In bed…I ran some music followed by DR1 and DR2 ultrasonic. No dreams that I recall. Kinda nice for a change.
I am a bit tired today, understandable.
Woke up to the wife wanting sex though. So that was unexpected from running those.
EDIT: Now that I think about it, that could be the bloom from overloading on WantedZP, LibertineZP, PSZP the night before.
It’s amazing how much smoother ZP seems to be and how quick it actually hits.
Word of advice with DR. If you’re going to do it do it. I mean run it for a long period of and one stage at a time. Running it piecemeal and with a huge amount of other stuff will just get things stirred up but not really taken care of. DR requires commitment if you want to get any good out of it.
That’s been my experience anyway.
Really just exploring just a bit to see if I want to dive deeper on DR QV2 or wait for ZP.
I went through more of the training on the affiliate marketing guy I’m following. Ran BILLionaire V3 in ultrasonic as I watched.
At some point, I suddenly felt the urge to start unfollowing certain forum threads as they came up showing notifications for new posts. Threads I don’t need to follow any longer.
Also got the urge to shut off things like Facebook. At first I was confused by how BV3 would do that, but I suspect with it having all 4 stages of EoG as the cores, and with hot SubClub interviewed and modeled millionaires, it makes sense that EoG would get me to take a hard look at how I use my time.
Emperor ZP would contribute to that as well I suspect.
Gotcha. I think that DRZP is going to be worth the wait.
And today I’ve started deleting apps from my phone which are time-suckers. Facebook, IG, TikTok, and basically all but 2 games. Bricks n Balls. Since I need to destroy level 416. And one called Cross Logic. Logic puzzles in that one.
But Cross Logic may suffer an early demise on my phone. The ads Setup glitches half the time so I have to restart the app.
Biggest reason i think I’m going this is I got the urge to try making it where I can start and run funnels from my cell phone as much as possible
Weird. Considering I prefer real computers and keyboards.
Interesting… never thought of offering Libertine to my Girlfriend, I always assumed I had to have an effect on her. Now its time to turns things around a bit.
So, when I stopped running Wanted and decided to focus more on money/wealth, Sandy basically stopped talking to me. Life got in the way for the both of us. I have only been to the restaurant maybe once or twice in the past month or month and a half.
Of course, that’s largely because Zelda isn’t there anymore.
Ever since I started running Wanted piecemeal a few weeks ago (whenever that was)…Sandy has started messaging me again. Not “sending you nudes” but just talking. It’s weird how these subs have an effect like that “for no reason.”
For now, my M1 sub (non-custom) will be Wanted or PS. Once Heartsong ZP makes its debut, that will be my M1 sub.
Just finished up tonight’s lesson from the affiliate marketing guy I’m learning from. Ran BV3 Ultrasonic while watching the video, of course. The video as an hour and 15 mins long, so I played the video at 1.25x speed, so it was done right near the time BV3 was done.
Definitely felt a bit tired near the end of the video. Not sure if recon fatigue or just the fact that it’s nearly midnight.
Felt tired yet also excited by the possibility. The biggest change I’m sensing is, where before I’d think “I’m not sure I could pull off what he’s talking about,” I’m more thinking of how it almost seems obvious I’m going to be able to do what he’s talking about.
This is probably RebirthZP from before…and/or the Rebirth module in BV3. The OG Rebirth Q module…not Rebirth Ultima core, though to be honest I’m not sure if they actually differ enough to be called different.
For example, if I were to build 2 custom subs…identical in every way, except one uses that OG Rebirth module from before it disappeared, and the other was Rebirth Ultima Core…would they end up being the same?
Anyway, I’m definitely seeing myself more and more as being the guy who could put in the work and build an empire.
I think I’ll be dropping Mind’s Eye ZP and using RebirthZP in its place. I keep going back to what Saint said recently about how Regen would be able to work on clearing out the stuff Rebirth pulls up.
Also ditching R.I.C.H.ZP from the 3-days-a-week thing I’m doing. Because R.I.C.H. Ultima Core is already part of BV3. So that COULD contribute to any possible recon fatigue.
So it’s the same 3 subs each day now.
EmperorZP
RebirthZP
RegenZP
Rebirth should get to work doing what it does after Emperor gets in there.
Regen will work its clearing Mojo. The result should be that I gradually become The Emperor.
I’ll still use BV3 in the evenings…or possibly only on the non-ZP days. My plan is to take weekends off…2 rest days per week…mainly to keep listening each where ZP is Monday, Wednesday, Friday.
I’m feeling so much better and feeling like I could indeed stick to a stack like this for a bit.
fin
I am looking for an apprentice because Darth Maul split.
Have you tried Craigslist?
I went to bed last night. No SubClub subs since weekends are rest days.
Woke up earlier than I usually would. That seems to happen on nights where I don’t listen to subs. Running subs during sleep increases the time I need to sleep. Makes sense.
Woke up this morning, got some coffee for me and the wife. Popped on here to see @Sandman1268 had poked some life back into @Yardbird’s journal
I forgot how good a read that was. So I just read the whole thing again. It’s inspiring reading. This journal and @OldChap’s are my 2 favorite journals regarding the legacy Emperor tech, with @COWolfe’s Year of the Dragon Emperor being my favorite read for the Q version (in custom format, of course).
I noted how silent Yardbird has been. I thought “I miss that guy”…but then it hit me. He’s too busy “successing” to hang out on forum.
Am I here too much?
Will I end up being absent from here once I hit my groove with wealth, sex and success?
I’m feeling damn good today. I think my stack is working on something deep. I feel successful even though I literally have $2 or $3 to my name at the moment.
I beat 416!
Haven’t felt like running the latest video in my affiliate marketing course for the past couple days. Mainly because it’s an hour 25 long.
I finally decided today to watch it. I put it on…queued up Limitless ZP + BV3 + Mogul ZP.
A few mins in, I decided I’ll load up 416 while I’m watching/listening to the video. The video is one of those “Pause the video right now and make your list of niches.”
But I’m going through all the content first and then going back after to do the step-by-step stuff.
Just taking it all in to help with mindset when I am doing the steps.
Anyway, I had the game loaded, and would set the balls moving, pay attention to the video whilst the balls were moving and breaking the bricks.
I got to a certain point in 416 and realized I was very near endgame. I’ve been closer before, even as far once as having one brick left but not destroying it fully before it reached the bottom.
Today I just looked at the board and KNEW I had it in the bag. And I did.
Funny enough, since beating 416 a few minutes ago, I felt my brain “come alive” more than usual. Woo.
I think LZP helped beat it
all those times I dreamed about the same house…were nights where I tried to beat 416 right before bed
never quite understood the connection.
I feel different now that I got past it.
clearer…it’s weird. like my brain somehow conflated level 416 to being tied to life stuff.
so 416 felt more like some nemesis I need to beat.
On to 417 now.
Tagging @SaintSovereign because of the possible effect LimitlessZP had in achieving this. I know it’s “just” a useless game. I feel awesome though.
Ran EmperorZP, RebirthZP, RegenZP today
Did a few Uber Eats deliveries. Well, one delivery. Several came up for that, but none worth doing in my opinion. Talking shit like “We’ll pay you $5 to drive this food 17 miles away.”
Just wasn’t feeling it today. Maybe I’m “picky” as the wife likes to say. But it feels as I’m tired of “settling” for shit orders. I’m going through this affiliate marketing training course I am so I’ll level up my skills to make some real money. Preferably without a “day job.”
I felt pissy while out waiting on worthwhile deliveries…finally came home. felt fine. Watched a few episodes of “Castle” with the wife tonight. We’d never seen it. The first few eps of Season 1 seem decent so far.
After the wife went to bed, I started feeling really sad. Sad like “What’s the point of this stuff? Why can’t I just win a lottery and invest the money?”
But then part of me rears up “That would be cheating! You have to EARN your money the hard way, or it isn’t as rewarding!” (kinda don’t like the thought patterns there as it seems like a lot of unnecessary struggle when taken to the extreme)
I’m sure the sadness is from the Rebirth/Regen combo. Just gotta be strong and let it happen.
I downloaded StarkZP and SMXZP…not running them yet. Not sure when Stark would happen. I’m not in love with the “fame” aspect…only ever got Stark originally for the Terminus build, and only for the creativity boost.
Do you want power? UNLIMITED POWER!?
The trick is being able to shoot lightning out your hands. I’m Palpatine. I am the Senate, and this is my MasterClass
After some help from @COWolfe and @lrw, I’ve settled on a stack that is nearly within recommendations. As close as I can get right now anyway.
Stack 1:
Emperor
Libertine
Love Bomb
Stack 2:
Mogul
Libertine
Love Bomb
Today is the Mogul one. I ran it.
WOW.
Was talking to a friend about some shit, and I could feel the subs working. Felt pangs of:
Then I told my friend “I’m not as dumb as I sometimes feel”.
Then I related the story of when I worked in the manufacturing division at LSI Logic assembling and testing RAID arrays.
The shift supervisor gathered us 'round one day to tell us that the company was offloading the manufacturing division to Guadalajara, Mexico.
Naturally, that news came as a sudden shock. We were all there with different temp agencies. I was with Kelly Services or Volt at that time. Forget which.
Most of the people there whined, moaned and complained. “Corporate BS this, Corporate BS that. Corporate greed. What the hell am I gonna do NOW?”
At some point, rather than complain, I did some checking around and found a job opening at the very same company, in the help desk department.
Also hiring through a temp agency, but this was big enough, the temp agency actually had an in-house office at LSI. So I went across the building, asked about it, the guy handed me an application. lol. I applied, interviewed (ran some NLP magic I learned from Tim Vizzini and Kim McFarland) and got the job.
Worked there about a year and a half before moving out of state.
Mogul and/or Love bomb and/or Libertine reminded me that I’m resourceful when I need to be.
But to harken back to a post in my previous journal (2021), I want to learn to be “blatantly resourceful” which I now take to mean being resourceful as a natural byproduct of who I am as a person.
I may run this as follows going forward though to make it even smoother:
Stack 1:
EmperorZP
MogulZP
Stack 2:
LibertineZP
Love BombZP
The unpleasant parts of the recon have subsided. I was sitting in the grocery store parking lot for a few hours waiting on deliveries. Nothing today really.
I felt myself starting to think at some point about women. I felt like I could easily have any woman I want. Friend or stranger.
Feels like a knowing that I could just apply a bit of edit in the right areas and make any woman want me. It was almost a euphoric realization.
There is another girl at the restaurant who I of cute af. No oneitis with this one. I could take it or leave it. No history there. So I’m gonna just start consciously guiding this stuff and see how she responds. I’ll call her Moonbeam from this point forward.
As for deliveries not happening today other than one I got while on the way home, I decided in the parking lot of the store that I’m done with this shit.
I have side hustle I’m looking into, to determine if it’s someone I can see myself doing.
I somehow managed not to run SC subs in bed last night. I still listened to music for a bit so my ears didn’t feel nekkid.
I and a few friends went to some other city to go to the home of @Sage_Ninjistic. He was having an all-day-long spiritual retreat with his wife. This group of friends and I went to a restaurant first to eat a nice meal.
We had a pamphlet from @Sage_Ninjistic which showed what access code to type into the keypad once we got to his apartment building.
While at the restaurant, that was fun, and I decided it was time to leave so we’d get to @Sage_Ninjistic’s place on time. The highlight of the spiritual retreat would be going into space on this spaceship he and his wife had haha.
Anyway, I got to the apartment building, then realized I didn’t pay for my restaurant food.
I say “Imma run back and make sure I pay for my food. I may have or may not have. I don’t remember.”
I got back to the restaurant, and some friends are still with me, as if they’d decided to go back with me to make sure if I needed any help (?)
I tell the maître d’ that I can’t remember if I paid for my food. He seems annoyed. Not that I might have dined and dashed (on accident)…but that I came back and am throwing off his routine.
He looked it up, and said “Ah, guess not. Here’s the ticket.”
He hands me a ticket and dashes off to get back to work. I remembered that my bill should’ve been around $20 or $27 or something, and this one was for $58…I flag him down and say “This is someone else’s…Mine should be around $20 or $27”
Then I pointed out that even though this ticket had mostly the same things as mine, it had an extra item or two that I didn’t order. He then got confused and consternated.
This whole time this is happening, I keep saying to myself and friends “I’m gonna be late for the retreat. I REALLY wanna go on the spaceship ride!”
At some point, while waiting on the suddenly slow-ass maître d’ to find my ticket, I see a spaceship shoot through the sky from the direction of @Sage_Ninjistic’s apartment.
It looks like the crystalline spaceship design as from the Christopher Reeve “Superman” movie. The ball with crystal spikes all around.
Then I said “Well, if we hurry, I can still make the fucking wind-down meditation when they get back. I GUESS. This shit always happens!”
Wake up
Definitely something at work here. Dream showing me that I’ve got unwanted thought patterns that it’s bringing to my attention gerhags.