So I went to bed after rereading the pages for Emperor, Ascension, GLM, Regen, Rebirth, and Limit Destroyer.
Dreamed that I kept finding myself in situations where I had to die to “wake back up” in the “real world” of the dream. Very much like David jumping off the building in “Vanilla Sky” at the end.
It was Inception-like in feel. Dying in a dream to wake up.
There were several “dreams” but the only one I remember clearly is I drank a massive amount of antifreeze to die. I sat there after drinking it and was looking at a sign and waiting for the moment to pass.
The sign got blurry and morphed into a different sign that my “real” body was seeing as I woke back in in the “real world”
I think all the thought about RoD last night plus reading the other sales pages hit on something.
And now, more than ever, I’m considering running Emperor longer-term and just letting all unfold at the right pace for me. Emperor, EoG stages, RoD.
The Ecstatic Emperor custom is Emperor and EoG4. If I work my way through Emperor and EoG (stage-by-stage) then by the time I’m ready for the EE custom to be in sub cycles, I’ll definitely be a “new” person.
As for the dream I had, my SubCs way of showing that parts of me need to die so I can wake up.