Stark
This was around 1 year ago
(At the time stark was putting me letās say 7 steps ahead or created situations that showed that I am not ready )
In this period I was creating visions to aspire to
I met people out of my relationship circle (happened also using ultima )
Stark zp
8 loops and itās working from where I am now , from this current reality frame instead of throwing me with struggles to find my centre )
Zp : is supporting me to use what I have now to move toward the vision
Zp ; meeting people out of my circle didnāt happen with zp at least till now
Alchemist
Alchemist st 1 Q or Qv2 was ambiguous , means I was not able to put my hand on clear improvement . But what helped me to continue (I used it for more than 6 months) is the dreams i was getting , a sign that the sub is working
Zp : there was a clear feeling of releasiing blockages on the 5 chakra and lightness in the body . And other clearing on different chakras
Zp : there is a subtle but clear knowingness that I am on the right path by using alchemist
Zp : before using alchemist st 1 zp I was wondering what my stack would be (ascended Mogul or Hom or etc ) but since I placed alchemist st 1 . I know my path forward .
Zp : in the last cycle I used alchemist st 2 qv2 and since then and I am devoted for breathe awareness and my other practices . This reminded me of my experience with emperor