Emperor's Journey

that’s basically the current state of things. Now, looking back at it, recon aside, my choice to run Khan was related to wealth healing. I realized that I was chasing wealth for wealth sake and when I asked myself what do I even want to do with the money I’ll earn, my mind literally went blank lol

And thus my subconscious made me drawn to Khan with the logic of having wealth to support the fun lifestyle. Threw Mogul on top just for additional wealth focus and this combo so far has been DEADLY. I became more social, I’m having way more fun in social interactions, I started having DESIRES again - this is huge, I don’t remember having desires since I was 14 or so lol. I’m talking about desires to travel, to go somewhere, do something, goof around, etc. And also I’m having a ton of enthusiasm and motivation for my work. I bought a course for 3D motion and finished the first part in a week (takes about 4 weeks on average for most students there lol). Roughly 1 more week until I’ll be able to do real paid jobs

Imagine how much garbage there was in my psyche that if I were given all the power in the world, I’d literally have no desire to change my lifestyle of sitting at home, researching stuff/working on something and texting friends sometimes.

and Khan ST1 deals with it for me.

My plan is to use 2 sub stack until I finish all 4 stages of Khan at least. And I’m thinking about keeping Mogul for quite some time until I build strong foundation. I might start throwing some additional EOG or RICH as a third sub after I finish all stages of Khan but it’s gonna be very limited and main focus is going to be on Khan + Mogul anyway

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Recon from stage 2 is NASTY. Yesterday was my first day with it. I’m questioning all of my motivations, dropping into nihilism pit. As a result, energy for anything productive is quite low.

But it’s fine. I’m managing to find the solutions for the problems that subliminals bring to surface.

Khan ST2 right?

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yes

5char

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saving for when in recon