Yeah, lowered loops this week, taking an extra 2 day rest as well.
I’m on my 2nd day rest now (not in a row) and I literally spend the last 8 hours in motion amending and dealing with everything in my life, health, and relationships, none stop action, decisions, procurement, setting up, intentional conversations…and I feel remotely sane in a way I have not lately…I have not been able to act on my impulses on QV2 due to internal bs and/or external obligations and now that I had a whole day of being able to QV2 is making more sense.
I’m actually -thinking and feeling like myself (with subs effect) again, I’ve had the experience of being completely waylaid for the last week or more.
The increase power of the actual subs effect, needing to take more action or more recon, and the diminution of the ‘feel good’ Alpha part - combines to a perfect storm of knock me off my shit without realizing it lol
I’ve been non-stop in something akin to this until a day ago for the last two weeks almost.