are you going to use RM:V too? 
Not in the next time.
I’ve got an offer to conduct a choir again. But I don’t have the time or the focus to do so.
But once the dust has settled, I might take a similar offer. Then Vibes would be on the table again.
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When I get like this I just remind myself it’s ok to feel it. It might not feel good and it’s upsetting, but it’s ok to be going through it. That impending doom is usually the edge of change. Where I haven’t budged yet for a major change but my subconscious has been cooking in the background and it knows something is coming that my conscious doesn’t. It’s a good sign imo, it means a stronger deeper part of yourself is pushing for growth.
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You got this! And you got the support of everyone here going through the same growth cycles.
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I did another introspection. talked with people.
I realized that all of this is happening in a safe space. with people who love and care about me. somehow I missed all of these. I took it too harshly on myself on top of it.
I still feel shit, but I’m not on edge about the future anymore.
on another note, I made a different schedule again since I don’t follow the advanced one anymore:
1 HeO LBFH
2 Rest
3 RM:V AC
4 Rest
5 RM:V LBFH
6 Rest
7 HeO
8 Rest
9 RM:V LBFH
10 Rest
11 Rest
12 Rest
13 Rest
Repeat
I use 1 less listening day for HeO in 26 days and give it to RM:V
So 4 listening days for HeO and 6 for RM:V & LBFH. I have been using HeO for over half a year, and I plan to use it more. Having 1 less listening day won’t mean much in the long run.
I switched back from 7 on 4 off to 9 on 4 off to see if the load would be lower without the advanced schedule.
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Cycle 15 day 21
Rest
I listened to the arrangement that i have been working on and i was like “what the fuck? i made this?”
yep, RM:V works.
Update 1:
I’m proud of myself for trying new things and becoming more daring with my creative process.
First from RM:UWX, now from RM:V. Honestly, i feel like RM:V’s effects are stronger when it comes to freeing myself from my own limits of creativity that i unknowingly subjected myself to.
I feel like adding DRLD to the stack will be great for RM:V. My stack is full though.
Update 2:
No recon at all. so what happened a few days ago was definitely from LBFH. weird.
To be honest, I never want to go back to that recon space again. I’m still trying to find a stable ground even now. after the recon subsided, i gained more clarity. this recon felt uniquely LBFH, similar to the subtle recon from it near the end of cycle 4.
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I’ve read the copy yesterday. A few passages came to mind
We’ve also included transformative scripting designed to empower you in turning your flaws into strengths. It guides you on a journey of self-acceptance and growth, allowing you to embrace and own your imperfections with confidence.
With the scripting in Wanted Black, you’ll develop the ability to navigate your emotions with poise and grace, exuding an aura of calm confidence.
Wanted Black includes powerful scripting to help you master emotional regulation.
Master emotional regulation, exuding calm confidence and stability
And finally this one
Embrace your true self and amplify your innate qualities, without the need for pretense or performance
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On point. I need to go back reading the sales page.
i come back quicker than expected, but i need to type this here.
the project blew up way more than i expected
music, sound, everything is better
RM:V works
ok, I’ll go out from the forum again until my focus is fixed
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Would you send me a pn?
Your public profile is hidden. Is there another way to send a PM?
Honestly, a bit, because of the 3.5 cores.
This should make up for it easily.
My custom is close to yours in total module count. There’s even one new core.
It’s also very streamlined towards my goal of a salesjob.
And so far, I ran my custom last for 6 minutes until my subconscious said stop.
I don’t notice recon as of yet. I don’t believe that my sleep issue is custom related.
So Godspeed for your custom.
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That’s something I’ve noticed in a few WB journals. People start WB, partly because they desire a harem, receive the healing that is necessary to be able to build a harem (namely the neediness) only to notice that they don’t even want a Harem anymore but a deep, meaningful relationship instead.
I think @Skadoosh explained it somewhere.
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In Chinese, the number 10000 is used to mean ‘a whole hell of a lot’. I guess that’s how he was using it.
For example ‘The Ten-Thousand Things’ is a term that means ‘Everything in the world’. People just thought it was a big number.
But forget that. Congrats on your consistency and achievement!
(Also, my own version of this was less credible than yours. I wanted to achieve a 285 pound bench press after Robin Williams’ character in Good Will Hunting told young Will that that was his bench press amount.)
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thank you!
285 is an impressive number, I’m rooting for you!
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haha. Thanks man.
I’m not currently pursuing that. I was aiming for it about 10 years ago. Made it to 270 or so back then. But I kind of feel like it wouldn’t be healthy for me right now. Tendons have changed, and I can feel them doing things.
These days I shoot for ‘feels’ rather than for ‘numbers’.
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that’s relatable, I’m also starting to feel my body changing in that direction as i grow older. but that’s one of the things that makes life interesting i guess
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DR Gold looks really appealing. It’s more in line with me & my goals than DR Red. But i’ve bought the original DR a long time ago. I haven’t even used it once.
Well, i’ll continue running HeO for a long time and add Limitless in a few months anyway, so it won’t be that different in the long run.
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I listened to DRR stage 1 for 3s today.
It’s too short, but let’s see if i notice anything different.
If i get recon from just 3s, then I’m dropping DRR, rofl.
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I’ve been listening to AC for more than a year but i still can’t get over 5m without getting overloaded. this sub is harder than i expected. I heard there’s something similar to pragya in Limitless & QL, let’s see how is my tolerance to AC after i used Limitless in 4 months from now.
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