I am seriously now
I haven’t read these entire thread & replying as I am reading
in past these happen many times in small or even big things like if a thoughts comes to my mind that this will happen & it got happen eventaully
those thoughts were not my desired results but just a sudden thought which convey me that this gonna happen now…& it will eventually get happened
I don’t know its manifestations or just my 6th sense
why not…if I ended up losing the game…i will just get enough knowledge which i will use in the other areas of life…if this thinks she will call me or meet me…relax my mind & I will just stop checking out my phone or to be more clear stalk her profile then i would be one on the receiving end to get most of benefits
I have two options now…just become an alpha & approach others…
for this I am taking these two actions
reading about masculinity & alpha male
appraching every girl wheather she is of my type or liking etc…talking to every damn girl i find in gym our outside…heck i am even trying to search where i can find girls other than gym…since i leave home only for gym…
I go to 2 gyms…I will cancel one & join some modeling classed from next year
what I am not doing consiously is just stop assuming & checking my phone …I will stop from nowonwards checking my phone about her & instead just use the technique mention her to manifest her without expecting any better outcome if I will fail to manifest her…it will be just like a failed project…no more fucking attachments
yeah fuck…I am
now my world is comepletely upside down
1st because of this girl I googled seduction technique
2nd I lost 38 kg just to impress her
3rd I changed my dressing & become more fashinable & wear clogne all those shit etc
4th after her blocking I googled alpha masculinty
5th because of her I ended up here
& if because of her I 6th will learn manifestation then that will be awesome