This is similar. From what little I know, it might be a good idea to have both.
There is so much to keep in mind. Have you looked into SoundCloud? Please keep in mind I’m not an expert, but SoundCloud has ways to make certain things such as getting ISWC easier in theory.
I’ll have to do a deep dive into this over the weekend before I go putting my stuff out. I never have even heard of this prior to today so it’s good you brought it up.
To me one of the biggest contradictions in life is the more you need something the less likely you’ll get it. I was analyzing that more today and why that is. For one, when you desperately need something the subconscious signal you’re giving out is “I don’t have this”. And because you’re focused on not having, you get more of that. But there’s another layer to needing. One of them is having it fill some part inside of you in attempt to reach happiness. The other is a fear, doubt, that you could get something in your life. If you truly know deep down that something will happen there is no neediness. You understand it’s just about being patient.
In a nutshell I’m learning to detach from these almost painful needs that present as a feeling of emptiness or lack. It’s an attitude shift of not if but when and when this happens anxiety about life diminishes because I understand I guide this ship.
I’ve also taken to the idea of “I want” is a signal to affirm “I have”.
For a “let’s see what happens” sub love bomb lite is powerful. Or maybe this is Ultima B version. Today is my rest day and I can feel the aura from this thing. It feels like it’s expanding about 4 inches from my body as this static feeling. You know when you rub a balloon and then run it across your arm? That feeling but all over my body.
Also hopped back on dating apps because I said fuck it. Usually it’s ghost town for me, but I’m getting way more matches than usual. I have changed nothing in my profile since the last time I made it. The only thing that changed was changing my attitude that they suck to they’re a great experience and putting the intention out there that I’d meet quality women.
Reality has been getting very flexible for me lately. Crypto virus resolved. All the headaches I thought I’d have to deal with didn’t happen because I shifted away from expecting it to. One of my coworkers basically took the reigns on calling a vendor to get some delayed laptops expedited. My manifesting ability has shot up lately. I’m working on making my life easy and effortless for myself, instead of charging head on into problems and battling them I’m just going to be sidestepping them and let that stuff breeze past. That’s not easy for most people, it goes against everything we’ve been taught, but what we’ve been taught isn’t leveraging the power of the subconscious or your own internal power.
So one part of my mind is like “yeah this is going to be a short lived high and up, it’s going to crash eventually”. But even with that I’m changing my relationship to what these positive changes mean. If I crash, I create that crash and that’s all there is to it. So if I create it, I can prevent it as well or not even have it happen.
I’ve done my time stuck in the trenches of life and I’m not going back there. Life is a game, I’m working on getting to the point where I’ve got the cheatcodes to get whatever I want. Will I get bored? Not likely. If I want a challenge I can give myself one, but why make challenges the default 24/7 100% of the time? I’m breaking out of that self constructed reality of pain and struggle for myself. Perhaps I needed to go through all that to really understand how all this works.
I have found that true up to a point. It seems to me that I always get what I genuinely NEED, but not always what I FEEL a desperate need for but don’t actually need.
Very true. I’ve always felt that as the higher self needs vs the ego needs. Sometimes the ego needs are louder and can derail me. I think as I bridge the conscious subconscious gap it becomes easier to listen to that intuitive higher self.
I’m getting closer to bringing what I want into my life, but as I do so it gets harder to follow through. I registered with a Performing Rights Organization yesterday so I could register my songs. Tried to start a course I bought on licensing music. But there’s this avoidance to sitting down and moving forward. It’s like my mind wants to procrastinate on moving towards what I really want.
I’m not believing these negative thoughts, but at the same time I can’t suppress them. So I guess this is some heavy reconciliation between what I’m working towards and what I believe I can do deep down inside of me. I’m offsetting this by making sure I meditate and visualize what I’m aiming for every night to fill my head with success.
They say living your life like you already are what you desire is the fastest way to manifesting. The problems I run into are the speed bumps along the way that slow that down. Like let’s say I’m living as if I’m a successful music producer, cool. I sit down to write a song, get stuck, and don’t finish. Suddenly all that positive mental energy goes out the window because the more immediate visible reality of not being close to that weighs heavier as the truth.
I believe this is what Neville meant by circumstances not mattering and living in the end. Regardless of what happens or what evidence points to it not being true, you stay persistent until it is. I have to do some reading again because the key to all this is effortlessly feeling it. If you’re trying too hard that implies you don’t think it’s possible and you’re battling with doubt. And right now it feels like I’m engaged in a battle between two parts of my mind that is manifesting as stress.
I think this is another effect of DR.
I also find that since listening to DR, saying such things to myself is much more convincing at eliminating fear and negative mood, whereas before I felt like it was like I was trying to swim upstream.
And I think this is why I have headaches.
I think you are on the right track dude!
PS Good on you for registering with a PRO.
Thanks! No joke I had a migraine that knocked me on my ass yesterday. So headaches with DR are definitely a thing.
Lesson learned over the weekend, jumping into the bullet train of a new life and expecting to hang on was setting myself up for frustration and disappointment. Set the goal, be persistent, and allow it to unfold how it’s going to unfold vs imposing some idealized version of it. My subconscious knows the most efficient way to get there for me. I may have only done one thing yesterday, but that’s one more thing I did than last week to bring me closer.
Hectic day yesterday. I was driving home trying to “let go” as I usually do. Then it hit me, why am I trying to let go of anger? What’s the worst thing that happens if I express this vs trying to just detach from it? So I just felt it instead.
Sometimes I get overwhelmed with things, it’s like a sensory overload. So my ability to process emotions isn’t as refined as it could be. But trying to hold them back for the sake of maturity hurts me more. I’m not having angry outbursts or anything, you can think of it more like the energy of anger and frustration flowing through my body without the outward representation of it.
So I learned yesterday despite all my meditation, my understanding of what fuels anger and the logical process behind it, sometimes it’s better to just say fuck it and feel what I need to feel and forget about the why’s behind it. I always saw anger as this thing I need to be above, probably due to a childhood where my dad frequently had anger outbursts and I labeled it as “bad” unconsciously.
Sort of made me think of this as well. My perfectionism pointed at me as a person. Needing to only appear a certain way to others, needing to only experience life a certain way. I think for most of my life I’ve tried to intensely control and it’s blown up in my face. This is important because I’m very likely interfering with subliminal results as well. If a new territory is new or unfamiliar, I try to steer away.
I’ve been thinking a lot about why my life feels difficult and part of it is that I am not freely expressing who I am or comfortable with it. This is what causes me to drive people away because I think I have to maintain some projection and keep all the other real feelings away from ruining relationships. But that’s the exact opposite of what’s going on. That’s literally what ruins them, my inability to open up all parts of myself.
I’ve also realized that vulnerability is what provides ideas for music and if I cut that off, no more ideas. Making music I’m at my most authentic, but even then I hold back.
I just have a lot of difficulty being ok with not being ok and I need to know why. I know this is at least part of my stress. States of mind and feelings come and go like waves for me, I can’t control them so I don’t know why I try so hard to do it.
Nothing else on the outside really matters at this point. I can have all the money, success, relationships in the world but if I can’t be ok with myself there’s no point. I was lying to myself thinking it was my life circumstances that needed to change vs my relationship with myself.
Bought myself the astral projection/remote viewing training sub. When I was about 13 I got intensely interested with astral projection. Went to the library and borrowed all the books I could find. I never did gain the ability. But it’s always been something I’m interested in. Of course my young naiive mind made the mistake of telling a few people about it and that planted the seed of doubt.
I don’t think this will be too heavy on top of DR, probably complimenting it as I feel DR is uncovering more energy based stuff for me. But this is one of those non-self improvement gifts I’m giving myself. Something to explore the world more.
I’ve noticed since running DR, all my intellectualizations and logic has limits. Some times I just have to hang in there and sleep… and some how DR seems to do it’s thing. It’s truly amazing to me!
Yes definitely where I’m at. Trying to figure stuff out, but it’s hard to grasp and intangible. Almost like my conscious can’t reach it but it’s being worked on by my subconscious. Then my conscious mind is a nosy bastard and is hell bent on seeing what’s behind the curtain.
Two books that I’d requested through the library finally arrived. I collected on Tuesday and started reading Wednesday. One was about Astral Projection.
Dude! I’ll be honest. I’ve basically given up trying to figure out some of the stupid shit going on in my subconscious. It made sense some how at one point, yet when it’s made conscious with DR’s process or magic… it’s just like “what the hell man?!”
Right there with you. I think I’ve figured out that it’s a program or way of thinking that made sense at the time it was created based on my maturity level and information I had at the time. They just keep running in the background without me noticing as if life hadn’t changed until they’re brought to the forefront and analyzed though. That seems to be a lot of what DR does. At least the most noticeable thing.
on!