Today is the start of my second cycle with LBFH, and my subconscious tried hard to convince me to swap it out of my stack by pressing all my buttons…
- “I could use more money manifestations, I should run RICH”
- “I need a boost to getting in shape and looking better, I should run Wanted”
- “I have to improve my martial skill set, I should start Spartan”
- “I can’t afford to get bogged down in recon right now, LBFH can wait”
…and on and on. I re-read a lot of sales pages, and I came up with a ton of reasons to switch out LBFH.
But I have a new rule now that if I’m not going to commit to runnig a sub for at least two cycles, then that sub’s goals aren’t a real priority for me… and I almost broke that rule because of the all the reasons and feelings telling me to.
I’m glad I didn’t though because I experienced a sort of extreme healing that was kind of ridiculous in how it manifested…
About 90 minutes after listening to LBFH, out of “nowhere” I started to tear up over breakfast…then I started to sob.
At first I tried to keep it in and shove whatever it was way back down into the dark from where it came, but an instant later I realized I needed to let it out, so I did.
And as I was sitting on my couch with tears streaming and random bursts of emotion escaping my mouth, I thought about the absurdity of the situation…crying hard while eating a great breakfast and watching a fight scene in one of my favorite movies.
The thought of it instantly made me bust up laughing, which then made me sob harder…then laugh again, then cry, and it went on like that for several minutes.
It was just a pure and deep emotional release.
After a little while trying to understand what happened and what might’ve triggered it, I got up feeling a little lighter and ready to continue with the things I needed to do.
Looking back, it makes sense that my subconscious tried so hard to get me to swap LBFH… it/I knew the dam was about to break.