Last day I worked, on the way to the gas station, the car infront of me had a 777 on its license plate. I passed it pretty quickly. When I entered the town where I work, again I had a car with 777 on it’s license plate right in front of me.
Today, I looked 2 times at the numbers of liters the customer refueled. First time it was 8.88 liters, second time 7.77 liters. Both motorcycles.
And many more, but this were the most outstanding.
I realized I didn’t play Assassin’s creed for 3 days in a row. Whenever I usually played I have more important things to do. Either some chores around the house or reading a super interesting book from Alberto Villoldo.
When my mom came back from dialysis, she told me her driver spoke very highly of me and my work at the gasstation. He’s the bf of the owner and his daughter was the one training me the first three days. So praise form authority. It’s building my self-esteem.
LB, GM or both?
It’s spring and I enjoy nature coming back to life much more than in the last few years.
I listened to my subs early afternoon today, so I’m looking forward to see if it makes any difference on how tired I’m gonna wake up tomorrow.
Today I prepared some Chashu. Japanese pork belly for Ramen. Tomorrow is Ramen day.
Longest KB2 loop ever yesterday and I woke up today and felt much better than normaly
Since I started with KB2, it always felt like I was hit by a truck again as in stage 1.
Today, I still felt tired, but all the bodily ailments are gone.
Might also be a factor that I listened in the afternoon instead of the late evening.
Forgot to link it. But it’s important so I’ll link it now. LB caused some serious recon with 11:30 minutes.
17 April
Listening Day 10
5:30 LB 25sec RotNW 3:33 Phoenix
I wanted to play LB a bit longer somewhere in between 9 which was good and 11:30 with recon. But at 5:30 O suddenly knew it’s enough.
Yesterday was one of the most challenging days this year so far.
In the morning I drove to the airport to fetch my aunt. On the way, I took my mom to an outlet for shopping and myself to an asia market to get some basics to make Ramen.
The traffic was terrible. Aggressive drivers, heavy rain, and 20 minutes off standstill because a trucker had a heartattack and his truck blocked the whole road.
When we came home, I was tired from 4.5 hours driving. Then made some Ramen (which was delicious). When I left the kitchen for a moment, it suddenly clashed between my fiancee and mom again. It was brewing for a few days now, but I hoped I could defuse the situation, but no.
The tricky part about this was, that I had to leave immediately after their clash for work.
My shift went rather well besides two vapes I sold that didn’t work (according to the customer), and my boss was pissed that that’s 60 or her bucks going down the drain.
And my colleague that should check in with me at the end of my shift didn’t show up (she has the key to the gassation).
So until I reached her finally, It was way past 10pm and I left way later than I hoped for.
Coming home late and exhausted, I talked to my fiancee for another 2 hours to clear the situation at least on her end as good as possible.
And I think we made some good progress.
Went to bed at 1:30 woke up at 9. Tired but not exhausted or ailing.
No work until Saturday, so a lot of time to do other important things.
BTW, I had one really strange dream yesterday.
I dreamt that my loose tooth came out.
At first it was a normal tooth, than it looked like one of these jelly vampire set of teeth. And than it grew until it had the size of a flounder.
And I was just asking myself, how should it get this huge thing back in my mouth. It was hilarious 
19 April
Listening Day 11
KB2 15 min LB 15 min
Going with a boom again into my rest days.
Now I’m officially one week free from gaming. Considering that I spent over 100 hours in the first six weeks with Assassin’s Creed Valhalla that’s astonishing.
I didn’t even need will power.
It was rather that I was doing tasks like household chores, reading the book I bought on shamanic healing etc.
I’m guessing this is LB. The increased self worth now makes me do things that are actually good for me and my loved ones instead of numbing my senses with gaming.
Also LB, I introduced a dental care routine. I had cavities my hole life, a few teeth that just crumbled away etc. Now I’m doing what I know is best. Earlier this year, I almost lost one tooth when it got stuck on a gummy bear and was pulled out. Since then I have really sensitive gums. A bit swollen and easily bleeding.
So I started brushing them with CDS once or twice a day and the bleeding got much better already. I try to drink a banana milk with powdered eggshells everyday for recalcification. And to strengthen my jaw, gums and teeth in general I do a knitbown mouthwash at least once a day.
Let’s see how it works out.
Tomorrow starts my rest period.
After that, I’m pondering if I run another cycle of KB2 or if I should switch to stage 3 already after just one cycle.
Rest day 1
One day since I listened to the full loops of KB2 and LB. No recon so far.
I was pretty productive compared to the weeks before. Nothing about money, but cleaning the house so that now almost everything is clean and tidy but my office. That’s gonna be my goal today if I can fit it in with my work.
Often when I listen to a dense stack, I notice that I need to pee a lot more, especially at night.
This night, I went to the toilet after I finished my work at 10pm, right before I went to bed around midnight and 4 times during the night.
Normaly I only need to go somewhere around 6am.
One of the supplements I take is methylene blue.
It’s powering up the mitochondria, cleaning the brain from residue and much more.
The most significant side effect is that it turnes your piss blue (that’s why it was developed further into Hydroxychloroquine which doesn’t do that) or emerald.
But on days with dense subs, I notice that the color is often white, despite the amount of methylene blue I take.
It’s important to understand, that the kidneys aren’t waste removers (like the liver) in the typical way, but rather they remove everything that is to much in your blood. They are a regulating organ. They try to keep steady levels of everything: minerals, sugar, and much more.
So if I pee white, it means there’s either to much water that thinned everything down, or the body used up everything that could be discarded.
Especially with the methylene blue. The residue in the glass is enough to give a deep blue color to the water when I rinse it out.
But there’s often not the slightest blue tone in my pee.
I didn’t notice anything like it before I started with subs.
I used to eat as a coping mechanism.
It’s still there. Yesterday I demolished a whole can of Pringles.
But its getting less, just as with gaming.
Today I had breakfast, a small snack at lunch, a cringle at work and only a big meal in the evening. I didn’t have the desire to eat all day. I wasn’t hungry. That’s another great development.
I guess that’s LB as well.
On the other hand, I’m exhausted today. 5 busy hours at the gas station. When I came home, I hit the bed straight. No napping, just lying down, recovering a bit of energy.
I don’t think it’s from work.
My guess is, it’s me being tired from processing the subs.
I’m keeping up my dental routine as good as possible. But no banana milk today. To tired to make it. And I don’t want to drink to much so late. I don’t want to go to the toilet 4 times again tonight.
But it’s working pretty well. My teeth feel clean all day, even after eating they feel smooth and clean, no plaque.
April is like a woman.
Last Sunday 28°C (82°F) today it’s snowing.
What is CDS?
Chlorine Dioxide Solution.
There was much talk about MMS during Corona.
CDS is an activated form of MMS.
Unlike what MSM is telling people, it’s actually quite safe. A 70kg person would need to drink about 6 liters until it’s getting dangerous according to studies done on mice.
It’s the last of my 5 rest days in between cycles.
This morning I woke up and felt like “I’ll build my first custom”.
I was considering running EoG a while to get all these financial blocks resolved. But I didn’t knew when. This morning I suddenly thought, why not augmenting my GM into a custom with EoG stage 1 +NWE and a few synergy modules to have a “Building a solid financial base” custom?
Still reading descriptions of the modules. Opened all that I knew were interesting and all those that I didn’t know and suddenly I had 235 tabs open. 150 are remaining.
Let’s see how it works out.
So this is a first rough sketch of what I want.
I want a custom that builds a foundation, nothing super specific, a custom I can hear endlessly. Even when I make a lot of money.
My first impulse was to augment GM with EoG1and add some enhancers. Then, a bit more specific, something priming me for a sales job.
Genesis: Mogul
for the basics of everything
Ecstasy of Gold Stage 1
to remove any bad believes concerning Money
New Wealth Experience
to boost EoG1 with NWE
Synergy: The Golden One +7
it’s a wealth Custom after all
Synergy: Winner Overdrive +2
for success
Synergy: Carpe Vitam +3
to be able to go “All in”
Synergy: I AM ATMAN +5
mainly because of atman and unlimiter
Synergy: Divine Dominion +6
I want at least one of these result enhancers, but unsure which. Both contain modules I’d want.
Synergy: Tale of the Dragon +4
I wanted True Sell and Dragon tounge for starting in sales
Synergy: Voice Master +2
for sales and in general
Cosmic Navigator
unlimited wealth
Pragya
to process the whole custom better
Dynasty
the only one not wealth related per se, but considering how taxing the situation in my family is atm, this could help tremendously by solving tensions and thereby freeing mental capacities
Job Seeker
speaks for its self
Objectives
In total 3 cores (2.5) that would have filled 36 slots before Synergy modules. I could reduce some by taking only certain modules from Synergy modules, like Dragon tounge and true sell instead of Tale of the Dragon, but that would increase the cost…
After some first (hopefully) comments, I changed my custom plan a bit.
I switched EoG1 for HoM. HoM has many features I wanted from EoG1 plus some I wanted from I AM ATMAN and also supports Dynasty.
Additionally it seems to be the best title for Sales in general.
I kicked I AM ATMAN because @Lion warned it could lead to quite some recon. Not surprising considering that I AM is a part or Khans Total Breakdown.
I kept ARES for now, but I’m pondering tossing it as well.
I’m not sure about the necessity of the NWE core anymore, so I opened a ticket about it.
So my current build plan looks like this.
I don’t know how much time I spent today researching modules and everything. So much I couldn’t understand some descriptions anymore.
Information overload.
Tomorrow I’ll start KB3. Already excited.
Listening Day 1
KB3 3:01 GM 14:08
Do you know this feeling when you’re running a sub and suddenly feel like “That’s enough. I need to turn of thus sub immediately!”
Had this with KB3. First time I’ve listened to it. After 2:40 I felt like turning it of. I saw the time and thought “Oh, only 2:40. I can endure more.” But after 20 seconds ly mind was like “Are you stupid? Turn thus sub immediately off”. So I did.
After spending countless hours in here yesterday, I’ve decided to reduce my time today drastically.
Started cleaning the porch. So much pollen and the “Sahara-Dust” or whatever it is they put up in the air.
Need to do more. Be more active in RL.
The last to sentence came straight from my subconscious. Was pondering about about something and my fingers moved in their own. Is this from a sub?
My subconscious talking actively through my phone keyboard?
Strange things happen.
These direct channels are great! Kinda difficult to keep the right frequence, but do if you can.
Became super tired 30 minutes after listening.
Thank God I didn’t listen longer.
Love that, something I also been getting lately, thoughts of being more active IRL. Like, stop thinking so much and do, you need balance.
420, I see. Things are good in Berlin now. 
