Reading this again has brought tears to my eyes. Wth!
Doing a solo cycle of LB. Listened twice so far since over a week washing out.
I’ve been sleeping 7-9 hours lately and noticing some pretty dark dreams.
One dream my oldest was shot and I saved his life. Upon waking from the dream it brought me closer to him, feeling more compassion and sensitivity. I’ve felt like I need to protect him from the world since his high functioning autism and ADHD diagnosis many years back. I’ve had deep fears of him growing up, wondering what he becomes.
Ive devoted a lot of my time to working with him on speech and language, occupational therapy, behaviour management and all that. He’s been in a regular classroom with indirect support all through school. He graduates from grade 8 soon which means he’s off to high school for 4 years in September.
It seems like I may have shot him and healed him in that dream. That’s dark.
I’m grateful for this title because it’s helping me soften my armour of protection.
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