I finally got 9 and a half hours sleep 


I only got woken up once to close the curtain but other than that…
I’m so happy.
I know it sounds silly but my sleep really has been bothering me and affecting the processing. I’m so glad I was finally able to just sleep.
Anyway. I feel like the subs are kicking in.
This is gonna sound really funny but I’ve been SUPER popular on Grindr recently
normally I’m not but people are popping up to me all over the place haha and I’m using pictures I used a while ago or new ones…
Aura of craving maybe? Fame from Stark? Idk, feels good to have some attention to be honest.
I’ve actually been getting normal conversations on there too. Not just dick pics.
Same goes for Tinder even tho Tinder is a little less conversation as the focus has been on the instant message of Grindr. I’ve been getting more matches and all that kinds of stuff.
In regards to business…I managed to get an invite to ClubHouse which is a social media app about pretty much anything and you join a room and talk to people. Both me and my boyfriend have been in rooms with people like Grant Cardone and others…we’ve been getting Instagram/TikTok tips and everything. The rooms can range from Growth Marketing, Dance, Fashion, whatever.
ClubHouse is invite only. I have 6 invites if anyone needs one. I’d like to save a couple just incase but when people join you get an invite automatically.
ClubHouse is also iPhone only currently. No Android version.
Anyhow…pretty awesome if you ask me. Sounds like Inner Circle is starting to kick in.
In regards to that, my boyfriend was in a room for dance and one of the top agents were there and he ended up getting followed by her and a bunch of top choreographers on the app…he even she her his work via Instagram/email and she said she loved it…they can’t take clients on at the moment due to the pandemic but she wanted to talk about it with her partner. Awesome news.
In other news…I finally had a doctor’s appointment to talk about me having ADHD and I’m finally getting referred to someone who does the final diagnosis. The doctor strongly believes I have it and so do I.
It has really been holding me back on the procrasination front.
I’m going to add The Executive or BLU-E in when I need to take action and only listen during the day. I used to only listen during the night so we’ll see the results. I read the manual again and it says it works better in the daytime.