Thank you 
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Also, totally unrelated, average journal entry
So I came upon that thread that talk about the biofield after discussing with you about biofields and especially that post from saints,
I can attest that I went slightly mad after a chance encounter with archangels, digging a bit, and having a huge spiritual experience that left me very luminous (according to people who know me), very sensitive to energy (biofield) and very energetic, as attested by a reishi practitioner and other spiritual workers (psychopump and the such)
I wasn’t ready.
And though I got lots of results and synchronicities, like taking an hitchhiker who was a spiritual writer that came to my region from another country to die here to realise a prophecy he saw in a dream.
It did leave me mad and in acute spiritual psychosis for nearly a year. (On top of feeling like I had a dagger digging into my brain from my nape the few days or so following the initial big spiritual experience
Like, before that I have been an engineer in STEM with next to no experience with “the occult” or spirituality.
And I have been quite far from being pure or taking care of my body…
I didn’t even know about biophoton or biofields at the time so I had no way of integrating what was happening / what had happened.
The only spiritual things I knew was that there were religions and that I didn’t believe them. (Was an atheist)
Well, to be exact I didn’t go mad directly, it was when I started digging further, against the advice from the archangel I knew, into all that crazy stuff Saint mentions :
Like, yeah that was a big mistake.
I could explain it away like “oh silly me, I couldn’t figure out what exactly happened to me, what was good for me and what wasn’t at the time” but I was directly warned to stop digging into stuff that don’t concern me.
But I did, and went mad, and now that I’m more based on the practical application of old traditions mixed with newer scientific understandings, I’m getting better.
Well, though I am religious now lmaoo
And well, this is in part why I’m attracted to subliminals.
I got a similar sensation and results when running the subliminals as to afterwards (though to a much lesser degree and without the fear of possibly being erased from all planes of existence, including from the memory of everyone I ever met, lol),
And the effects seem to be of a similar nature feeling and effect wise as to what I got from the archangel blessing/spell (casted without words in a language I don’t understand, possibly using biofield information or direct communication with the subconscious?)
Though, here with them I can integrate what kind of technology they are without just brushing it off with “magic”, though I don’t get the exact working mechanics (don’tneed to for it to work), I can figure how it influe on the body and mind globally and make sense of it.
This is also why eventually I would like to run Khan Black and Alchemist, but yeah with what Saint said, I should probably do Emperor Fitness first for training the body as well (or just, find a good qigong trainer and seriously start practicing it as part of my lifestyle, maybe alongside calisthenics and/or yoga)
But yeah, basics first. I won’t do the same mistake again of trying to go too far too fast.
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That’s quite a journey, I’m glad you’ve found something that works without the worrying about getting erased from existence part. From what I’ve read of the thread, KB is definitely worth the full run at some point. Looks pretty fun too.
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So, a follow up to that story,
Yesterday I didn’t meet up with Cin and Ju, in the end as it wasn’t clear in my mind how I could concile all parties.
In the end, things resolved really well on their own, as things tend to do.
She had a feeling these last couple weeks that he had been seeing other girls, notably going to at the house of a long time friend of his who took her distances at the beginning of his relationship with Cin because she realised she like Ju.
Last night, after she went back to his place Ju told her that he’d rather be friend with benefits or an open relationship of sorts, well though she was quite a bit dismayed at the news last night, she’s come to be ok with it in the end, she called me this morning,
things went a bit like this (with some bits ommited for length):
Me: Hey, how are you doing?
C: I’m ok, much better, there were misunderstandings last night but it’s fine now.
Me: Good!
C: You know how I told you I felt something was going on
Me: How you felt like he’s seeing other girls?
C: Yeah, so he went to repair stuff at A’s house, she’s a kind of old time friend who has a crush on Ju and took her distances
Me: Oh yeah, you mentioned her before
C: Coming to the place of someone who has a crush on you…
Me: You always had a good intuition.
C: So, in the end he’d much rather we stay friends and we could always spend the night from time to time
Me: mmhmm friends with benefits, like us
C: Or he’d be fine with an open relationship of sorts, where we see other people
Me: Oh, like we could the two of us?
C: Though we’re not in a relationship, being friends and seeing each other from time to time is fine
Me: Of course
C: It won’t change much though, since we where only seeing each others once every two weeks.
Me: Yeah, as long as you’re fine that’s what counts
C: We could even do it together
Me: Of course 
so we could see each other this week end?
C: yeah of course that’d be great! We’ll stay in contact before then
Me: No issues ^^ have a god day, kisses
C: I love you
Me: Me too 
So yeah, it looks like I could even possibly manage a threesome with Cin and Ju if I get along even better with Ju, and if he’s ok with that sort of thing, I think it could be fun for all parties ^^
I should call him.
Otherwise I could also just do it Cin and I, but it feels like it’d be less fun than Ju, Cin and I.
Being poly and bi, I like getting to know metamours
Also, I have been quite tired these last few days, and haven’t been able to finish painting the christmas gifts even while borrowing from my sleep time, I feel lethargic a bit.
This might be due to both the high processing in the background, the high demands of family meetings, as well as sleep debt.
I’ll have to take care of myself in the next couple days.
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