LBfH + HeO custom?

#636

I doubt i’ll use WB in the custom. I want a core that can increase creativity. I think i’ll leave the spot open for now.

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#637
WB

I rarely say this in this journal, but holy shit what’s with WB making me horny as fuck? it’s not only happening lately, it has always been the case every time i run the sub.

i won’t go too far into the details, but fuck me it has been hard trying to balance work and “releasing” the desire. i took a rest from work yesterday and went wild like a rabbit, that was still not enough.

Meditation can help me stay calm, but i can’t stay focused for long when I’m working.

I hope this is just a recon and I can come to terms with it soon. I don’t know how to channel this energy elsewhere so i can focus on my work. this is frustrating.

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#638

If I wouldn’t know your plans I’d recommend KB for this. For me, it changed everything.

I was constantly horny (pornaddict) and coping with release. 3 cycles of KB1 and its gone.

Magic :tophat: :rabbit2: :arrow_right: :hole:

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#639

That’s what i thought too, using KB will be good to solve this.

I’m gonna use KB after i’m done with QL, saint said it’s good for creativity & energy so i’m interested in it.

I might just gonna stop WB if this effect is going too strong for too long. I’m already using super aggressive microlooping with low listening frequency and a lot of rest days now, any lower than this is ridiculous, but i might just try it.

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#642

Guided TMI meditations

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#644

I have some meditating experience so tbh maybe this is just a me thing, but here’s my recommendation.

Spend a week or two on stage 1, then a week or two on stage 2, and do the same thing for stage 3, and then jump straight into stage 4. Don’t wait till you’re ready. Just do it.

Then, when you actually have focused stage 4 meditations, you know how to act in that situation… and if it’s not one of those days, you can use the tools from stage 1-3 to revamp your focus.

Tbh I avoided reading stage 4 and the interlude right after for so long, just did this week; regret not doing it earlier

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#647

This post made me think back about my life, and it hasn’t changed fundamentally.

I feel like i already fulfilled my calling in life.

The growth that i’m undergoing now, the struggle, the achievements and everything else is just an extra. I have lived my life to the fullest when I didn’t have anything. Now that i have more, it’s nice but they are not necessary.

I can die tomorrow and be fine with it, i already achieved what i needed to and now i’m enjoying the fulfilment of struggling & striving in life on top of that.

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#653

Cycle 15 day 4

WB 30s UWX 15m

I think WB is starting to eat on my productivity.

I should have listened to my intuition and stayed at around 10-20s instead. the decrease in productivity is tiny, but i want as little of it as possible. using less than 30s has also shown to be effective for the results too.

So, i will restart the microloop back to 5s again. increasing by an additional 5s every listening day.
I don’t care if it’s gonna take 1 year or more. Let it take as long as it needs to take.

Update 1:

I made a plan for a custom using the synergy modules just for fun.
This custom will see action after I’m done reconciling with WB. So it will most likely change again by then with the new updates and module packs.

A Stark Black Origin: For Humanity

Goals:

  • The goal lists from HeO & LBFH. they both fills 90-95% of what i want.
  • Going deeper into my vipassana practice.
  • Unlocking a deeper layer of productivity that i’m not yet aware of.
  • Practical creativity for my work
  • Revealing different perspectives that i can learn from to help my work related goals.

Cores:
1 HeO
2 LBFH
3 ASBR - Creativity, innovation and cognitive enhancement. Expanding on HeO’s resilience & mastery scripting. Supporting LBFH with its social scripting. A wild card to give me different perspectives that i can use to improve myself.
4 NWE - I wanted to use NLE, but i will pair this custom with Limitless at some point anyway.

Meditation: - Expanding on the focus & relaxation scripting from HeO & LBFH.
5 Synergy: Semper Praesens - Everpresent, EGO ADSUM
6 Synergy: Breath of the Storms - Foundation, Eye of the Storm
7 Synergy: Harmonic Conflux - Harmonic Singularity, Stress Displacement
8 The Single Point

Productivity: - Complementing HeO & ASBR. Balancing LBFH.
9 Synergy: Machine Unleashed - Machine: Action, Productivity Unleashed
10 Synergy: Carpe Vitam - Carpe Diem Ascended, Joie De Vivre, Unrelenting Wealth Motivation & Energy
11 Virtue Series: Diligence
12 Victory’s Call

Brainstorming: - Going Deeper into ASBR’s innovation scripting.
13 Visionary
14 Disruption
15 Revelation of Product Creation
16 Synergy: Wisdom of the Ages - Wisdom Personified, Mimisbrunnr, Pragya, Wayfinder

Skills:
17 Fortune’s Favorite - Luck is a skill that i always want to go deeper into.
18 Rembrandt - A wild card module. I’m not an artist, but I want to see what it can bring to my life.
19 Synergy: Tale of the Dragon - Dragon Tongue, True Sell, Song of Joy, Story Teller - ASBR & LBFH.
20 Synergy: Voice is the Law - Emperor’s Voice, Voice Master - I realized that I want to improve my voice after i ran WB.

I’ll start super slow, take a lot of rest days & use it solo until i get through 90% of the recon in the way. then I’ll slowly add limitless, and eventually swap it to QL. I wonder whether it’s better to use limitless before or after QL with the new changes.

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#657

Is recon really so bad for you?
For me, if recon is on 3-5/10 I’ll take it, knowing change/adaption is happening faster than when I don’t feel recon.
I’m a fan of microloops as well and chose shorter loops even when I can stomach longer or even full loops without recon.
But with LB I welcome recon because it’s showing that I experience more healing than when I dont get recon…
I don’t know if I make sense to you :sweat_smile:

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#658

Yeah, I understand it completely

The recon itself is not bad, I would say it feels neutral. The low exposure is giving me enough time to slowly adapt to it. The effects themselves are really strong even with less than 20s.

The problem is the lethargy. It hits my productivity from many different angles. It’s not that bad, but i would rather not deal with it.

If shorter exposure can give me great effects with minimum to no adverse reaction towards my productivity, then i’ll stay with it.

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