Something’s been on my mind during my days recently. I put The Forge in my custom, and lately I’ve noticed I’ve been experiencing some continual challenges to my emotional, financial, and work norms. The description is here:
“While The Forge is contained in all subliminals, it is best known for being in the Emperor as the module EVOLUTION that was thoroughly upgraded, and for being a powerful driver of improvement. The aim of The Forge is to manifest situations that will test you, challenge you, teach you things and evolve you. It will create these situations so that not only you are truly changed, but that you profit from them.”
My work situation is showing this. Our head boss has upped his attention to me, and I mention this since it’s not something I’ve really desired. Historically in our branch, when they find someone who produces, they can push, push, and push that worker more. My perspective is actually negative here, since I’ve avoided major responsibilities here a long time. But I’ve been sought after lately. It feels good, but up to now, I’ve avoided it due to fears of being misused.
So my understanding is being challenged right now. It’s similar to one running long distance. I knew a runner in college, and he said the mental testing is what grows a runner. Challenging yourself constantly and changing one’s mindset is how a runner wins–since the body is saying “NO!! NO!!” But the mind makes the choice to keep going or not.
I’m (strangely) attracted to this now. Yeah, I said that. It feels good winning.