Okay. I want to think about this now since I’m about buy my first custom subliminal.
The build that I’ve proposed only has Stark Q. It does not have Emperor. My intuition chose Stark, but I want to follow that up with a bit of contemplation.
First of all, I have used Emperor for 6.5 months. When I started out it was Emperor v.4 and more recently it upgraded (happily) to Emperor Q. I’ve been using Emperor Q since it was released with the other Q programs (I guess 4 to 6 weeks ago?).
In contrast, I started using Stark Q Terminus on May 2, 2020. So, it’s been 6 weeks.
Summarizing:
Emperor (and Emperor Q): 26 weeks
Stark Q Terminus: 6 weeks.
This comes down to intuition. I’m not one of those people who experiences (and describes) subliminals like different ice cream flavors, with extremely clear qualities and effects. It’s weird. I do get psychic things happening (especially with people I love), I experience frequent synchronicities (to the point, where I just treat them as a natural part of life), intuition is an important part of my life; but at the same time, the wall between my conscious and subconscious experience still seems kind of opaque.
You could put it this way. If my mind is a restaurant, then the subconscious sends me out lots of tasty dishes, but it’s still a closed-kitchen. I don’t really get to watch it cooking in real time.
So, it’s hard for me to tease out exactly what Emperor contributed and what Stark contributed. I’m sure that Stark was significantly aided by the months of Emperor that came before.
Finally, I’ve only ever used Stark Q Terminus. I never used the Stark Q standard build.
So having said all of that. When I started using Stark Q Terminus, I got a fairly immediate influx of energy. It seemed to affect the flow of my ideas, and how fluently those ideas were expressed in speech. I was more willing to just say my ideas instead of sitting on them as I often do.
Usually, I’m quietly impatient with slow, ponderous thinking and decision-making. Now, I was more likely to just provide the point that people were taking a long time to reach. I had a lot of zoom staff meetings and, while I wasn’t rude, I was more likely to speak up.
I think this may come back to the Limitless Factor hypothesized by @Simon. By nature, my power and energy (including sexual energy and social energy) seem to be more naturally expressed through intellectual channels. (The higher chakras if you’re into chakras). Maybe Emperor works to strengthen and use instinctual, visceral channels more. (The grounded, ‘lower’ chakras).
Whatever the explanation, whether it’s the increased intellectual focus or whether it’s the Terminus build, I found a quick and powerful resonance with Stark Q Terminus. At first, I used it once or twice a day with the rest of my stack, with one of those plays being a daily meditation session.
Now, I use Stark Q Terminus every other day during meditation and that’s it. I didn’t experience obvious overwhelm or reconciliation.
Update
I have mentioned elsewhere that last month I felt pulled to dark, horror themes in the (beautiful) movies of Ari Aster. I originally thought that was after I’d started Mind’s Eye Q Terminus2, but I just checked my browser history and I see that it began 7 days after I’d started using Stark Q Terminus (2 weeks before I began Mind’s Eye). So, there you have it. A unique form of reconciliation.
This is long. And I’ve said nothing about the effects of Emperor on me.
When it came to Emperor, my clearest memories are of reconciliation periods. I’d get these very giddy reconciliations with Emperor. Like when you’ve got heightened adrenaline, and you feel a bit giddy and punch-drunk, like you don’t give a f**k.
I worked on a very major project during the first months of Emperor. It was an onerous project. There was a bunch of angst and it sometimes felt like pulling teeth. But I did get it done. When it was done, I felt numb and didn’t really look at the thing again for a while. So, it wasn’t some kind of triumph. But. I. Got. It. Done.
That must have had something to do with Emperor, I think.
And that’s all I’ve got to say on that for the time being.