Le Journal de Palpatine™ (2023)

That was on Ultima originally. ZP seems to do it for me too.

I noticed a post by @BLACKICE I forgot about, which kinda makes me wanna try out Commander+GLM+Ascension :rofl:

Can you even IMAGINE the alpha masculine overload on that?

EDIT: Saving that as an idea for a “Pure alpha masculinity” custom.

Either
Ascension+Commander+GLM
OR
Khan4+Commander+GLM
OR
Emperor+Commander+GLM

haha. I guess maybe GLM and Commander in a custom, that way I can pick what alpha sub to have those amplify.

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After the above interactions with @Geoff, I decided to read over the sales pages again for Ascension, GLM and Emperor.

I will hold off on replacing Ascension with AscMogul. Mainly from re-reading this, which I forgot about:

Similarities/Differences: Ascension is an integral part of Ascended Mogul, however, the way Ascended Mogul helps you develop is different and targets a broader range of your inner being. Furthermore, they are still standalone products. Use Ascension when you desire both a deeper and broader focus on anything status and personal power related. Ascended Mogul is excellent if you have wealth goals and might not require as much of a focus on personal power.

Of course, I could replace Ascension with Emperor and just finally allow that one to unfold fully.

EoG1, Emperor and GLM could be fun. got 2-4 more days to figure it out, though.

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Seems like eog in your stack kinda removes the need for Ascended Mogul imo. Emperor sounds nice but if you’re going for the RoD soon, why not keep it light with what you got for now?

Either way, I’m loving your highlights with Ascension and Glm.

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RoD may have to wait. Not sure yet. Too many options.

More Washout Day 1:

I remember that my voice was exeptionally deep yesterday or the day before. In spurts. I took that to be Ascension and/or GLM of course.

Weird that didn’t happen until nearly the end of a cycle. Usually that happns early on when running these kinds of titles.

I noticed it and mentally filed it away to journal, because the wife was telling me something and I didn’t wanna lose focus on that. Then I forgot to journal it until now hah.

So I went to bed after rereading the pages for Emperor, Ascension, GLM, Regen, Rebirth, and Limit Destroyer.

Dreamed that I kept finding myself in situations where I had to die to “wake back up” in the “real world” of the dream. Very much like David jumping off the building in “Vanilla Sky” at the end.

It was Inception-like in feel. Dying in a dream to wake up.

There were several “dreams” but the only one I remember clearly is I drank a massive amount of antifreeze to die. I sat there after drinking it and was looking at a sign and waiting for the moment to pass.

The sign got blurry and morphed into a different sign that my “real” body was seeing as I woke back in in the “real world”

I think all the thought about RoD last night plus reading the other sales pages hit on something.

And now, more than ever, I’m considering running Emperor longer-term and just letting all unfold at the right pace for me. Emperor, EoG stages, RoD.

The Ecstatic Emperor custom is Emperor and EoG4. If I work my way through Emperor and EoG (stage-by-stage) then by the time I’m ready for the EE custom to be in sub cycles, I’ll definitely be a “new” person.

As for the dream I had, my SubCs way of showing that parts of me need to die so I can wake up.

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Washout: Day 2

Sitting in the Planet Fitness parking lot awaiting my next Doordash delivery. Tons of cute girls going in and out. I’m feeling an incredible sense of horniness and confidence. GLM is my friend. Ascension too.

Kinda wondering about Primal, Ascension and GLM in a custom.

I feel today like I wanna be more social than usual. So that’s something I’ll have to keep an eye on.

Emperors don’t hang out with the people too much :joy:

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Washout day 3

Walking in the parking lot going into this teriyaki place to grab some lunch.

This guy is headed out and as I got closer I moved to the side a bit. Was side eyeing the cute cart girl because she’s cute.

I felt kinda alpha calm as has been happening lately.

The guy suddenly says “How’s it going, man?”
I just nodded, said “Sup?” and we both kept walking.

Doesn’t sound like much but it seemed like a mutual respect thing. Or like he was sussing me out to see if I’m a threat (?)

I think today will be the last day of washout.

I’m ready for the next cycle.

  1. EoG1
  2. Ecstatic Emperor (Emperor and EoG4 cores)
  3. GLM
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So is this caused by an aura? I’ve seen many posts about guys acting out in weird ways due to running ascension.

On DR, I did notice acknowledgement in other guys when out. Nods ect.

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I figure Ascension or GLM. More likely both though.
I’ll miss Ascension. Mainly because I waited so long to run it properly.

I’ll eventually make a custom of either
Primal
Ascension

OR

Primal Seduction
Ascension

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Sitting in the gym reading while wife does her workout stuff.

So many :fire: girls here.

I realize sitting here that I’ve been using lack of money as an excuse not to come here. Haven’t really been in a couple years.

The real reason I fee like I’ve stopped is I don’t like seeing all these hot women as they’re a reminder I’ve let so much go in my life.

No woman in her right mind would go for a guy who’s dropped the ball on so many things.

Which most likely includes my own woman.

Wake up call.

I’m done settling. Fixing my finances first. As that seems like a big part of how I want to show up as a man.

Will work in either EF or LotS eventually. But for now, I build.

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Genesis, perhaps?

Nah, I almost got it already, but I realized it’s just S.O.S.

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(Pre-Setup) Day 1: Ecstatic Emperor, GLM, LBFH

Credit due to @TheDerpinator for the LBFH idea. I already had GLM from the previous cycle and am keeping it for now, so I swapped out EoG1 for LBFH. Since the EE custom already has EoG4, I’ll see how this cycle goes.

Heading to bed. Will run this when I wake up.

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Day 1: E:E V1, GLM, LBFH

Stacks done. Woo.
During GLM, I used that part of the stack to my own Matrix-like construct which resides just off my Sanctuary.

Had some fun with Dua Lipa. And a few others. Dua was the star though.

I’m scheduled to do some Doordash for 8 hours today. Starting in about 45 minutes.

The stack was over, I felt sad a bit knowing I gotta wait 2 days to listen again.

That was quickly replaced with knowing that now it’s time to get up and go to work.

Emperor and GLM there. My flow factor seems to be off the charts more lately.

I am a powerful and sexy man.

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Curious, what made you keep glm vs ascension in this new stack. Was there a reason or

GLM is designed to heal masculine stuff. Only real reason.

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The emperor vibe is as real as I remember from Emperor V3.

Doordash just sent me an offer for a restaurant that’s on the local military base. I realized after I accepted the thing (since the info they show prior to accepting is minimal).

I cancelled it and the hit up their support chat saying “this is unacceptable. You need a way for people without base access to be able to opt out of this stuff. And it better not count against me that I had to cancel”

They of course went on “there is no way to block certain order types based on location but you can message us for help if it happens again. Then and only then can we help you”

And I said “cumbersome, inconvenient and avoidable with a few lines of code” and ended the chat.

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If I’m like this after a single loop, that must mean there’s a ton that needs hit on. Hoping it stabilizes a bit. Or that I at least get more accustomed to it.

Noticing that a lot of stuff is annoying me right now. Like “Don’t they know who I am?” kind of thing.