Hi everyone,
I’m coming from using [Edited per Campfire Policy] since August 2022 till today (first used the free and then the paid version), to which I saw just some small results, even though I took lots of action.
Before using that program, I was in a very bad mental state with lots of anxiety, depression and irrational fear. My physical state was also bad as I had sleep apnea, liver problems, hyperthyroidism, etc. I was not able to work, and I was abandoned by everyone, except one friend.
I healed quite a bit through Reiki and Kundalini and now I’m not taking any medication, I started practicing CrossFit and got a better body, I organized some of my personal life, studied to improve my skills and get a new job, I practice self care and law of attraction/assumption, and met/approached some nice Women at the gym.
The thing is that I didn’t get a single date nor made a single new friend to have a coffee, even though I’m a very sociable person and I can make friends easily.
Also the job opportunities that appeared to me were never nice places to work or they were too demanding like saying that I’m not prepared, or that I’m not good enough. I also met the girl whom I think is my twin soul, but she ignores me, she doesn’t even talk to me now.
Maybe some of you also have tried [Edited per Campfire Policy] in the past and can share your experiences with me and answer a few questions:
- Which program here is the equivalent one to the [Edited per Campfire Policy]? For now, if I want to keep it simple, I would just like to get a program to heal properly (since I still feel lots of fear, anxiety and depression, and there’s something wrong with my lower intestine), get a quality girlfriend (ideally the one that I think is my twin soul, but if I can manifest other Women I would be happy), and a job that I like to do with a good environment and well paid. At this stage I don’t need modules to start my own business and make millions.
- How many days of rest do you recommend me to take from the previous sub maker, before starting these Programs?
- Before embarking on a big Program here, maybe it exists a small Program, just to test how powerful these subs are, like a Testosterone Booster?
- I was never able to use the [Edited per Campfire Policy] (just used the Silent and Regular versions) because they make me feel very tired and if I keep insisting, my brain starts working really bad. Anyone here felt tired with the Brainwave versions provided here? Can we have all the good results, even if it takes longer, without the Brainwave versions?
Now some other problems noticed with [Edited per Campfire Policy] (these are not questions):
5) Some of the results that I felt like feeling very sexy, or pro-activity, started fading away until they disappeared, even though I listen to the refresher daily. Also I have lots of joint pain and I think all this is due to lack of testosterone.
6) About the girl that I love, I tried to change to another gym to move on, but the other CrossFit gym had almost no girls, so I felt like bounced back to the old gym. I also focused on manifesting other Women, but I keep meeting her by accident at my therapist office (she works there), again like having lots of opportunities to talk to her when she is alone, but she keeps hating me.
7) Some people started being very aggressive and disrespectful to me, specially attractive Women, without any explanation.
8) My mentors (older friends, therapists, coaches) don’t respect my options and my way to do things and want to force me to do things their way, saying that they know what is best for me 
I’m the one who in principle knows what is best for me, and mentors exist to give advice, not to force the students to do things.
9) There was one event with one person, and I don’t want to say who that is for now, that was a manifestation of some of my worse fears. When I saw that I felt so bad, that the next day I had an indigestion and had to call an ambulance and went to the Hospital. The Hospital was full and I had to lay on the ground. I had to call my Reiki therapist to remotely assist me, because after some hours waiting in the Hospital, they still wouldn’t see me.
10) I see lots of preconception about my looks, like for example, letting my hair grow. I wouldn’t expect to hear things like this in the year 2024, but most of these comments come from Men, or people that envy me.
11) Lots of people confuse my confidence with arrogance, and try to put me down.
12) When I do tasks to organize my life, each task never has an end, because while doing it I keep discovering more things that needed to be done and I had not realized before. Also if I study and apply for some jobs the subsequent job interviews get harder than the previous interviews in previous companies, making my study never being enough.
I also realized last week that we are all one, and other people are projections of parts of me, so now I love everyone unconditionally, and that means even if people are bad to me, I try to invert the negative into positive and I try to help everyone, because if I help other people I’m helping myself. This realization also made my Ego almost dissolve completely. That’s what seems to work better for me, and punishing people proved not to work. Also by not loving everyone I seem to manifest in my life the outcomes opposite to the ones I wish.
Love you all
Despite facing adversity, you’ve refused to back down, and that’s something to be celebrated.