Joie de Vivre (Daredevil/Love Bomb/Sanguine)

4th TRE session

RoW outlook shifting

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"To such people good will, sincerity, and right mating are the essentials of success; their danger is overweening ambition.”

I did a 5:30 loop of Paragon today, no RoW yet, since its day 5 since I ordered my custom and I might receive it later, so Im saving the space till late night.

Wonderful trekking today, beautiful place and I can clearly notice how my body is getting stronger and my SI joint is healing with TRE.

Im gonna have my vacations to the beach starting next tuesday… things are just flowing.
I might go back to my DD-LB-S custom for vacations, when I receive my new custom. We’ll see about that.

Started a new cycle today, wnet back to my DD-LB-S custom and stacked with my new one RoW-AoH
Ive been feeling like crap since saturday night with food poisoning.

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I hope you feel well soon.

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Thank you! Im already halfway there.

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Im doing EmpD with my AoH/RoW with interesting results, mostly all internal transformation, but Ive been noticing how they are shifting outwards into obvious behaviors.

I will keep this stack until True Social gets release, honestly Im feeling the need to move into outwards oriented subs when it comes to seduction, something mostly strategic… I got my eyes on SSX, but Im not pulling the trigger until I see what TS has to offer. I wamt to pick one of those, but maybe I can do a custom with both and no more than 5 modules.

Custom with 2 cores and less than 10 modules total, seems to work far better than the maxed out 20 I was used to.
Also skill development is far more useful at the stage of my life Im moving into.
I already developed the inner frame strong enough, to begin to focus on the outside.

My life flows so much better when I make the decision I want to make, right on the spot and act on it. I was trapped long enough in the stagnancy of overthinking (hallucinating) the consequences.

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First time I did EmpD, I listened like 2 or 3 loops or something and then changed it, not really gave it a fair chance.
Now Im almost done with this cycle and I can tell EmpD is a well rounded, very effective title. Im really liking it.

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I ended this EmpD and AoH-RoW cycle today… So far so good.
February was a month of decisively picking the right path for me, making important decisions and taking a LOT of action towards my goals.

Main goal is feeling real good and comfortable on my own skin, unbothered by external circumstances and other people’s opinions. Become a Confident man.
Quite an improvement in this area.

Secondary goals: Financial abundance and meeting valuable women.

Finances: I went into some turbulent times last month (slowly recovering now) which in the past would have freaked me out. This time I remained calmed, reminded my self where Im going and that this situation was expected to happen at some point. Im still on my path, only feeling a stronger conviction and spending wisely.

Women: Im not actively going out and meeting women yet. Im doing inner work, to help me become the man I want to be… Later I will go out. Im only interested in women that are valuable and value themself, that are understanding. Women that have done the work or at least that are willing to grow, change, experiment and have fun in this short gift we call life. Women that can be a trustworthy partner through life.
Im looking for authenticity, not interested in playing games.

My frame has deeply shifted, but theres a couple more confirmations I need before proceeding to the next stage. Both confirmations are specific emotional and behavioural responses to very specific external sensory input.
Ive already succesfully passed many of my own tests.

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A great result from Singularity’s Paradox for me, was understanding that developing patience is a powerful way of taking action.

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I did one cycle of WB, 1st half with my custom, 2nd half with LB. The reasons behind my decision are very clear now in retrospective… I was going deeper in my journey of self acceptance, self validation and self love, using sexuality as a canvas for exploration.

I discovered my deepest values and stronger beliefs, both limiting and empowering, I got a clear picture of my true Identity and the layers of pain and suffering hiding it. I got to see how much connection with other human beings was both the source of pain and pleasure, but finally a trap, because I was trying to hide the fact that I felt disconnected to myself.

This journey led me to understand how Connection and Authenticity are my main forces guiding my life, and they both require a strong sense of honesty with myself first, then unto others. Facing my shadows, my wounds and staring onto the struggle within and find peace.

Ive advanced greatly into my path… This cycle I started WB and Paragon… I feel that Im finally getting ready for a title like Hero… Its calling me… Im gonna wait for the release of True Social to attune to what fits best.

WB has been a surprise, but not that much since Sexuality, Charisma and Magnetism have always been essential parts of my personality and things I heavily repressed when the conditions described earlier were “playing against me”, really meaning I was blaming others for my own inner conflicts.

Once again Ive proven myself that planning stacks is a waste of time for me and when I really feel the call for a title, in a very special way, thats it… thats the way. I dont need to consciously understand it (control it really) I can freely enjoy the ride, unfolding, discovering, learning and ultimately enjoy living life with all of its mysteries, trusting in the hand that clears the path for me and magically weave together the threads.

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"I express my fire freely through love, bringing fulfillment, and I grow through patient effort without fighting.”
“I’m a king, I express, I grow.”

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How are you, mate?

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Doing much better mate, thank you!! I had a shitty week, lots of pain in my hip.
Yoga is working wonders… also lots of pain killers.

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Have you gotten that checked out?

In some cases, you’d want to strengthen instead of stretch. the pain could be caused by your muscles tensing up to protect a damaged area, compensating for its/other muscles’ weakness, overstretched/inflamed because the other muscles are too tense instead of itself etc.

In those cases, stretches could bring relief but it could also worsen the situation if the root cause is not addressed by it.

Either way, i hope your condition gets better soon!

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Yes to exhaustion lol

It is exactly as you described! Relief is what I need at the moment, then strenghtening. Although the routine Im doing is focused in decompressing the area and strengthening, I will move into something a bit more demanding when the pain and tension goes down a bit more.

I hope the same thing… thank you!!

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Some memories…
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I think Im gonna revisit that hypnotic installation :sunglasses:

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