JANUARY REVIEW (1 WEEK OF BLU, 3 WEEKS OF MAJORS + BLU)
I start by saying that day off are really incredible, by the end of each day off I get new benefits I can see the change in my behavior and thinking, I would recommend that no skip these. Now start by list the modules with the review, then put my notes that I notice but wont put any module link to it and finally I guess then ill put the review for anyone on nofap or suffering with porn addiction
Inner voice : I’ve never had a problem with self talk but I wanted to have this so I can remain positive during the year as I developed my games, this module help me stay positive no matter what was happening I calmly think out the situation
Natural winner : when ever I make some kind of mistake with the way I structure the week or when think don’t work out the way I want it ive found myself thinking well how can I improve this, was that the best way of doing this, then a flood of ideas come at me with the best way to change these and not have them repeat
New Beginning : I notice that only after running these subs that I had this fear of the unknown when it came to my career about how I was going to make and yes even though I formulated a plan and started to executed on it the fear was still there. I can now say that am more excited and secure in my future endeavors as a game designer. Am not saying the fear is complete gone but am learning how to deal with it as the days come and g0. I also question when certain this happen to me during the day with me saying is it because of the way I raised, something I experience or is it just that how thing are in life sometime.
Solitude : it been easier to work on things when am completely alone and not feel like I need to seek out entertainment, started some courses that ive been putting off and am making major progress on them.
Eye of the storm : this is really nice, some of the habits that ive always told myself that I need to get rid off are slowly fading away. Ive been able to start two new habits as of recently, just by telling myself that this is what I wanted and now Is the best time to do so
Dream traveler : my dream have been vivid and ive been remembering them also have to start journaling my dreams I know this will help. Been reading a book on lucid dreaming hoping it helps since I want to make the most out of all module.
Deep sleep : my sleep has been more restful and more peaceful. I go to bed early. I do take the occasional nap during the day which ive never been a fan off but before using this module it was because I went to bed late and it would be a long nap now however even if I did go to bed late my naps are usual shorter and sometimes I don’t even sleep while still be functional and no performance dips
Secret source : I got a small job out of no way which is nice since am a full time indie and don’t have a constant income coming in at the moment so this will work for now till the game comes out. Don’t have to do much but the pay is very nice.
Financial success reality shifter: Before I had so crazy idea on what the success of my game can be but now it is a bit more relaxed and I don’t think that they are crazy are impossible to achieve I feel like with the way am thinking now I can do it an achieve my goals
Unrelenting wealth motivation: This make me want to do the work to get to where I need to be even on day when I wake up on the wrong side of the bed. If am feeling tired it still gets me to do what little work I can.
Instant business tactician
Ive been getting new ideas on how I can market my game and how to expand it across platform. Been thinking about the running of my company and how I can get my company name out there so far the ideas are good, will be executing on these soon
Mosaic : I feel this is making the modules that are not directly related to wealth generating active along with those that are related. This make is so that I get benefits from module that I would say since they don’t have the same focus as the entire sub it show it self
Stress displacement : this keeps me really calm in situation, even when something that would normally stress me the hell out It just make the stress disappear almost instantly, very nice since I feel like later on when I have more projects to work on it will keep my calm which will allow me to keep my focus.
Negativity displacer : when I first ran my custom I notice myself thinking about pass relationships, past work plans that didn’t work and just negative thinking in general, I notice now that all of those disappear or lower in thing with in 2-5 seconds after it appears. They are not 100% gone I usual have to deal with them every once in awhile but for now this is a better fix than when thing use to bother me for the either day and I could get my mind to go back top working performance mode
So this part is for @mecharc or anyone interested in nofap and porn addiction in general, ill start by saying it is broken down into different part
Normal : just the usual review
Crazy : a little more in depth when it come to what I notice from testing
Stop porn and masturbation :
Normal : the feeling to look at porn has gone away, most of I would even notice the time going by with taking a look or thinking about it. I happen to get I glimpse at a scene on while looking on a on related site and nothing happen usual I would feel aroused but it was like looking at a normal video on YouTube I would recommend this module to anyone who wants to get rid of this habit for good
Crazy : so I decided that it would only make sense to do a test, I put aside some thing for a week where I would use that time to watch porn. The thing is most of the time I kept forgetting that I had set this time down but I got to test it out. I felt nothing most of the time, I watched about 10 movies and trailer each without even once feeling like I should masturbate no matter how extreme the scenes got and I teste out some scene. Somethings I notice this module is like a book I read with tip on getting over porn, at certain point I would get up an walk away while the scene being played, my attention would move away from it.
All in all It some powerful stuff, while reviewing this for the entire week my gf was sick so no sex which fell line quiet nicely for the test I didn’t relapse and stop watching after the 7 day mark since I decided to test it, I would recommend anyone test it out like this cause the day goes by without be feeling for porn plus it make me feel like I never use to watch to begin with
NOTES: these are some be thing I notice but didn’t put in the module for it
Ive been taking note which doing my courses much better and I realize that while doing so am coming up with better note taking ideas
My visual skills are improving there not that strong but it an improve in color and clarity
I find my mind to be really clear for the entire day no fog
Find it easier to switch task and get back to the pervious work
Last bit of notes:
am supplementing with gingklo extract + sleep well tea bag
I take 2-3 hour after running sub so if I run all 2 loops of my major sub then ill wait before running anything else, will be add 1 more loop on my beyond limitless ultima
If anyone have a module they want to know more about I keep a look out an write on it in my next review but I feel I will only be doing monthly updates
