Lotus in Flames (Alchemist + Emperor + Rebirth)

Journals - Major Programs
#214

Did one loop of Rebirth and felt pretty tired for ten minutes after finishing the loop. Now I feel the processing and I’ve got a slight headache.

My new routine is:

Day 1: Alchemist and Rebirth one loop each (the longer break between the loops the better)
Day 2: Off
Day 3: Emperor and Rebirth one loop each
Day 4: Off
Day 5: Alchemist and Rebirth one loop each
Day 6 and 7: Off
Day 8: Emperor and Rebirth one loop each
Day 9: Off
Day 10: Alchemist and Rebirth one loop each
Day 11: Off
Day 12: Emperor and Rebirth one loop each
Day 13 and 14: Off
REPEAT

We shall see how it goes from now on.

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#215

DAY OFF
The aura of Alchemist has strengthened. It feels like some kind of divine energy I was protected with.
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Apart from that, I feel really congruent and solid. The heavy processing in my head has slackened a lot and it looks like my mind has gone into pure execution mode. I like that! :slight_smile:

Again, lots of dreams last night.

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#216

It’s only the third day of using my new listening pattern but the things seem to start falling into the right place. I have no symptoms of overexposure apart from lots of dreams and waking up a bit groggy that may mean the overexposure is only slight and may be acceptable. If it comes to the results, I keep feeling solid and congruent, my productivity and motivation have increased significantly too.

I listened to Emperor in the morning and I’ll be listening to Rebirth in the evening (one loop each, of course).

#217

I’m experiencing a slight headache but nothing to be worried about. Still my energy level is not optimal but I feel I’m heading there. No signs of exhaustion or stonewalling whatsoever. Good! :slight_smile:

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#218

Doing my Rebirth loop and then I’ll be taking a day off. We shall see how it goes. For now, Rebirth is filling my chest with that pleasant warmth which means my subconscious accepts the script willingly and happily. Great! :heart_eyes:

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#219

I woke up groggy again and had had a lot of dreams last night that may indicate I’m overexposed still. That’s my processing day (no subs whatsoever) and we shall see how it goes. For now it looks like, if you’re not stonewalling and there’s no recon the scripts are really challenging and taxing on your mind power. At least that’s my feel right now.

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#220

Here you go I’m getting a slight recon on Emperor although I ran only one loop this week (the only one for this week - yesterday). It’s interesting since when I was running three loops of it every day I had no recon whatsoever. It’s hitting me for the second time, before it happened during my washout last week.

The recon is:

  • a slight headache
  • mood swings
  • irascibility
  • impatience
  • sadness
  • indecisiveness
  • antisocial mood and attitude
  • a lot of anger

Oh well, it shall pass. :slight_smile:

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Qv2 experiences, comments, insights and questions
#221

All right, I got rid of the recon just by going out and enjoying the time with my gf and eating out. The recon passed straight away at the first interaction with people. I felt solid and congruent immediately. Great! :slight_smile:

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Qv2 experiences, comments, insights and questions
#222

Emperor has kicked in and I felt as if I had been on the top of the world in the morning. It slackened later on and I got a slight recon. Now I’m running one loop of Alchemist and then I’ll be having two processing days.

I’m still having lots of dreams that may indicate overexposure. We shall see. For now I’m satisfied with the initial results, especially since I got over the stonewalling.

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#223

Either I’m still overexposed or/and overloaded or the new tech is dicey, unpredictable and inconsistent. Or maybe just really demanding. I’m experiencing blooms intertwined with a slight recon. I’m running only six loops a week. For now I shall stick to it and revaluate next week.

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#224

A slight recon hit me in the morning (I had typical symptoms of it mentioned in one of the previous posts). It lasted for around three hours and now I’m cool apart from experiencing a slight headache. That’s my first day of processing and there’s one more yet to come so we shall see.

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#225

The recon is hitting me hard like it has never done. It’s insane taking into account I did only six loops (3xQ + 3xU) this week. When I was playing seven loops a day I had no recon whatsoever. It looks like recon hits hardest when you give your mind enough “space” to process the script. I shall try to deal with it just by going out. It helped last Friday although the recon was not so intensive like it is now.

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Qv2 experiences, comments, insights and questions
#226

I just went out again and I dealt with the recon nicely. The confidence and integrity I was displaying were really extraordinary. Also, I was dominant and decisive. Cool stuff. :slight_smile:

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#227

I’ve noticed that it’s easy to manage recon (but it may depend on its intensity) when you realize it’s hitting you and you start working consciously on getting rid of it. It’s nothing new, I know, but I just tested it myself and it works very well.

I’m having much better results today due to that knowledge and practicing it and since it’s my second day devoted to processing only.

#228

After two days of processing I ran one loop of Rebirth in the morning. It made me a bit tired mentally and a slight recon hit me. I also had a slight headache. A feeling of being tired mentally has been accompanying me for some days.

I tested three days of exposure last week (3 loops of Q and 3 loops of U in total) and it occurred to be a but too much if it comes to the mental taxation. The recon was easy to manage and the results were good. I’ll be listening to my subs using the same routine this week but I’m planning on cutting the exposure down to two exposure days and five processing days a week depending on the final outcome this week.

#229

Had some lucid dreams last night and woke up groggy in the morning. That’s my processing day.

Yesterday I was really susceptible to outer stimuli that I attribute to recon.

#230

Revising my current circumstances, my real needs and goals I’m debating on switching from Emperor back to Renaissance Man, especially since a lot of Emperor’s programming doesn’t much the aforementioned factors and since there’re some elements of Emperor I don’t need (like Sex Mastery, the stuff related to attracting women and some essential alpha scripting), or at least no yet (the Empire building component, the entrepreneurship component and wealth building).

I would like to focus more on my crafts (teaching, writing, languages studying) and improve connecting with people (in that case, with my students and coworkers). On top of that, my main life obstacle has been always self-expression and embracing my deeply empathetic nature. RM is the best choice for me anyway and I’ve known is since it was released but I got tempted by Emperor’s transgressive nature that is very appealing but, ultimately, I want to make a transgression in that particular field I mentioned, and transgression within the domain of sex, money and power will have to wait or maybe I’ll never bother to get into it since it’s never really interested me much. Shall see.

I’m going to stick to my listening routine replacing Emperor with RM so I’ll be listening to my subs on Tuesdays, Thursdays and Saturdays; Rebirth in the morning and a Q title (RM or Alchemist) in the evening.

#231

@RVconsultant, please, kindly lock up my thread/journal. Thanks! :slight_smile:

#232

Thread closed as per original poster’s request.

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#233