Older results:
Newer results:
I’ve been using Ascension on a continuous cycle from the 20th September till the 25th October inclusive with 1s-2s loops.
I listened Mondays, Wednesdays and Fridays, and took the weekends as breaks. These 3 days of the week are also the days I go to the gym, so I listen a few hours before going to the gym, so that I arrive there fully confident in front of Women, as the gym is my main place of interaction with Women.
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My main result, which is for granted and consistent, is being considered a high status Man. Most people don’t say anything, but they consider me a high status Man.
Before staring this cycle I did a washout for about 2 weeks, and after that period I started being disrespected, so it means the results start fading away after 2 weeks without listening, even though I keep standing my ground against others. -
On the street lots of Women look at me (and Men to be honest probably because of how they perceive my status). At the gym lots of Men feel intimidated and admiration towards me.
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By the last quarter of this cycle I started feeling self love again. I say again, because I’ve used Love Bomb a few months ago for about 1.5 cycles and at the time I felt a huge self love, but I had to stop using Love Bomb because of huge disruptive reconciliation.
My theory for this self love being reactivated is that I unconsciously guided Ascension to increase my self love and for that I might have used the knowledge from the Love Bomb that was inserted into my subconscious some months ago.
Or it might be because of some events that have been happening at the gym, but I’ll go through that later. -
I’ve made lots of progress on my tasks. The only problem is that I take too much time analyzing things, choosing between all the available options, and overthinking them.
I’m also most of the time I’m afraid of making mistakes which might bring me severe consequences (this might be due to deep fears that need to be brought to the surface so that I can process and release them), I like to do things properly, and choose the best options, so that’s why I waste so much time over analyzing, and I’m being very slow on these progresses.
For example I spent 2 months on my last “cycle” of tasks, when I should have been able to complete them in 2 weeks. Even if I had 1 week for self care, it would have been 3 weeks maximum.
Most of my tasks had the goal to get my power back relatively to other people.
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I was also wasting time with masturbations (I reduced the number of masturbations), and spending my days alone without friends, without family, and fighting like this is very though, so I also stopped lots of time to take walks, have lunch outside, to watch YouTube motivational videos, or doing other things to distract me from my pain.
This might explain why I’m taking so long doing my tasks, or it might just be because I need more testosterone (hope to get it from Primal Seduction - the title I’m adding to my stack now). -
I improved my diet, cutting food that are bad to me. Now if I eat a food that is bad for me, I make some allergic reaction, and in this way I can easily identify what foods are bad and stop eating them.
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Built a shield against envies and against people who stare at me in a rude way. So basically I don’t care about these people anymore, and I keep doing what I’m doing. Anyway this doesn’t mean I’m invulnerable. Sometimes my shield gets penetrated, so I avoid going to places where I know people will envy me, or going to crowded places because I feel people are in a lower vibration and they lower the vibration of my aura.
I’m not taking showers with Himalayan (pink) salt anymore as it started causing rashes on my skin. I still take cold showers sometimes to expel the demons that get through my defenses (if I scream it means I had demons inside me, because when I’m OK it just feels uncomfortable).
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I have long hair, and I improved my hair cut and quality (thanks to the products I’m using). The only problem is that the 2 conditioners I use (I alternate between the conditioners as a best practice) now make my hair fall. I still don’t know what to do about this.
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In the past week, I looked so good and had such a loving aura that Women who are not good looking were just ignoring me. I think this is because they feel like they want me, but can’t have me, so they just pretend they are not noticing me, to avoid falling in love with me. The good looking ones looked at me a lot.
Now the bad:
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I can’t gain muscle mass even though I do CrossFit 3x per week (and I started Yoga classes 2x per week - almost only women there, but no luck for me so far).
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I’m in the progress to make a new friend at the gym, but I still have no friends of my age group.
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I still didn’t have a single date.
Strangely, most of the times at the gym Women don’t look to me too much, even though on the street they look a lot. They look a lot if I’m doing exercises that show power or that require skill (ex: Power Cleans, Toes to Bar, Keeping Pull ups, Rope climbing).
I also discovered yesterday that when I look at them with mysterious eyes, they instinctively look at me, and it seems to be a way to put them under my spell.
One of the gym Coaches likes me, but she already told me I look intimidating.
A very good looking Woman at the gym has shown interest on me, and we have been observing each other for about 2 months, but strangely I was rejected when I approached her (I just said “Hi” and she instinctively and immediately rejected me and stepped back about 1 meter), so no luck there.
I also met an interesting woman in another place I go sometimes, so for now I just have to keep doing what I’m doing and I hope that with Primal Seduction I have the opportunity to meet many other interesting women.
- Some manifestations and results keep appearing and disappearing, or in other words is difficult to maintain them.
Examples:
. Found a new restaurant with nutritious food, and it had to close for about 3 weeks because of construction works on the restaurant street.
. Found a new nutritious lunchbox service, but unexpectedly and mysteriously they had to stop their service until today, and I still don’t know when the service is coming back.
. There are some other Women at the gym who showed interest in me, but I never saw them again, or some times I only see them 1 month after the last encounter.
. My eye wrinkles almost disappeared, but then they came back, and now they are less visible again. I have no idea what causes the eye wrinkles to get less or more visible.
Edit: I’ve been about 2 weeks on a washout, so the first week was the bloom week, but in the second week I started to feel tired again, went back to masturbation and started procrastinating a lot, so it looks like some things related to energy, self control and will power didn’t become permanent yet, or maybe it’s just that my testosterone levels only get high enough when cycling.