Yea yea yeaaa
Today is listening day
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Boaaaaaaa how strong is Khan?
I did Sanguine ZP +ZP Khan st 1 today
Until today I had every time 20 min after the last loop a elevator experience. I alway had the feeling I drive down into my underworld and fix something.
Not today
Today I had the elevator experience but then I had the feeling of : my power is compressed into my stomach and starts to grow.
I get triggered today-I left my apartment and somehow I felt as if something is exploding in me. I needed 15 min to figure out what it was.
It was fear - the moment I entered the train fear and Panick exploded in me like crazy,i was running to the toilet (to vomit it out) the moment I close the dore I saw myself in the mirror and I didn’t like what I saw.
I grabbed myself a heart and instead of letting it out I somehow changed into full confrontation mode. I stood stable on my 2 feet and telling myself : Wait, I am stronger than this fear, now show yourself (the fear) in full force.
It was soo easy to dominate this traumatic state
In 20 seconds I had it in my hands. I grabbed the fear and ripped it out of me and destroy it once and for all
Since then I am somewhat in a strange state.
Something that I had and precived as “normal” is just not here anymore. My energetic system is chilling since then. I have time to observe my surroundings and to feel it,like I am in a bubble
12 hours after the loop I sit at home and I feel like a wrecking ball of power sits in my stomach, getting stronger and stronger.
If this power grows even stronger then I marrying this Sub
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Being someone’s father does not entitle said father to unconditional respect and deference. Those things must be earned and maintained. Family or not.
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I totally agree but i don’t know what’s his background story…the way he described the event…i just couldn’t resist myself to reply, in my contry i see many son who abondend thier father not because thier father did bad to them but just because they become pure asshole
Sad story
I don’t know if he is an alcoholic or what
But my father also was a toxic one
U can give him another chance, as long as he does be toxic in ypur life
Being good with your father makes you very happy
The reason you don’t forgive someone and kick their ass that they don’t do that mistake again
If your father knows his mistake, I would take him back
I had like a million grudges on my father about being toxic and cruel to me
But most of them was gone during emperor qv2
I don’t know why you hold such grudges
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Even my father and specially my mother do injustice between children…they love my younger brother to core and give him everything…
I resist them a lot and still calls out them but what can I do…they are my parents
That’s why i started gratitude journal (offline) and daily write about them for being parents… because I understand i can’t do anything to get thier ultimate love as they do love my younger brother
By keeping grudges i am losing me and specially time and energy…i done lots of chaos in my home in past…broke everything shouting like a mad man for years
That’s why i am running most potent healing subs like Khan st1…Dr st1 , ql st1, eog st1 etc to heal my self…few months ago i even ran regeneration…rebirth etc but still there are lots of trauma…i need to resolve…
By keeping grudges i know i can’t win game of life
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My wife is starting a new stack this week that includes Khan ST1 with plans to proceed through all 4 stages, getting her to journal can be like pulling teeth so I’ll probably just drop 3rd party observations here as we proceed.
The rest of her stack is heartsong and seductress. 2 loops a week of HS and SD(?) and once a week for whichever Khan track.
The decision for putting her on Khan comes partially from the recent MBTI discussion all across this forum, and analysis that Khan will function as a restrictive element on her natural tendencies and those of HS/Seductress while also having lots of “interfacing with the 3D” skills/power as well.
One thing I will note, is that while she ran her first loop last night I could feel it from the other side of the house. The ZP perception shift effect kicked in for me a few minutes into her loop!
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I agree
Forgiving past is the best thing to do
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Interesting! Where can I find this journal? Curious to see what Khan does to a woman.
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I am 35 years fresh and I am absolutely capable of choosing who I want in my environment.
You know if you have self-respect then action does follow
If someone wants my company than they have to earn it.
There are lemons out there that stay sour even if you put kilograms of sugar and honey on top.
Wast of energy
Now the funny part starts the moment you Reclaime your power
My actions are Animalistic and out of self respect , I am ready to leave the nest, so I leave the nest but I turn around and scream just once or twice : you idiots shit in the nest you life in and never clean it nor admit that you shit, that’s no nest that’s a tower made out of shit over the years , now you sit alone in your smelly Castel.
I stand on my own feet and I am capable of providing in any direction I want and need from my own power.
Life is funny and sunny now.
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no one said you take money from your dad or anything
as you said it has been a year or more than a year that u are independent
and letting your father be in your company does not underrate your independence
you just don’t need him any more, but he needs you and breaking this hatred and grudge cycle wont prove you weak
letting your father live in your castle does not prove you a weak person, as long as he does not step on your boundaries anymore.
about the fact that I said you would be happy if your father is happy, its your primitive brain which has this close connection to your parents. if they are happy and protected you are also protected, you talk about this animalistic thing, animals also love and protect their parents, at least they do not push them away. plus that we are humans, we are more intelligent, lets use that animalistic traits when needed, or else we would not be good in the world.
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For anyone with issues with their father (or anyone really) the speed of healing allowed by Subliminal’s can deliver some delicious schadenfreude in a situation where you’re able to make someone who previously wronged you feel like they have to resolve the tension between how they feel about themselves (no abuser actually feels good, that’s why they do the abuse) and how well you’re treating them.
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Let’s move on, everyone. I think he’s capable of deciding whether he wants his father in his life or not.
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Today I expirience the total breakdown
Its like everything crashing down
Its very strong
I am curious where this path leads me
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Can you elaborate? Sound tough.
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Similar to a building that shattered to pieces but at the same time the foundation is replaced with special steel that withstand every challenge.
I wasn’t in the state to leave my house so I left my house and had a somewhat pleasant evening.
What I expirienced is very amazing.
I am Grounded like a Rock
I choose if I interact with outside Energys or not
This Sub is fantastic
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My intuition is calling me to jump on stage 2 
I’ve always had a love and hate relationship with the first two stage of Khan.
I will begin my washout and start soon Khan St2.
In the next few months there will be a lot of change in my life, regarding work mostly. I will have to finish my research paper. I am currently finishing the project I have with my client which I have to present in a press conference march 23.
After that is rushing my research paper and appliying for job. I am planning to go directly to where I want to work in march/april in march/april see If I can meet someone.
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you’re doing great bro i can see the healing happening even in the way you’re typing
good job man just find ur own bliss
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Thanks bro,
Even today after khan loop i had very vivid dreams which indicates healing…
I can’t wait what khan brings me in next cycle
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Keep in mind, st1 and 2 are not super fun to run. The fun start at stage 3…In my case it started more at the end of stage 3.
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