We went on a boat trip to see the whales!
Yesterday was the last day of my 4th cycle, today is the last day of my short but wonderful trip.
Im gonna do a washout, maybe at least till after christmas.
All the plans I had about my next stack are now cancelled, I feel in a introspective mood and Im gonna re evaluate were I am and were I want to go.
Theres a lot going on under the hood, I want to take my time for things to reach a new level of homeostasis.
Damn! And I felt like you just got there.
Time flies fast when you are in a beautiful place.
Yeah, fortunately Im going to the beach again next week.
Hurray!!!
Backing up…
So… Ive been reflecting on whats the best approach for the upcoming challenges in my life and what are the subs than can help me with that.
I didnt like the idea first, but the sub that resonates with my life right now the strongest is Emperor.
Why I didnt like it? Emperor has been by far the hardest sub for me to run ever, In saying it makes DDR feel like a baby sub. Ive tried it like 3 times and escaped from it, last time was a long time ago and things have deeply changed since then.
I feel ready for the challenge now.
The next decision is whats the 2nd sub going to be… I prefer only a 2 title stack, specially considering my history with emperor.
My custom or AoH are the most likely candidates, Paragon has also entered my mind.
I decided for what I call a transition stack, AoH and Minds Eye.
It will help me develop and polish essential life skills while I come to terms with a more definitive stack.
After 4 cycles of my custom Im gonna give it a bit of time to settle and bloom.
When EoG gets updated Im gonna have 1 of the 2 things I need in order to craft a new stack, the other thing is more an internal shift of call.
Grok2 analysis
Synergistic Effects from Mind’sEye and AoH:
- Amplification of Visualization with Emotional Clarity:
Visualization Quality: Mind’s Eye enhances the vividness and detail of one’s visualizations. When combined with Genesis, the emotional clarity and positivity can make these visualizations more compelling and emotionally charged, thus potentially increasing their effectiveness.
Emotional Backing: The joy and gratitude fostered by Genesis can reduce the emotional barriers (like doubt, fear, or negativity) that might hinder the manifestation process. This emotional backing could make the visualizations from Mind’s Eye feel more attainable and real, enhancing the user’s belief in their manifestation.
- Manifestation of Emotional Well-being:
Targeted Manifestation: With Mind’s Eye, users can specifically visualize scenarios or states where they feel joy, gratitude, or happiness. Genesis then supports this by naturally aligning the user’s emotional state with these visualizations, making the manifestation of emotional well-being a more natural outcome.
Cycle of Positive Feedback: As users manifest happier scenarios or outcomes using Mind’s Eye, the positive experiences can reinforce the emotional teachings of Genesis, creating a cycle where each product enhances the effects of the other.
- Enhanced Daily Practices:
Mindfulness and Visualization: Genesis encourages practices like mindfulness and reflection, which can be enriched by the visualization techniques from Mind’s Eye. Visualizing one’s gratitude or happiness in vivid detail could make these practices more profound and impactful.
Routine Integration: Both subliminals suggest daily listening and practice. Combining these practices can create a routine where visualization is not just a tool for manifestation but also a method for experiencing and sustaining joy.
- Spiritual and Psychological Growth:
Spiritual Practices: For users interested in spiritual growth, Mind’s Eye’s focus on lucid dreaming or astral projection can be supported by the emotional resilience and joy from Genesis, potentially making these experiences more meaningful or transformative.
Psychological Well-being: The combination could lead to a more balanced psychological state where cognitive enhancement (visualization) is paired with emotional health (happiness), leading to a more holistic approach to mental well-being.
- Problem-Solving and Life Satisfaction:
Creative Solutions: Enhanced visualization can lead to more creative problem-solving, which, when combined with an attitude of joy and gratitude, might result in solutions that not only address the problem but also bring personal satisfaction and happiness.
Life Perspective: Genesis might change one’s perspective on life, making challenges seem like opportunities for joy. Mind’s Eye then equips the user with the tools to visualize and manifest these new, positive outcomes.
Potential Challenges and Considerations:
Overwhelming Effects: Combining two potent subliminals might lead to an overwhelming experience if not balanced or if used excessively. Users need to listen to their bodies and minds, taking breaks if necessary.
Time and Commitment: Both require daily commitment. Users must be prepared to invest time in both listening and practicing the techniques suggested by each product.
Subjective Experience: The effectiveness can vary widely based on individual psychological makeup, current emotional state, and how well the user engages with both subliminals.
Maybe you and I one day
Will finally choose
A higher truth
Come let’s sit in the sun
Feel the world spin around
As the birds fly overhead
Can’t you hear the waves
Can’t you feel the rain
As it falls upon your face
I’ll take a truth
A higher truth
A higher truth
I want the truth
The higher truth
A higher truth
As usual I listened to my stack very early this morning and then slept some more. I had a dream in which one of my biggest fear came true, I experienced losing it all, at first I was in disbelief, then I became pretty angry, finally I questioned myself about what to do next.
Thats when I woke up.
Now a few hours have gone by and I realized Im not longer scared about such a thing.
After reading Emperors topic and some recent posts by Saint, I quickly moved away for the idea of running emperor. Next to that with my current transition stack Im feeling the call for some Hypnotica products and Khan.
Ive been trying to find reasons not to run Khan for over a week and cant find any, plus the feeling keeps getting stronger.
Today I started MetaMorphosis by Hypnotica and will monitor the Khan idea to see how it evolves until Im done with this current cycle.
Im struggling with an issue over this week, it isnt something new in my life, whats new its that I dont feel the levels of guilt I used to feel before. In fact almost none.
Im trusting more in the belief that something better will arise from this, just keep moving forward.
In other areas of my life theres seems to be a strong force keeping me away from bad decisions and kindly “forcing” me to get the lesson.
Strangely now that I’m writing this, I feel like those 2 experiences are nothing more tham the 2 sides of the same coin.
Half way in this AoH and ME cycle… The idea of going Khan is gaining momentum.
What a dream I had before waking up, as usual I listened to my stack at about 6am and slept some more.
I was in an old apartment, it was fully remodeled and being deeply cleaned. It was very modern and filled with light, a lot of wood and glass.
My mom was helping with the cleaning and my ex was there too. I share that appartment with her in real life and also a lot of good and some awful moments too.
I woke up feeling very light, the dream is in full alignment with the revelations Ive been getting from my stack and some emotional clearing exercises I did before bed.
Reframing of hurtful past experiences, grief and loss. Reframing of my life and my self concept.
Last night and an hour ago Ive done the Heart Coherence meditation, it was ok I guess. Im gonna do it for a couple of days maybe to give it a chance.
Today after the meditation, the Microcosmic Orbit came to mind after almos a year, did it for like 30 minutes and I felt 3 points of blockage getting released, followed by a strong energy flow.
Lower back, Upper back and Crown.
Feels like Microcosmic is resonating better with me.
Feeling good
I did a Heart Coherence Meditation again last night, a different video this time, the effect was more evident and profound.
Between that, AoH and TRE Im feeling open to love again, to love a woman and build a beautiful relationship? Yes, but most importantly opened to love myself more, to love life more.
More layers of pain, abandonment and sadness have been washed away and healed.
The fun part? This doesnt feel like I need to heal and keep healing out of being overwhelmed by negative emotions. This feels like just a step to move forwards into a better life.
My focus has shifted from running away from past pains, into enjoying the present, while being fully present in the process of building up into a more pleasant and happy life.
My idea is working better than what I originally intended.
I have a crystal clear vision of where to go and how to get there.