So this topic came up today: What was your first Sub you ever ran on SC?
And I replied with: Journal: Emperor/Rebirth
Started rereading that. And floored that first journal entry was September of 2019. Seems so much longer ago.
Got me to thinking where I was at that stage of my life.
This thing of the wife hardly wanting sex was already in full swing by then.
In July of 2018. I got a vasectomy. Wife’s idea (of course because it’s “so much easier” for the guy to get it done).
She said “if you get that done, I’ll probably want sex more. Because I won’t have to worry about getting pregnant anymore.”
Fast forward 4-5 years. I brought up what she said and she says “I said ‘probably’ not definitely. You want it too much blah blah blah”
So I think these recent subs have been bringing that up again. Definite resentment there on my part.
Condoms are easy. Why would someone want her guy to get cut just because?
Almost feels sometimes like it was an intentional act on her part. I just don’t see the payoff. Short of a power play.
I can’t help but think if I’d found subclub before July of 2018, maybe I wouldn’t have capitulated so easy to her “suggestion”.
