Day 3: (Part 1)
I just realized that maybe it’s annoying I have multi-parts to these daily entries. I just found it a nice habit to get into where I wake up, and before I start work, use part 1 to talk about the dreams I had from the night before.
Today is a day off…I tend to stay up way later on nights where I don’t work the next day. Last night was no exception. Fitbit has my sleep time starting at 1:49 AM (which is an “early” bedtime on a non-work night)…I got woken up at just after 6 A.M. when my smoke detector started asking for a new battery, even though I just put on in 2-3 days ago.
When I went to bed at 1:49 there, my stack was 3X of Rebirth followed by 3X of Emperor V3 (I did ultrasonic on headphones but made sure volume was only at 25% and FrequenSee showed it at -55 or so.)
Total runtime was 3 Hours 46 mins…My FitBit had sleep time at 3:51 haha. so literally 5 mins after my loops ended, the smoke detector woke m up.
It was only just after e6am, and rather than go back to bed like I normally would have, I was like “Screw it. I’m awake” and came into the home office here and started reading more journal entries on the forum.
As I’m sitting here reading, I’ve had 4X of Rebirth followed by 1X of Emperor.
Total track time there was 2 hours and 47 mins.
I am writing this entry right now because just a few minutes ago, I got a thought that bubbled up (the only way to describe it) that “I’m reading far too many journals right now”
Also, I was reading, I found myself seeing the great results @Joa93 had with Regeneration and found myself thinking “I want that one too!”
I think the thing of reading so many journals is probably a “distraction” mechanism my SubC mind was putting up similar to what Saint mentioned (which I referenced in a reply above).
Same with the Regeneration thing. I’m committing to sticking with Emperor daily for sure, and I’ll do Rebirth if/as it seems like a good addition on any given day.
I think the thing that surprised me the most so far today is feeling awake enough after less than 4 hours to not go back to sleep!
Dreams that I had during that amount of sleep were mostly non-descript…I met a friend somewhere and we talked about basic stuff like weather and so on. He and I don’t talk IRL anymore sadly. He was there with his daughter. She’s soon to be 23, but I knew my friend well before she was even born yet. So I’ve known her her whole life. She’s freakin gorgeous now and if I were single, I can’t promise I wouldn’t try to hook up with her.
I don’t feel bad or guilty or any of that for thinking that about her but wonder if I SHOULD. But I don’t. haha
EDITED: Forgot the dream report!