Instilling Greatness - Part II - (Khan/Chosen)

Journals - Major Programs
#52

Welcome To Thoughts With Tobyone…

As Tobyone is working :construction_worker_man: :house_with_garden: in the garden removing moss around cobble stones :ear_of_rice: :herb: :curling_stone: in the garden, he is suddenly and abruply struck by a lightning :cloud_with_lightning: :bulb: :exploding_head: thought and startling insight to life…

  • I have solved the mystery :sunglasses: :+1:

The earth is flat :point_right: :earth_asia: :eyes: It’s confirmed, because how could moss ever grow on the earth if it is a spinning ball? :grin: :joy:

“Moss doesn’t grow on a rolling stone” Even Mythbusters confirmed this fact :crazy_face:

Tobyone takes a breath of fresh air, looks at the flat surface of the water in his glass container and chuckles. How many more amazing secrets will he solve today :thinking: :face_with_monocle:

Suddenly he hears people approaching quickly and sees burning torches. They are marching quickly towards him. It’s a mob :angry: :angry: :hammer: and they are armed with pitchforks and spades. Someone must have called the cops :police_car: :policewoman: on Tobyone, and telling them that there’s one of those conspiracy theorists :telescope: :raising_hand_man: :lying_face: living in their community, and he must be eradicated before the evening news comes on…

:grinning_face_with_smiling_eyes: :grinning_face_with_smiling_eyes:

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#53

That is very funny… even if it’s a typo.

Keep the populace afraid or confused and then they are easier to control.

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#54

Haha, nope not a typo. I saw once a guy writing SOviet Onion, that’s where I got it from.

Mhm, but even that is outside of my control :grinning_face_with_smiling_eyes:

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#55

Subliminal Day Today :+1:

Essence of Man ZP - 1 loop (7 min)
CWON ZP - 1 loop (7 min)

Still at the ending days of this cycle, and decided I to play one last loop of CWON which has been with me for this cycle before putting it on the shelf again. CWON is definately a title I will run more of again in the coming future. This cycle aslo means I have played my new custom now for a month and I’m in love with it :gift_heart: Noticing how I easily can go up to 7 minutes instead of 5, which means it is becoming more smooth for me to run :running_man: …

I have also sat down to plan my year a bit, and I have a set a target to have moved to my own place somewhere in Europe, a rental place, before the 25 of May. This gives me about 4 months to get a stable online income going. This is why also EoG St1 will be a title I intend to play in tandem with my custom every other day for months now.

Quiet Collectedness

I have noticed that I have become way more quiet in social situations. I still speak when I feel like it, but I don’t have any need at all to follow conversations just to fill in some blanks or silence. It’s just like you cut a string or something, you just chop it off and be silent instead. I have noticed that this is a higher level of communication :speaking_head: you still can get things across to people, and you instead use your micro-expression and body language.

It still sometimes feels like I have dementia at times :grinning_face_with_smiling_eyes: In situations where I usually would have kept babbling to someone, I’m just Zen with a smile or something, and I have completely forgot what the conversation was about.

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#56

I was just thinking to myself why I’m such a high of good emotions right now? Then it hit me :hammer: BOINK… I played my custom with Khan St4 and Chosen in it, and then I followed that one up with CWON. That’s a lot of positivity and feelgood in that combination :grin: I have nothing more to add, I’m leaving… Bye :wave:

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#57

Small Review of the Module Enchanted Smile

I have the module Enchanted Smile in my current Khan/Chosen custom, and I have played it consistently for the past month. I thought that I had no problems with smiling in general, and that I did it often and naturally. But holy, this one has really set my smiling free, and I did not even know that I in some situations I had small hickups about smiling. This is especially true when dealing with women I noticed. I was not free in my expressions of smiling and I was sometimes a bit hesitant to just do it. It makes such a huge difference on how you come across to others if you are just naturally doing it without any motive or thought behind it.

Think of a small child :baby: and how naturally they just smile :smiley: with their whole face, that’s kind of how I feel when I do it now. It’s a gateway to becoming very charismatic and above all trustworthy. Smiling comes down to so much more than just the muscles around your mouth, it’s a whole bunsh of different muscles all over your face and especially your eyes.

Just imagine you have a little bubble around you and you and that’s all you see and experience. So when you feel a sensation that makes you want to smile, you take that internal feeling and manifest it outward, you :smiley: So your expression is pure and authentic and not dependent on trying to find something outside of your bubble, and then trying to impress someone else with your smile.

10/10 :smiley: :+1:

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Q Modules Experiences
#58

Soo… this just happened :grin:

Alchemist ZP v2 on deck.

I think I have my next schtack for my next cycle lined up :heart_eyes: Essence of Man, EoG St1, and Alchemist St3. And all in ZP2 :partying_face: :partying_face:

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#59

Ecstasy of Freedom

I already feel the effects of EoG St1 kicking in. There has been this feeling of distinct healing going on behind my conscious awareness lately :construction_worker_man: :hammer_and_wrench: Also today I finally payed off a small debt I had been procrastinating with. The freedom that comes with wealth and money does not just include making and keeping more money for yourself, but also releasing attachments and tightness by paying what you owe back :money_with_wings: :bank: I watched the emotional state when I payed it, and I literally didn’t feel any tightness around sending away that money.

It kind of resembles the FOMO thing, like I used to have with social media years back :dancing_women: :selfie: Just thinking that everyone else had more fun than me. But honestly today I cannot even remember the last time I had FOMO, it just all went away during my awakening and learning to just be by myself and the silence within :relaxed: So it feels great to have no wealth FOMO to the whole giving it away part anymore, and that even though I have almost zero money to my name at the moment :innocent:

It makes me think back to the start of 2021, when I lived off macaronies, salt, and water for 60 days (yes nothing else), a weekly budget of 3 dollar lol. That was my hermit period where I cut off the world for a while :alien: :poop: I distincly remember I had zero money and had to search for used cans to make money at the recycling machine. That perticular day I had made double my weekly budget, but as I saw a homeless person, I gave half of it away so I just could afford one week of food. That was painful, to give half of what you own away when you hardly have anything yourself :grin: Was a good lesson though :v:

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#60

Ecstasy of Freedom Keeps on Surprising

Today after having payed of a small dept still lingering to the IRS, a friend that I have not heard from in months texted me and saying I owe her a small sum of money. It was one of those were I thought I had payed it back, and then realized that I had not, and then forgot it again :laughing: In all it was not about the sum, but just the fact that I promised to pay it back. This happened an hour after my loop of EoG St1. Even the smallest things like this are still lingering there in the subconscious, like small energy vampires :bat: :bat:

Another thing that sounds silly, but makes sense now, is that I for the longest time have always dragged out payments sometimes just because I liked the thrill of it… That’s how messed up I was before, and obviously bored. But as usual it gets worse and worse until it really starts to create problems that are not necessary.

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Main Disc. Thread - Ecstasy of Gold ZP v2
#61

That took courage, will power, and self-discipline!

(I hope you did not get a nutritional deficiency in the process, though.)

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#62

It was actually so nice in a way, I lost all cravings and my body had a reset. It was not about survival for I had people I could contact if in dire need, I just didn’t want to be bothered. Although I went down to 62 kg which is quite low. Also it eradicated any FOMO I had left in my system.

It was actually kind of funny when I contacted the authorities in my country a while back to ask for support to get back on my feet. She said in a degrading tone that I could only eat for like 6 dollars a day if I was about to get funds… I told her I lived on 3 dollars a week for 2 months. You could hear a pin drop after that, she was completely silent for a while :grinning_face_with_smiling_eyes: That’s like so low that even refugees coming would be seen as rich people in comparison lol.

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#63

Interesting journal, lol

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#64

:wink: lol

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#65

Godlike Me

Played a 3 minute loop of Godlike Masculinty ZP V2 today. It was the first time in the new updated version, and I got to say it felt very smooth. Just after I got the itch to do stuff, and to work on myself which I did. Ecstasy of Freedom is also pushing me harder to just solve things that I have procrastinated on. Now I’m finding myself without a payment card because the expire date came about, and I’m in another country than my bank. So I’m looking into other options right meow.

Also I’m beginning to feel a push to stand up more for our humanity, and the fact that we men today have been so polluted and scared away from our true nature. Most men are just meow instead of woff… Dare to stand up for your right to freedom and your right to your own choices.

There seem to be 3 kinds of people in this world, or at least how they are wired through all the programming. The first kind is just following whatever they are told, like they have no capacity to think for themselves. The second kind see the bullshittery going on, but are too afraid to go against the grain and say no. Lastly, the third kind is those who see for themselves and stand up for themselves and others.

In the end it always make me shuckle thinking of man and his perceived little problems. Take away all the stuff we humans think are our problems, put us all on the sideline, and you’ll see that the universe and the world we live in just peaceful as ever and chugging along fine. The virus is in our head, just like a leech sucking your blood. The answer is not loking the other way and hoping for it to go away…

Face it, look at it, and deal with it (Emperor Black is a good example). It’s not us looking and seeing our so called dark side that is dangerous, but rather supressing it and being afraid of it (the word toxic masculinity good example here). When we push it away we end up in imbalance and that’s when we do all the crazy things. Masculinity for a man is as natural as anything and is what makes you what you are. The toxic part is pushing it away and denying its existance.

Muddy water is hard to see through, start cleaning the water and you’ll start seeing further and more clear. Anyone who has been scuba diving knows the difference between good and bad visibilty in water :diving_mask:

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#66

From Godlike Masculinity objectives list :point_down:

  • Dive deep into what it means to have power, strength, ambition, character, discipline, dominance – and more importantly, develop them.

Internal power, internal strength, internal ambition, which brings out your character and makes you disciplined and motivated, and with that comes natural dominance. Or in other terms, a man.

This sub is not messing around lol :grinning_face_with_smiling_eyes:

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#67

I always imagined what GLM would be like stacked with Stark.

It sounds like a perfect balancer for Stark if someone doesn’t want to run full Khan.

Just my thoughts :thought_balloon::yum:

How would you compare Khans ground opposed to GLM’s grounding?

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#69

I have a custom with Stark and GLM core.

Just finished my first cycle, so I can’t say much about it.

But I can say that Stark’s energy can get quickly super overwhelming when not directed towards a goal - when I’m not working on something, I’m feeling anxious and restless like a little child :smiley:

It’s hard to relax on most of the Alpha subs :smiley:

GLM seems to help manage this and helps calm me down and stay in the present moment.

I’ll see how it’ll express itself further down the road, but I think GLM is a very important complement to Stark.

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#70

It would surely be a good fit. For me personally Stark is not really vibing with me, had it in an old custom.

Khan is just more heavy hitting and overall a beast. GLM is more a precision tool and it does exactly what the description says, just as I mentioned in my earlier post. It necessarily isn’t pushing you to be more sexual like Khan do, but just developing masculine traits and to practice them, which in turn makes you more sexy if that makes sense. On Khan you feel more of that sexual energy flowing, and on GLM you feel focused and ambitious. Not saying Khan does not have that too of course. Khan you could say is your dinner, and GLM then might be taking extra supplements of masculine vitamins.

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#71

Time To Wash

Ok I just felt an intuitive nedge to end my current cycle on 19 days instead of 21. It’s one of those where you just feel full, just like after a dinner and someone offers you more… No but no thanks :poultry_leg: :-1: So I’ll be starting my probably 5 day long washout today :clock1: Tik tok tik tok…

Next cycle is still planned to be Essence of Man, Ecstasy of Gold St1, and Alchemist St3. Everything now in this stack is ZP-V2 as well :grin: :+1: I have missed Alchemist and really want to pivot a bit more back to the spiritual side to strengthen my meditations :muscle: :brain: Last time I played Alchemist was the 16th of December, so it has been a while.

Also been taking up some dancing :man_dancing: :mans_shoe: again, which is something that I’m sure if I was :one: :five: again, that I could easily have made a big part of my life. At the moment it’s just in front of the mirror messing around with some moon-walking, glide steps and similar. I want to expand this later when I move to include couple dancing :dancer: :man_dancing: I used to do Swedish jitterbug a couple of years back, and it was so much fun :smiley:

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#72

EPIC! God’s Masculinity is among the best subliminal. I used the powers from the program to rename it. That’s how strong it is. @Tobyone

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