How are you?
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How is your anger level?
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Long gone my friendā¦
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Much better my man.
Thank you for asking 
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Washout day#2
I feel a lot of processing in the brain and pressure in the forehead.
Yesterday I was very emotional and quick to anger, specially last night.
At one moment I realized that Im really tired of constant healing and I need to focus on getting things doneā¦ Thats one of the thoughts I keep having once in a while on a repetitive loop. The thing is I never stick for long enough in result/productivity stacks, I keep comming back to healing until I get tired.
I believe I come back to healing because it feels familiar to me and it makes me feel like Im doing something important, I mean healing is important, but theres things that are higher in the scale of priorities right now.
I quit productivity based stacks because Im afraid, I lack discipline and will. Well honestly I cant say I lack those things, sometimes I get them strongly, but if Im too afraid then they are somehow unreachable for me.
My life feels like a very big and long version of the movie Groundhogs Day.
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I seem to be oscillating between those to alternatives as if they were the only choices I have.
Maybe I need to reevaluate things from a higher perspective.
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I got it!
An important part of Healing is about being aware of low vibration emotions and engage in the alchemical process of transmutation.
Im afraid of being productive, of developing a strong discipline, of moving forwards into the future and make a good enough living for myself.
Thenā¦ by focusing my awarenes into moving to the future I will actually be doing both things at the same time, as if they were oneā¦ Maybe its just one thing after all.
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Once again I was experiencing conflict because I thought I had to choose between to distinct things that existed in the world.
Once again the conflict dissolved once I realized those things existed only in my mind, not in the world. They were not real distinct objects, but only ideas of how things work, allegedlyā¦
Its seems like my path is about moving away from delusion and getting closer to experience that ONE thing we give so many names, to try and get the feeling that we understand it.
Note to self: Reality is not as you think it is.
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After this morning Ive been gaining a lot of clarity and feeling lighter. Its more obvious to me now that its a good idea to continue to streamline my thinking process and gain deeper levels of clarity, while moving towards a more productive life.
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Limitless: Streamline my thinking processes.
True Sell: The actual selling is the weak spot in my chain, so more sells equals more work and more income.
Minds Eye: Clarity of mind, specially for projecting achievable plans.
For now theres no room for Alchemistā¦ I have to streamline my stack too.
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3 day washout ready! Now Im starting my new stack and Im creating a new journal for it.
I might return to this one after 1 or 2 cycles.
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I will continue my journey here:
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Why do you think youāre afraid?
Subconscious self-sabotage because of a feeling of not being āworthyā of it? (Thatās a classic). Maybe you SHOULD heal this more. Or I didnāt understand your solution fully of combining them?
(We can also proceed in your new journal).
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Hummā¦ I dont think I am anymore. I was very reflective during Alchemist st1 and did a lot of inner work to gain clarity.
It was along those lines, mixed with lots of guilt, but the hardest part is something I dont wanna share in public. (check your PM later)
Maybe you didntā¦ maybe I didnt explain it too much 
What I mean is that by focusing in moving fowards and do things I will confront the demons face to face, instead of dragging the waters of the past. My focus was splitted between healing the past OR moving to the futureā¦ while afraid that I NEEDED to heal all the past first or it would never work for me.
Then I realized that I was stuck in a thinking loop that didnt allowed me to moveā¦ I HAD to take the first step to help things move along in my life.
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Any specific methods you used? Meditation? Yoga?
I see. So instead youāre going to do both going forward?
I know @Malkuth uses these āhealing retreatsā where he has a bunch of healing-weeks in a year. I might incorporate the same thing!
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Beautiful.
This is true mental alchemy.
An amazing (and very confusing) set of skills.
I saw this too last week. It was the time that I appreciated Dr. Peterson the most. He doesnāt always reveal that side of himself.
It was amazing how that moment of genuineness completely recontextualized the whole question. And he demonstrated it through action, not through words and exhortations. I respected that.
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So far, Iāve only done one. Originally, was thinking in terms of every 3-6 months. But that was just an estimate.
My current job is to begin integrating and processing my current stack. Once I get a feel for it, I can start to integrate the Healing Retreats, and start to figure out the periodicity thing. (Actually, every 6 months still sort of feels right. But Iāll probably start counting the months from the moment that I feel Iāve āequalized and adaptedā to my current stack. In other words, Iām kind of feeling that I havenāt formally āstartedā yet. Right now Iām looking at February 2023 as possibly my next official point to stop and take stock. Weāll see.)
Anyway, back to @Joa23.
That sounded like a really great healing shift that occurred for you on October 3.
Thesis-Antithesis-Synthesis.
Transcendence.
ā¦and the cycle continuesā¦
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I use Hypnosis, NLP and Holographic Memory Resolution (HMR), that one is a very simple method to learn/use and very powerful.
This video should give you enough to start using it, feel free to ask me anything you want about it.
Yesā¦ basically in some sense and related to a specific context, moving foward and taking action is a way of healing and letting go of the past for me.
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