I’m in my mid-forties and have used subliminal and hypnosis recordings off and on for the past 25 years, so I’m not easily impressed by subliminals and I need to see real, tangible results instead of “I felt like X” or “I had some wild dreams.” I’m already a fairly popular guy and I do okay with women, though I recently ended a relationship and plan to concentrate on improving my finances and get into better shape.
I work for a very famous tech company but for the past three years had been stuck in a dead end position in this company until a few weeks ago. I got a promotion to a different team within the same department working on a product that’s much more important to the company, which means being under the eyes of very influential people in the company. It’s been very difficult because the position is much more technically challenging and I’ve been struggling.
This is not want I want to do long term, but it’s more interesting work than my previous position and it pays more money. Ultimately, I need to do something creative and writing and filmmaking have been my passions since my teens but for various reasons I have given up on them many times over the years. My goal is to be earning enough to strongly supplement my current income within one year and a year after that to quit working and support myself as a novelist/screenwriter and then pursue my dream of directing my first film.
What do I hope to accomplish with Emperor?
Professionally: to be earning an extra $12,000 minimum from creative endeavors over the next 12 months and within 24 months to quit working to support myself full time as a writer and filmmaker.
Personally: to more easily attract hotter and more high value women. I like strong, smart, confident, independent women. Because of bad experiences with women my own age, I prefer younger women 25-35. I wouldn’t disqualify a good woman my age, but the ones I meet tend to have too much baggage. The women will have to wait anyway, unless I meet an extraordinary one. Right now I have little time for anything beyond casual hook ups, but those don’t appeal to me much.
Yesterday was day 4 of Emperor Experimental for me. I listen for about 8 hours total each day.
Nothing out of the ordinary happened for the first 3 days. Today, a few things happened that I felt warranted my first public journal entry.
My boss is a younger man and a huge rising star in the company. Everyone kisses his ass because he’s got a huge future in the company and is already very influential within our division. He’s also a hard partying guy and pretty popular in the local party scene. He posts lots of pictures and videos of his wild parties on Instagram but he’s never invited anyone from work. The guy who sits next to me started this new position with me but he has a much better education than I do and has been learning our new job faster than I have. Today our boss was showing me some pictures on his phone and my coworker asked “Oh, what’s that?” The boss looked annoyed and said “Nothing” and walked away, but then returned later when the other guy was on break and was showing me pics of hot girls in lingerie from his last party (it was a pajama themed party.)
There is a very hot co-worker considerably younger than me whose personality I also find very appealing. She’s sexy, strong, smart and we share several common interests. She’s curved or outright turned down a handful of guys in the office, so the rest now are kind of scared of her. This morning shortly after I got to my desk, she came up behind me and brushed a finger across my lips. I turned around and she smiled and said good morning. We chatted for a bit and then later in the day a few co-workers were huddled near my desk chatting. She stood next to me and started running her fingers through my hair. I turned to her very surprised but couldn’t think of anything to say, so I just smiled. She smiled back and said “sorry, I just had to do that.”
Today I felt much more comfortable at my new position. After weeks of very little progress, today I felt as though I had a month of experience between yesterday and today. I don’t think Emperor has anything about boosting intelligence or accelerating learning (or does it?) so maybe I just needed some confidence. Whatever it was, it felt amazing to be so relaxed and feel more competent at my new job.
I noticed this morning that I’m also more self-aware of my body language. Not in an anxious, self-conscious way. More as in “stand straight as befitting a man of your caliber” or “walk into a room as if you command the admiration of everyone there.”
Finally, I was already very popular at work but today I didn’t get more than 5 minutes alone during my lunch hour because people kept approaching me to talk and also I had more visitors to my desk than usual today.
I’ll try to keep future entries shorter, but I thought all of this was worth sharing. So far Emperor is looking very impressive.