[Chosen/Stark] The Morning Star

Journals - Custom Subliminals
#361

About 3 hours ago I cleaned up 2 Trauma induced energy blocks, one on my stomach (worry/fear) and one under my navel (loneliness/abandonment), after that I began to feel my energy rising all the way up to my head. I began to feel very light and peaceful, somewhat stoned…

Ive been in a very good mood since that moment. Lots of sexual energy flowing through and around me.

Alchemist is doing a wonderful job, but I think 1 cycle is enough, for the next one Im contemplating True Sell. I believe its gonna complement my customs very well.

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#362

Could also be the spiritual purge the Alchemist does. I did feel that from Stage 1, for sure.

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#363

Day#16

1× Tantric Lover

Im gonna continue my experiment trough the next cycle most probably. I will start a new journal for that.

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#364

Yes It feels like Im still draining all anger…

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#365

I feel a very strong inclination towards stacking Limitless, Minds Eye and True Sell…
Maybe a cycle to let my customs bloom and focus on the former? :thinking:

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#366

I dont know if this is recon or overloading, probably a bit of both, but I have a headache located in the middle of my forehead.
The funny thing is besides that I feel superb, very relaxed and happy.

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#367

Could be your pineal gland getting declassified due to alchemist st1’s “cleansing”.

Drink some water and keep yourself hydrated :muscle:t3:

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#368

I didnt know my pineal gland was classified before :rofl::rofl::rofl:
Jokes aside … I see what you mean and it makes sense.

I got a big jug next to me… thanks bro!

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#369

Bro I’m sick and just woke up from a 5 hours nap :rofl::rofl::rofl:
And autocorrect ditched me as well :slight_smile:

But what I meant to write was “decalcified”.

I had a similar experience as what you described back when I did Stark + Sage + Mind’s Eye, and the way I dealt with it was by opening my mind more to all the possibilities out there, as well as doing things that make me feel grounded (working out).

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#370

Take care of yourself and rest…

I know :wink:

Interesting… I wonder if Minds Eye addresses the Pineal gland somehow

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#371
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#372

It does, Saint mentioned this somewhere in the ME Main Thread. Just a small portion of the script IIRC, but it is in there.

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#373

I knew someone asked this question a long time ago… but couldnt remember if it was ever answered.
In fact I think I might have asked that. Anyways thank you!

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#374

Day#18

1× Phoibos… Quickly approaching the end of the cycle
All the headache is gone and as much water as Im able to drink, Im still thirsty.

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#375

Spirituality seems so void for me at this moment of my life…
Im sure Alchemist st1 is digging deeper in order for me to find something worthy.

I cant find something that I want to believe in and Im not even sure that I want to believe in something.
I feel so distant from any religion or spiritual belief system, I feel them as thought traps.

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#376

Some conclusions at the end of this cycle, heavily influenced by the addition of Alchemist.

  • Spirituality cant be found by joining any religious/spiritual dogma, group or sect.
  • Spirituality cant be found by retracing the steps of a guru (or anyone else for that matter).
  • Spirituality cant be found, because it aint missing.
  • Spirituality is meant to be Lived, to be Experienced.
  • The way to Experience a Spiritual Life is Self Love.
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#377

Ive also noticed a lot of recursive loops in my thinking… A lot of redundancy. I feel that a way to a deeper understanding of myself and achieving more growth is to streamline my thinking in a way that allows me to understand reality differently.
By moving out of some patterns of circular reasoning I can move forwards. Thats why Im going for Limitless and Minds Eye for my next cycle, I dont know yet if Im adding a 3rd title.

This is the custom I would love to build for this purpose, but honestly I think I will stick with the Major titles for a while, at least until I have an extra inflow of cash.

1. Limitless
2. Minds Eye
3. Wisdom Personified
4. Information Releaser
5. The Lines
6. The Single Point
7. The Streams
8. Submodel Alpha
9. Unlimiter
10. Mastermind
11. Raikov
12. The Merger of Worlds
13. I.Q. and Cognitive Booster
14. SPS: Nervous System
15. SPS: Endocrine System.

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#378

Profound post!! Alchemist at play eh? :grin:

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#379

Day#20

1× Alchemist St1
3 minutes of Minds Eye.

I think next cycle I will do

Limitless
Alchemist St2
True Sell
Minds Eye (7 minutes once a week as if it were Ascension Chamber)

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#380

It always surprises me… ❤️‍🔥

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