Day 20 Sub Day
Replaced lovebomb for paragon for 1 loop because of a shoulder rotatory issue…pain seems very low now & today on the back didn’t have any problem but with sub, I will again visit the doctor
Now there’s a confidence-building where it seems I can read any books I want even religious books & now nothing to seem difficult to learn or read
My focus is increased & I am not only using it while working but in every other area of life which is making me conscious…I hope this increase 10x fold in the next cycle
Now I also wanted to learn different languages too 
Life was meaningless & I was living on autopilot with the same behaviour but as I said I am being attentive in most parts of life other than work looks like every action of our is very much important & how my actions were affecting others…in other word becoming self-conscious making life meaningful
everything is being done with some purpose & not just for sake of doing it like practising religious activities or even talking to friends…again, of course, its not perfect yet but I am sure it will progress further
There are a few issues I am facing with productivity but making a sheet & trying to solve the issue step by step & breaking it into smaller parts