It absolutely doesn’t matter. You did it, and even if that one was just being polite, if you keep doing stuff like that you’ll find some who are doing more than that.
Awe fricking Some!
Oh, and competition does, let’s say, drive excellence, with girls.
Back in the day whenever I had casual things with more than one girl going on, they seemed to put in a lot more effort.
I unliked and then reliked it after that edit you made. Since I was still in the window. We need “superlike” buttons in Discourse I guess haha
Sex again this morning. I initiated and she responded. Rare considering it just happened last night.
Weirdly, last night I was “normal” in the size department. But today, it was way bigger. To the point where we’re back to going to have to wait a few days. Not due to lack of interest on her part. She said it was “too big” and caused tears in there. Weird as I’ve not been listening to any performance/enhancement subs in a while
I did 3 deliveries today.made $90!
Seriously, each delivery, the person ended tipping way more than they originally planned.
I just went over 1000 deliveries yesterday, so I wonder if that played a part.
But I’m definitely attributing this to Mogul. Saint told me the other day that Mogul has some results enhancers so I don’t need to run R.I.C.H. specifically.
One of them ended up tipping $20, the other tipped $24 on a $12 order.
I seriously showed the wife and told her I was checking to make sure nothing was broken 
Today is LibertineZP+LoveBombZP+MogulZP day.
Ran those whilst debugging a part of my Empire Project which has been bugging me for a few months. I’d love to say that I magically figured out the problem while running the stack. But that didn’t happen.
What DID happen, is I worked on it all through the stack. Then about an hour or two after that, I’m STILL working on it. Tried a bunch of Trial-And-Feedback…mostly Feedback. (I prefer the phrase “Trial-And-Feedback” because “Error” isn’t an altogether useful word.
an hour or two of that T&F after the stack ended…I finally “saw” the solution. Just needed a new flag variable to keep 2 pieces of code from clashing. BOOM.
Fixed.
Today is my day off from Uber Eastsing. This morning, I was tempted to fire up the app and go see if I could make money like I did yesterday.
Call me lazy, but I didn’t wanna. lol. I framed it as “I’m going to honor my commitment to ONE day off per week for only my own projects”.
Not pure laziness, I know. I just use Sundays as the one day a week I can deep dive on something interesting.
I still deep dive each night…but there’s a certain awesomeness that comes with having all day to work on X.
So…I just finished reading “The Compound Effect” by Darren Hardy.
Been putting this book off for years, since I first read Jeff Olson’s book “The Slight Edge” a few years prior. And the message is basically the same in both books. No big surprise there, as they both learned that from Jim Rohn.
I credit this book with helping me focus my stack down quite a bit for now. I’m still running 4 ZPs (2 on any given day).
But I’m definitely a lot more focused now.
Today was hella productive. This pleases The Emperor.
Maaate, it’s crazy, it seems your wife want the sex with you now comparwd to before!!
Not sure what this is. I just had a bout of existential…something.
Sitting in the office listening to my dad drone on and on about how hard life is, negative blah blah. Not totally negative, but I had no plans on talking to him tonight.
I’m shooting for Saturdays and Wednesdays. But he “needs to talk” more often than that.
I have a ROKU 3 remote hanging on my wall in there from hook. I looked at it just hanging there, minding its own business.
And I started thinking about how it isn’t just hanging there. It’s actively trying to FALL. Falling to the center of the Earth. Then I looked at my smoking jacket hanging in my office closet…then thought “It’s trying to fall too!”
Then I started looking at each item…“IT’s falling!”
Then I realized my body is trying to fall ALL THE TIME. Only the floor/ground are keeping me from falling into the fiery, molten core of the Earth.
I didn’t get dizzy so much as my thoughts eventually just stopped.
turned off.
I was still able to say my "uh huh"s to dad and we hung up eventually.
Then I headed to the kitchen table (where the laptop is currently set up) to post this.
I still feel a bit “different” and feel as if life will never be the same again. weird.
Oh boy do I know that feeling. My dad is almost entirely negative too. I internalized it growing up. Do you find it really weird to listen to now as well?
it’s more annoying than anything. I’ve toyed with building a sub using the people remove thing…but I’m afraid he might not make the cut.
I think I’ve gotten over the annoyed phase sometime last year. Now I just look at how I used to think and feel when he did that, and it’s all different now.
I was pretty much trained to be his sole source of emotional support from the time my mom divorced him when I was very young. I guess I kind of thought of holding him together as my purpose. That’s what made me well, vulnerable to vulnerable people.
I still feel the urge to help, but now I see the whole situation for what it is, and it just feels different.
Woke up today to the wife wanting more. Only been 3 days. She took over again. Awesome.
Love bomb and libertine?
Depends on the day
Day A:
Emperor ZP
Love Bomb ZP
Libertine ZP
Day B:
Mogul ZP
Love Bomb ZP
Libertine ZP
Are you talking about the ‘Limiting People Remover’ (I think that’s what it’s called) module?
Yeah. That’s the one
Seeing as it’s your Dad, your hesitation is understandable. I wonder if that module simply removes those people or if the potential for them to simply begin to shift their behavior that causes them to be ‘limiting’ exists, as well.
Chosen ZP or HOM seems like it may help with this. Since it’s your dad chosen will rub off or HOM might help you to deal with him in a way that gets him on track in a better way.
