[Chosen/Stark] The Morning Star

It does, Saint mentioned this somewhere in the ME Main Thread. Just a small portion of the script IIRC, but it is in there.

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I knew someone asked this question a long time ago… but couldnt remember if it was ever answered.
In fact I think I might have asked that. Anyways thank you!

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Day#18

1× Phoibos… Quickly approaching the end of the cycle
All the headache is gone and as much water as Im able to drink, Im still thirsty.

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Spirituality seems so void for me at this moment of my life…
Im sure Alchemist st1 is digging deeper in order for me to find something worthy.

I cant find something that I want to believe in and Im not even sure that I want to believe in something.
I feel so distant from any religion or spiritual belief system, I feel them as thought traps.

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Some conclusions at the end of this cycle, heavily influenced by the addition of Alchemist.

  • Spirituality cant be found by joining any religious/spiritual dogma, group or sect.
  • Spirituality cant be found by retracing the steps of a guru (or anyone else for that matter).
  • Spirituality cant be found, because it aint missing.
  • Spirituality is meant to be Lived, to be Experienced.
  • The way to Experience a Spiritual Life is Self Love.
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Ive also noticed a lot of recursive loops in my thinking… A lot of redundancy. I feel that a way to a deeper understanding of myself and achieving more growth is to streamline my thinking in a way that allows me to understand reality differently.
By moving out of some patterns of circular reasoning I can move forwards. Thats why Im going for Limitless and Minds Eye for my next cycle, I dont know yet if Im adding a 3rd title.

This is the custom I would love to build for this purpose, but honestly I think I will stick with the Major titles for a while, at least until I have an extra inflow of cash.

1. Limitless
2. Minds Eye
3. Wisdom Personified
4. Information Releaser
5. The Lines
6. The Single Point
7. The Streams
8. Submodel Alpha
9. Unlimiter
10. Mastermind
11. Raikov
12. The Merger of Worlds
13. I.Q. and Cognitive Booster
14. SPS: Nervous System
15. SPS: Endocrine System.

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Profound post!! Alchemist at play eh? :grin:

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Day#20

1× Alchemist St1
3 minutes of Minds Eye.

I think next cycle I will do

Limitless
Alchemist St2
True Sell
Minds Eye (7 minutes once a week as if it were Ascension Chamber)

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It always surprises me… ❤️‍🔥

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How are you?

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How is your anger level?

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Long gone my friend…

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Much better my man.
Thank you for asking :pray:t3:

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Washout day#2

I feel a lot of processing in the brain and pressure in the forehead.

Yesterday I was very emotional and quick to anger, specially last night.
At one moment I realized that Im really tired of constant healing and I need to focus on getting things done… Thats one of the thoughts I keep having once in a while on a repetitive loop. The thing is I never stick for long enough in result/productivity stacks, I keep comming back to healing until I get tired.

I believe I come back to healing because it feels familiar to me and it makes me feel like Im doing something important, I mean healing is important, but theres things that are higher in the scale of priorities right now.
I quit productivity based stacks because Im afraid, I lack discipline and will. Well honestly I cant say I lack those things, sometimes I get them strongly, but if Im too afraid then they are somehow unreachable for me.

My life feels like a very big and long version of the movie Groundhogs Day.

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I seem to be oscillating between those to alternatives as if they were the only choices I have.
Maybe I need to reevaluate things from a higher perspective.

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I got it!

An important part of Healing is about being aware of low vibration emotions and engage in the alchemical process of transmutation.

Im afraid of being productive, of developing a strong discipline, of moving forwards into the future and make a good enough living for myself.

Then… by focusing my awarenes into moving to the future I will actually be doing both things at the same time, as if they were one… Maybe its just one thing after all.

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Once again I was experiencing conflict because I thought I had to choose between to distinct things that existed in the world.
Once again the conflict dissolved once I realized those things existed only in my mind, not in the world. They were not real distinct objects, but only ideas of how things work, allegedly…

Its seems like my path is about moving away from delusion and getting closer to experience that ONE thing we give so many names, to try and get the feeling that we understand it.

Note to self: Reality is not as you think it is.

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After this morning Ive been gaining a lot of clarity and feeling lighter. Its more obvious to me now that its a good idea to continue to streamline my thinking process and gain deeper levels of clarity, while moving towards a more productive life.

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Limitless: Streamline my thinking processes.
True Sell: The actual selling is the weak spot in my chain, so more sells equals more work and more income.
Minds Eye: Clarity of mind, specially for projecting achievable plans.

For now theres no room for Alchemist… I have to streamline my stack too.

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