Well today I ended this cycle, cant remember a cycle go by as quickly as this one.
AoH has been quite a treat, gave me a deep paradigm shift, show me lots of beliefs and behaviors that were detrimental for my levels of happiness and gave me clear nudges where to look for answers and opportunities.
I finally ended up understanding that in order to get out from where I was and fully reach where Im going, I needed to dissolve and rebuild my Identity, how I look at myself and how I came to those conclusions about myself. Reframing my past was a neccesay part of the equation, although not the most important one.
I decided to fully invest in what I perceive to be the most important change I can do.
To identify myself as a man who can completely transform himself and do anything thats necessary in order to become the man I want to be.
The kind of man that can easily accomplish whatever it is that I desire, whatever it is that brings me joy.
At some point of this cycle I realized that I no longer fear to be alone, I no longer crave company… That in fact I really enjoy to be on my own, if I decide to add company at some point of his journey, she must add a lot of value to it.