Lotus in Flames (Alchemist + Emperor + Rebirth)

Things seem to have settled down and I feel stable and solid again. I expect more rocking of the boat like that though. Well, I’m ready. :slight_smile:

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Although the Emperor is the most demanding sub I’ve ever run I’ve decided to increase the loops to three and take breaks every four days. From now on it looks like; the Alchemist (x3) and the Emperor (x3). Of course, one loop of RebirthU every day as well.

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What kind of beliefs you think emperor tackles?

It’s probably working deeper and more powerfully because you’ve run Dragon Reborn (and maybe Khan too?).

Cheering you on man. I’m definitely still over here in Ascended Mogul land.

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@Sub.Zero you are having deep insights mate! :partying_face:

The Emperor is the only sub in SC that was designed purely to transcend your limitations and overcome your excuses if it comes to sex, money and power. It tackles also detrimental beliefs related to your core like; I’m not capable of doing this or that, I’m not good enough, I’ll never get there, I’m too weak, stupid etc. That’s the main reason I switched from Stark and RM to it. I need it to lay foundation for my future successes and, of course, to contribute to my current progress and development. To put it visually…
Before the Emperor your life and you are like this (trying hard to make things work for you but to no avail):

and the ultimate goal of the Emperor is to change it into this (fuck! Why was is so easy only when I ran the Emperor?):

Of course, taking action is required! :slight_smile:

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beautifully put!
it does feel like my direction and path is much more defined and structured using emperor.

im sure they have some powerful habits lifting scripting in there too

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Tonight I had my girl and I discovered a faster way to get us to the final. I was more attentive and focused on improving our pleasure. It seems to be Sex Mastery at work. :heart_eyes:

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Yup, the fist time it obviously kicked in for me I surprised myself. I felt like a champ.

Ofcourse I acted all nonchalant, made it seem all cool and usual, but you can bet I was pleased with myself.

Glad to see you back on track my friend. That result was fast. It took me around 1-2 months before I saw the SM scripting in EQ/PS becoming truly apparent.

Come to think of it, it probably went live sooner but I didn’t pay much attention.

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I had a day off yesterday and I noticed no recon whatsoever. Things seem to be starting to fall into the right place. We shall see how it goes later on.

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I’m significantly less interested in watching porn videos that has been my habit for around 20 years. Cool stuff. :sunglasses:

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It’s probably the Emperor at work that’s making me think and say that worries are a byproduct of procrastinating mind that lies dormant and only an active mind operating in survival mode is the one which is our real mind that sees no worries or concerns but problems to solve and that is confident it can do it since that survival instinct programming works wonderfully and is ingrained into our nature and DNA. Our worries and our imaginary limits dissolve in that pure survival mode and set our mind on the right path that leads to achieving our basic goal - survival - upon which we can build our empire being led by that instinct mainly. I cannot express it better and I hope it makes some sense to whoever is reading this. Fucking Emperor! :slight_smile:

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It’s interesting but just after writing the previous post I got an email saying I didn’t get a job that would usually make me upset and initially I felt that feeling but then I shook it of swiftly and went back to the mode I described above. It seems the Emperor makes me more vulnerable at the same time helping me deal with my vulnerabilities. I suppose that only related to the initial phase and adapting to its script,

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I’ve run many different subs, including DR, Stark and Khan and all of it was an easy ride for me and I got very good results but now, on the Emperor, I feel it’s kicking my butt, which I don’t mind BTW. Why? Because not Khan, not Stark and not the Dragon are my “total opposite” but the Emperor. The beliefs the Emperor works on are the beliefs I need to work on most and I don’t see any other real way of advancing on my path without dealing with most of the issues addressed by the Emperor. The main issue is: I’m not capable of this or that.

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Here’s the very aspect of the Emperor that kicks my ass most:

What’s The Only Difference Between You and the Greatest Men That have Ever Lived?

They believed they could become gods among men, and you DON’T. That’s it.

It’s going to take some time but I have to persist since that program (especially, the aforementioned aspect) is what I’ve needed most for whole my life.

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Yesterday, just before falling asleep, I felt that familiar feeling of energies coursing through my body while listening to Emperor.

One certain feeling, thought and attitude I noticed on DR is much more pronounced on Emperor and although it feels like very new to me I’m really comfortable with it. That thing is a deep trust to yourself and confidence that I’ll manage no matter what, that my nature/spirit/mind will always find the right path and I will never get lost. I absolutely love it and it’s interesting how that feeling/thought/attitude doesn’t put me back into my comfort zone, complacency or procrastination. On the contrary, it motivates me to keep going, keep looking for opportunities - KEEP FIGHTING!

Amidst all that excitement about Emperor I forgot to mention the results I’ve got on Alchemist so far:

  • Improved maturity
  • No negative self-talk whatsoever
  • No anger outbursts
  • Way calmer
  • My emotions at bay and in check
  • More energetic and optimistic
  • Better understanding of myself, people and the world around me

I just can’t wait till I lay my hands on the new version of Alchemist! :slight_smile:

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I’ll be running the Qv2 version of the Alchemist tonight! :slight_smile:

The first night on Alchemist wasn’t easy sine I woke up a couple of times. The same thing has happened in the past when starting a new sub. Just the first minute into Alchemist and I felt those familiar energies coursing though out my body. Also my dream were more intensive. Shall see how it goes later on.

For now, nothing more to report apart more and more intensive dreams related to reframing my past relationships that I attribute to Rebirth.