Day 15
I’ve changed a lot when it comes to dealing with people trying to cross my boundaries. I do it rather politely and calmly unless they’re insolent. Then I show them my cool anger. My masculine core is definitely getting stronger and that’s exactly the main thing I expected of Emperor.
On top of that, I feel that DR is working on my heart chakra… I cannot explain it any better but there’s definitely something going on in my… heart. Both emotionally and physically.
I am going to try Commander ZP next week, but I can say for sure that Commander Qv2 did an amazing job with my executive abilities at work. And it alleviated some ADD symptoms as well to that end, so I would be surprised if ZP wouldn’t be even better!
I’ve found this to be true as well. Emperah ZP is really, really smooth in this regard! 
Yeah I have been planning on running commander for a while but im going to buy it and run it pretty soon! It sounds like a great sales subliminal as well as a great subliminal for ADD… and I’m in sales with Add, so it gives productivity and status! And its light so it wont interfere with my stack too much.
Day 19
The healing process is getting deeper and deeper. I’ve never felt so… pure and… shiny inside.
The amount of inner peace Emperor is providing me with is just wonderful. Also, dealing with quite complex situations (social, family, financial) has become way easier. I like that a lot.
Day 20
Recently I’ve felt as if I had been rediscovering life again… All of it is so simple and natural as if everything had been falling into the right place all the time.
There’s my inner voice making a lot of noise in my head no more. My inner “dialogue” (self-talk) is clear and consistent instead of that old voice of mine that was a bit chaotic and “vague”.
Day 21
Slight recon is hitting me in the form of a slight “subliminal contraction”. It feels as if I had got pushed back one step back in my subliminal development. I experienced this kind of recon when I was a ZP tester but back then it was really severe whilst now it’s just a slightly uncomfortable feeling. I guess it’s like taking a step back before jumping over a hurdle that is too high to jump over from the place I’m in now.
What schedule are you running? Full 15mins or less?
I use the recommended listening pattern. Sub1; 15 minutes + Sub2; 15 minutes every other day. 21-day cycles and 5-day washouts. I’m not going to change that pattern since I’ve been using it since ZP was released and it’s worked for me like a charm since then.
Washout: Day 1
That little recon is still hitting me but it’s a bit less intense than yesterday. I had a lot of vivid dreams last night, which usually means that my mind has gotten heavily saturated with the scripting.
Washout: Day 3
The recon has slackened significantly so did the intensity and vividness of my dreams. I feel my mind is getting back to its “new” balance that has been instilled by Emperor and Dragon Reborn. Two days of the washout to go.
Any interest in adding Ascension Chamber to the mix?
I used Ascension Chamber to consciously manifest what “feelings” I wanted to manifest. I wanted to feel organized, full of momentum, productive, excited by how much I’m accomplishing. And then BOOM. Had the best week ever. So that might even be a better fix to the productivity side of things than Mogul. Just add in conscious guidance to an even more heightened level.
I ran it once two weeks ago but it didn’t convince me. The only thing it gave me was an insight into my deepest archetype - Light Bearer. On top of that, I’ve got overexposed recently and the last thing I would want to do would be to increase the exposure. I may use AC in the future. I think only Libertine or RICH would be the only subs I would run it with.
Washout: Day 4
I still feel heavy processing occurring in my mind and I’m experiencing slight symptoms of overexposure like vivid dreams and waking up a bit groggy and “lazy” in the morning. It may be that I’ll have to prolong the washout. We’re going to see in two days.
Washout: Day 5
I’m getting better and better, recovering from the overexposure I experienced at the end of the last cycle. The mental exhaustion I’ve been facing for the last five days was manifested by being sleepy and a bit groggy almost all the time. Now it’s much much better and tomorrow I shall decide if I take a longer break or start the next cycle.
DR+Emperor - Cycle 2: Day 1
I listened to my stack in the morning and I felt bliss in my chest when listening to DR and when listening to Emperor I felt it in the pit of my stomach and then in my chest.
Maybe I should have taken two-three more days off but I feel refreshed and I believe I can handle this cycle without any issues (overexposure).
It’s amazing how fast ZP acts. Just after listening to my stack in the morning, I felt really solid and congruent yet again. Also, the masculine voice I got during the first cycle but started waning during the washout has come back. Cool.
I’ve noticed that something that some people called recon and I deemed to be overexposure occurred to be something else. At least in my case. It was more like a crisis caused by the chasm between my old mentality and the one that is being instilled by Emperor. It was like staying in an abyss between the “old” and “new” me waiting for me to get ready to reach the other side of the chasm by taking action at the right time. Once I started acting in accordance with the new mentality the chasm disappeared and I… started dwelling in my “new” self, a more advanced self than ever before.
Staying in the abyss was unpleasant and felt a bit like those experiences I got when listening to Rebirth one year ago when I felt as if my very old self (from my childhood) had been crawling back on me but this time it was my old self that was more recent like let’s say 10-15 years ago before I started my journey with mind programming or it felt as I had been shaken to the very core of myself and a bit petrified. Running today’s loops and behaving like “Emperor” helped me shrug it off completely.
That is a profound and awesome step in your personality!
And it’s great to see how clearly you noticed this within yourself!
This struck me hard.
The moment I read it I knew it was on point and accurate. It hit me at an emotional level. You described what I had often felt but never knew quite how to describe myself. The closest I ever came to describing it was “Recon is when you have subconscious values that align with the program but conscious actions that don’t align with the program… aka your new values.”
I went for a walk and thought about what you said more. It’s almost like recon is a yard stick that you’re acting out of line with yourself. Sometimes the key to recon isn’t just listening less, but taking MORE action. Or, since more isn’t always better, sometimes the key to recon is taking BETTER action.
For a simple example, if you think that recon causes procrastination… maybe procrastination causes recon! So stop procrastinating, go be an Emperor, and you’ll feel good again.