Yesterday was the 2nd listen to ST1. Today is a day off.
Motivation and drive are through the roof. This is the productivity I’ve been looking for all along. Pure internal drive. I actually feel more “alpha” than on even AM which is one of my favorites.
I believe my idea of “alpha” has been just slightly off this whole time. It’s not necessarily a formidable character who others are slightly intimidated by (though that can be a form of alpha). It’s like now I have a purpose and drive so much to where external events and people kind of fade to the periphery. It’s me on my path, join me or don’t, but if not move out of the way.
It’s a single pointed focus on achieving what I want that anything not in line with that doesn’t even register. Hard to describe but I feel I’m now the cause and affect in my life rather than anything external.
Some less heady observations
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Been easily working 10 hour days at work (I don’t have a set schedule, commission based) and then putting an hour or two into my website after work.
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Part of my job is meeting with and bringing on new clients. There was always a slight fear I’d have to force myself through to go pitch to new clients. These past few days this has totally shifted into a true belief that everyone needs our services. I’m doing them a favor. No hesitancy these last few days meeting with potential clients.
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even after long days, I’ve lost interest in the shows my girlfriend and I are into. The past two nights I’ve been putting the headphones in and listening to a sales course while sitting with her on the couch while she watches tv
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A new optimism and hope for the future. I haven’t felt this “knowing that things are going to be amazing” in a long time.
Quite astonished. Now I just need to decide what second sub I want to add in. I’ve realized that right now I’m past the “attraction” based subs so considering Ascension, Love Bomb, or Chosen. (With Wanted tempting me but don’t know about that)