Chronicles of the Spellbinder ☄

What Primal (aided by Phoenix) is doing for me is just amazing. I’m way more open to experiencing life, taking challenges, having adventures, and connecting with women. I’ve rediscovered the most authentic and powerful side of me that forges profound and meaningful connections with women on the fly and instantly. This is what makes me feel alive the most. It may stem from the fact that my mother loved me a lot and I just seek for this depth and intensity in connecting with women. Anyhow, with Primal it just flows unhindered.

I perceive life as a series of adventures on the path of discovering and living my most authentic self, where everything revolves around my soul, exploring what life offers and connecting with women on various levels. It’s just great.

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Another night and more experiences, learning and insights.
I got a lot of iois as I was the center of the party, dancing like a crazy. lol
A lot of women (18-45 y.o.) putting their hands together in the shape of heart, smiling and waving at me. I got invited to the table by ladies twice and they poured out drinks for me. One girl approached me twice and when she was talking to me I kissed her on her cheek spontaneously and then I said: “sorry but I’m stupid, sometimes”, she wanted me to go out with her but I chose to stay at the club and keep having fun. I danced with some girls but one of them was really gorgeous and spontaneous, mimicking me when I was dancing and when she smiled at me… I got a bit enthralled.

I’ve realized that when the woman is interested in you there’s no real rejection but only perceived one stemming from miscommunication and bad timing. That perceived rejection was, probably, the main reason I wasn’t successful with women in my youth. I analyzed my past experiences and I realized that that was the case every time I (actually we, the girl and me) started the “dance”.

A lot of learning with ladies ahead but I see solid progress on Primal.

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Are you still married?

Out of pure curiosity. No judgment either way. Just curious since you’ve been more expressive as of late about interacting with women.

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And happily :blush:

I’m too old for judgements, anyway.

Primal helps me integrate my shadow. All the power of my sexual expression is slowly seeping out of me. The same when it comes to my authenticity, natural charm, powerful magnetism, and social influence.

Do yourself a favour and run Primal paired up with Phoenix, mate.

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The guy I’ve been today is the best version of me I’ve ever seen and I feel I should have been at least like this for whole my life. I got some vital realizations about myself and my past last night. It’s just mind-blowing how powerful that shift was yet what’s interesting I welcomed it with utter calm. I don’t want to get back to my old-self ever. I also sense that it’s only the beginning of the profound shifts that still await me. Phoenix rules! Awakening to the new me…

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TWTP has made me less emotional when it comes social interactions, helped me understand human nature better and cut people to their real size, seeing through their social mask (psychological facade). I’m also way more “political” when dealing with people, taking things much, much less personally and getting insights in the whole dynamic and politics of social interactions. I also understood that the thing that net me the most power and social influence is rationality, empathy and prosocial attitude and actions, and I started paying more attention to developing those qualities and being driven by them. People who didn’t develop those qualities well enough rely on antisocial tactics like passive-aggression and pretending, for example. I see it really clearly now. I’m grateful that TWTP helps me develop my social and “political” qualities, providing me with valuable insights, better understanding of the “social game” and higher adaptability to social dynamics.

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Indeed , man, I came across few of these people in the past day. They are indeed deep
down a wounded child who never develops
the necessary skillset to communicate with others and hide behind the “facades”. Seeing all that,Will to power seems to be a really good option for the purpose of building a really strong communicative suit

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I’ve been seeing how Primal is rechanneling my energy and self-expression towards displaying masculine qualities as I’m significantly less boyish in those aspects and my playfulness is more… powerful and composed than overly animated. I’m also more masculine in dealing with people as in the beginning of my Primal ride I was a bit too cheerful and friendly whilst now I exude a cool yet positive vibe. I’ve began forging a truly masculine core that expresses its essence with a cool and calm energy instead of boyish (a bit feminine) excitement.

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that sounds just like what I want…so this cheerfulness is kept inside or do you have a strong desire to converse /express this feeling to others ? :grin:

I’ve just got to the point where I use that cheerfulness (actually, it’s a kind of positive energy women find attractive and exciting) to connect with women by elevating their mood and energy level, making them more responsive to me, more open and into me. The only missing part in my seduction are seduction skills which I need to hone up. Don’t make me wrong, they’ve improved on Primal yet Primal seems to be prioritizing my social prowess and sexual charm over seduction skills acquisition, therefore, to fast-track my progress I would need to pair it up with S&S, which I’m strongly considering.

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your current stack is TWTP,primal and Phoneoxi right ?it seems to be a really good stack…which one are you gonna shift out ? :grin:

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It is indeed as it’s opened me up socially and sexually, and it’s helping me develop my social skills, and strengthen my authenticity and the intensity of the connection to my real self.

I’ll be adding S&S for Phoenix once I see my new “modus operandi” well-established, although it looks like it already is. It’s just about making sure there’s no going back to the “old ways”. The copy of Phoenix says there’s no going back, yet I want to see if I’ve reached a kind of the “Pareto’s peak” (let’s say 80% of the “optimal transformation”, investing 20% of the “optimal exposure and work”) or there’s much more to transform within me. Naturally, that peak is gauged by my subjective measures. I don’t think it’s going to take more than a couple of weeks though. I can definitely say I’m a new person in the sense that this stack has opened the best aspects of my social being that were always there, yet suppressed by social anxiety that has got neutralized utterly, giving a lot of room to that part of my being so that it can grow and thrive unhindered.

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Sounds a lot like my goals to a degree , I think the biggest inner battle we have is to unlearn all the bad habits instilled in us by parents and society .

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Why not use PS?

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I’m specifically interested in developing sex and seduction skills whilst PS offers so much more and I think it’s much more focused on your energetic development and your status boost than actual sex and seduction skills acquisition, although I know it covers that too. I need to focus on those skills entirely instead of developing all that PS offers.

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The recon I’ve been getting is not the recon I would get in the past, in the sense that it feels visceral and it’s not psychological/mental although it’s affecting my psychology (mainly my mood; I’m a bit down). It’s like my physiology was getting shifted. Perhaps Phoenix is tackling my traumas on the deeper levels, rewriting my body’s memory. It feels like it. Those changes are rapid and profound, and it seems my body is trying to catch up with my mind. It’s hard to tell, yet the process is really intense.

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Upon reflecting on the nature of the reconciliation, I got some insights that suddenly made me more lively and energetic, and all the recon got resolved. Now I’m basking in the power that came with that, and I’m projecting a really potent aura, feeling great and solid.

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TWTP has helped me strengthen my position at work, where it’s a common malpractice to have teachers work with no contracts. Even though my performance and the customers’ and their children’s feedback for me was great, I wasn’t offered a full-time contract, and my probation contract was about to expire. I manoeuvred in a way that helped me secure the contract even though it displeased my managers who wanted to trick me into working with no contract by just being quiet about the matter. Now, once I’ve got my contract, they’re playing so supportive and carrying lol. Anyhow, I’ve learnt a lot and got a lot of insights into the dynamics of power. I learnt that:

  1. Even as a “pawn,” you should be fully aware of your power potential and strive to see the full chessboard (the power dynamics) and the possible manoeuvres that can elevate your position.
  2. Oftentimes, inaction and non-reaction are the greatest manoeuvres at your disposal.
  3. Finding gaps in your “opponents” strategy and employing them is your best policy.

Apart from that, when manoeuvring into getting my full-time contract, I saw how my subconscious mind helped me contain my old thinking and acting patterns, providing me with nudges on what approach I should take. It also happened a couple of times when I succumbed to the old patterns, there were manifestations preventing me from acting upon those patterns and giving me enough time to readjust my approach. Those manifestations were, for example, some issues when typing in messages or some unexpected occurrences that needed my attention.

Great, great sub, unfolding more and more prominently.

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What’s TWTP?

Question. I notice you saying x sub has been helping you with this, y sub has been helping you with something else. And I notice such comments a lot on these forums. How can you tell what each sub is helping with? Presumably you’re playing them together (one after another or within a day). So how do you trace certain results to certain tracks?

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TWTP is Emperor: The Will to Power

Deduction.
If i add True Social to my stack and i become more social, that’s the sub’s effect.

sometimes, you just know. some subs are obvious with their effects.
sometimes, your guess is wrong and it’s actually the effect of another sub.
sometimes, they blend so much that you can’t tell them apart.
sometimes, the effects are not obvious.
etc.

it’s easier to understand if you try and experiment with the subs yourself.

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Thx bud. You’re suggesting experimenting. I’ve also seen it suggested that we shouldn’t change subs too frequently. How often is it Ok to switch?