Hi…
I am an og member here, i have been away understanding life, emotions and purpose with Emperor… been at it for 2 years now with few subs in between. Me and my dad own a buissness and i work as a teacher part time.
I got Libertine Ultima two days ago… and used it with Sex mastery on repeat when i go to bed. It wasn’t until earlier today that i read that i may need to start with few loops.
Day 1: I woke up heavy eyed and i had a weird vivid dream about going to a motel in a different town. I keep ending up in that motel without a reason and i even woke up there without knowing how i ended up there.
Nothing else
Later i went to my gf’s place to celebrate her birthday, nothing unusual from her. Went to bed, played LU and SM on repeat.
Day 2 ( today ): I woke up heavy eyed again, i kept sleeping and waking up all night. I have definitly should have listned to fewer loops. Later today, i had a conference with my boss to teach new teachers at our organisation on how we operate and how it works etc…
80% of the audience were women. Most were not my type and few were good looking. I felt eyes on me from both the attractive and the unattractive in a random manner. 2 in particular were unable to stop staring at me, during my part of the conference and when i was sitting.
At the break, one of the participants took me to a nearby cafeteria and introduced me to 3 pretty chinece girls who were intrested in taking my class. They were overly formal yet over reactive… i felt like an extremly important figure…
I go back with the girl who took me to meet her friends. She was cute but not my type. I sat down unable to focus on whats being said having eyes on me all the time. Yet i had a new type of confidence and charisma. I normally need some warm up before public speaking but today it felt as easy as drinking water.
Something very weird happened today… while my boss was speaking i was drifting in my thoughts. Focusing on my breath and visualising some sort of energy emitting from me… seconds later my boss stops talking… she turns around smiling and says ” why are you laughing at me ”. I shrug my shoulders dissmissivly and she keeps going. It was almost like she could feel me somewho between 40 other people and felt like she had to say something.
I dont know what to make of this. It wasnt sexual or anything… i just stood out somehow.
I also did something unusual. I just asked the girl who introduced my to her friends if they party every week where she lives ( in campus ) she said yes and i asked her to invite me sometime…
As for her she didnt seem intrested or maybe i didnt pick up on it but once we finished we thanked everyone for coming. Said goodbye and she left. When i got out of the room she was waiting for me and approached me, then hugged me for an awkward 4 seconds and left.
Libertine Ultima is very intresting. I have never seen such obvious yet intresting reaults from any sub i have used in the past. Well see how it stacks with Primal Seduction
yet she was so into me. She kept complementing my swedish and my humor. She said she worked as something i forgot. Basically helps people achieve goals in physical therapy.
it was like I know you moved on from her but let’s see if you really moved on from her. I’ll have you see her in person and see how you react.