It’s 3D motion design, There are not a lot of 3D motion specialists in my country and the pricing on videos is quite nice, as opposed to basic video editing which is oversaturated and hasn’t been that great lately
I think it’s a good idea for me to invest 2-3 months in this currently
Gonna have RICH’s manifestation tmrw (did a favour to some close family friends without expecting anything in return, today learnt that they will actually pay me)
EDIT: done, got the same sum as here Emperor's Journey - #48 by anon15812918
For me, RICH manifests very organically (I guess because it synergizes with NWE in my stack) - it throws at me some opportunities and then gets me money through them. And it gives me more money than I expect
I’m kind of getting recon in the form of me wanting to delegate some tasks but also me not having enough resources to delegate some tasks lol
I think it’s SB’s (SB is a leader, not worker) and EOG ST2’s results (“Mastering delegation”). Idk how to resolve this recon, so I’ll just keep working on my stuff anyway until I get enough cashflow from my business to hire someone
Also, closed one of my debts with RICH’s manifestation 
- got just a bit now, I’ll close them by the end of the year if I just pay minimum. But let’s see if I’ll be able to close them faster with my stack
today is a recon day. Not feeling very productive overall, and also have the desire to switch subs lol - of course I’m not going to do it
Just going to take a nap, then tackle some easy tasks to kickstart momentum
Damn, I was just HIT with a BIG realization that I actually am lacking in self love. I don’t hate myself though but don’t love either, I just am. It ties to wealth too but seems to affect all areas of my life, now that I’m reflecting on it.
I think not loving myself does limit my potential. I’m not really sure how to work on it consciously, I’ll research it.
Sure, I could also add Love Bomb (or rotate it), but I’m not going to do it, not now at least - I believe there’s enough self love scripting in my stack already, that’s why this issue is even being tackled.
I was hit by so much recon after that, almost gave in and switched subs to youtube ones, how could I even thought of falling that low lol
Nevertheless, the rational part of my brain took over and I pushed through, it’s fine now but I’m also very angry.
My lack of sleep certainly doesn’t help the situation
I noticed that soon after listening, I start to get a lot of positive, hopeful thoughts on the topic of the sub
Recon seems to have passed mostly. There’s still something in the background.
I just realized that since adding Stark Black, my views on social media nearly tripled
Took a nap and saw a weird dream - in the dream I woke up in my room, with my leg tied to bed. I managed to untie myself and saw some movement outside of it. I found some sharp object and sneaked near my kitchen, where I saw some dude sitting, playing on a phone. Again, it’s all happening in my apartment so I just jumped on him, trying to pierce his back with that sharp thing I found and then went for his throat but his skin couldn’t be pierced at all. So we started fighting and he literally started trying to suck out the soul from my body. And at the same time I saw another dude running to jump on me as well, so I threw the first one at him and woke up. Fuck 'em demons, 2v1 isn’t fair lol
Anyway, weird dream
It’s interesting though, thinking about it, it’s the first time I was able to fight normally in a dream
My sensitivity to subs is slowly growing, I’m starting to be more aware of my recon cycles. But I’m still unable to tell what exactly is reconciling most of the time, so I just have to sit here, take action, and wait until it resolves on its own lol
also, I’ve been trying SATS for some time but it seems like it just adds lusting for results for me and I have a ton of trouble conjuring the feelings of the wish fulfilled. I’ll check out the Ascension Chamber thread and see if there are any other techniques…
The State Akin to Sleep?
Yes 5char
We’ve been asked before, if there are some affirmations or mental techniques one could use to help out the processing of our subliminals and achieve faster results.
The answer on average is – no.
This is because when you are utilizing affirmations or some other way to task your subconscious mind to accomplish a task, you are adding to your subconscious processing queue – and our subliminals are already filling the processing queue.
Meaning, our subliminals will overpower any affirmations you are attempting to use – they will barely be doing anything.
This mechanism is also in effect when you utilize some of those manifestation techniques (those that work through the processing queue), meaning you are better off utilizing the take action, listen and journal recommendation. What you could use such techniques for is conscious guidance – however, remember that you are potentially pushing your subconscious into a path that is not optimal for the results you desire as sometimes it is best to let the subconscious find the optimal path for you.
Hence, you need experience with subliminals at the very least if you desire to use manifestation techniques for conscious guidance – and again, the majority of our testers didn’t find much benefit in doing this with our technology.
Now I wonder if I even need any manifestation techniques for now lol - it’s from day 11 of the masterclass
If you want to PM me, there’s a video from a few years ago that has good info on how to do it easily. I was gonna PM you but it’s blocked.
RICH - 3 min
Going to start logging my times here for additional info to anyone who is reading this journal.
The cycle is almost over and honestly I’m too lazy to go through each sub’s objectives and say what I’ve noticed so I’ll just write a condensed version lol - I noticed at least some improvements towards all objectives
Main results:
My cycle officially ends at 4th of May so maybe I’ll update this list if I notice anything else
it’s my 3rd RICH cycle, 1st SB cycle and 1st EOG ST2 cycle.
Also, I’ll potentially have a bit prolonged washout due to certain life circumstances. The bloom is gonna be insane lol
Getting big recon. Got an opportunity to earn some money and sabotaging myself by not working lol - just physically can’t start for some reason. As if I just suddenly stopped seeing any meaning in work and money, don’t know what I want.
I’m still alive, just in monk mode type of phase and sorting out some life stuff