I’m reflecting today on Chiron.
“The Wound.”
I was thinking that the sensation and the insight of Chiron can be expressed thusly:
"I am no good (am unworthy) because I am not able to __________ ".
You can fill in the blank with the actions of the sign (and House) of Chiron in your chart.
If Chiron is in Aries, it would be
“I am no good because I am not able to assert myself or to compete effectively or to stand up for myself.”
And so on.
If Chiron is in the 10th House it would be:
“I’m unworthy because I’m ineffective in establishing myself in society.”
We all have areas in which we feel a fundamental sense of inferiority and unworthiness.
But the point of Chiron is to strive in these areas and to work with them.
A person never “conquers” Chiron, but we can develop a truce.
And these areas in which we experience incompetence, unworthiness, insufficiency, etc., are the places where we can test ourselves and truly learn profound insights.
They are the places where we learn about healing.
We truly learn about healing by courageously facing wounds.
And even though Chiron’s wound may never completely heal, the sense of unworthiness can heal.
The wound remains. But the gradually mastered lesson of Humility transforms Unworthiness into genuine Generosity and even Compassion.
There are some lessons that you can only learn in the mud.