Khan: Love and War + Emperor: The Will to Power
Pretty powerful stack which could result in a hybrid Khan-Emperor archetype.
Looking forward to your journey!
Keep us updated warrior : )
Gives powerful viking vibes
I did 1 loop of Khan and 1 loop of WTP yesterday before sleep, today me and my gf woke up (we work together on Saturdays with her sister) and i was extremely horny, i told my gf “im horny, im going to fuck you” and she was immediately turned on and we did it and it was very primal amd carnal, we never do it in the morning
I also had a wet dream and i didn’t have those since i was 19 i think
I was very assertive and confident today, said what i wanted to say and asked what i wanted to ask
My chess has improved drastically, i think it’s from the strategic planning scripting, me and my brother were on the same level but he was always winning a bit more than me, today i won 3-0 and he got pissed
Can’t believe im already getting such profound results and it’s just stage 1 day 1
Which stage ?
Stage 1
I became more decisive and sure of myself, i no longer ask my gf “what do you want to do?” Or “should we watch this or this movie?” Or anything like that
Today we came back home after the gym, she ate at my house, than we went to her house, i told my her “heat me some food, go to shower, i will shower after you and then we will watch a movie”
Usually i would ask her “do you want to shower first?” Or “do you want to eat and than shower” bluh bluh bluh
We´re witnessing the birth of an absolute beast
So fucking excited to see new khan journals
Where the hell did my social anxiety disappear? Why do i not shake anymore when talking to people? And why holding eye contact and standing straight up is so natural?
I am so assertive with annoying customers on the phone, when they argue with me, i keep the respect, i stay calm and I don’t let them anger me, i resolve the issue and they usually understand my points
Talking with the co workers used to be difficult, im 24 (almost) and everyone else are 40-50, now it’s not nerve wracking anymore and actually very fun, they are funny people when you let loose
When i read today the quote “i came, i saw, i conquered” i felt something deep in me wanting to break free
Spartan results:
I walked today outside, everyone with jackets and umbrellas, i was the only one walking with a t shirt, didn’t feel the cold and didn’t give a shit about the rain
Today at class the teacher asked a question, i never answer those questions because just the thought of speaking in the class room with a lot of other people is increasing my heart rate
Today, he asked a question, my heart beat got faster, but, i answered, without thinking “should i talk or not” i just did
Than for the rest of the lesson, i answered and talked and felt no anxiety and no increase in heart rate
Total Breakdown is far stronger than i have imagined
I have noticed that i no longer look for the “right” answer, before Khan TB, when someone would ask me a question, i would always look for the most pleasing answer, the answer that will sound best, the answer that will make me more liked, the least offensive answer
After a week of Total Breakdown, this is no longer the case, i just answer the question with my real opinions, with authenticity, with honesty
No fear of judgement, no need for validation