Back to my roots - an Invictus journal

Well
I think I misjudged your relationship with your father, and I think we both can have good things. It’s more of “GHEBTAH” feeling than “HASAD”. You know what I mean as a Muslim.
About love bomb, anyways let’s leave it there.
If I was to edit my last post, I would replace family with society. MY father is VERY VERY toxic and ENVIOUS person and he does not know english in his 60’s.

then stop trying to use subs for “Power”, and focus on your relationship.

instead of complaining to life, own it, cause no one is gonna help you until you learn to help yourself, and while you might have this belief that using such high status/power related subs will help you, they won’t, because all you’re doing is making it worse for yourself by chasing power out of envy.

Go heal yourself.

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Blah blah blah :expressionless:
I don’t see the need.

I mean I’m sorry to disappoint but @Invictus is right on this. No one can change your future except yourself. Blaming your dad for whats happening is not going to change your life if anything it would make it worse. If you want to change your life, you have to do it yourself no one else can do it for you:)

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I don’t remember blaming anyone
I need to get away from him

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@Alphamale
I think you should post your comments, concerns, and questions in Questions and Comments. Try to respect Invictus’ journey and support him in it. Perhaps, you could create your own journal to share it all with us or go back to the old one, mate. :blush:


Invictus I’m glad that you shifted from trying to achieve some external goals to becoming the hero to whom getting what you desire is something “natural and effortless”. That’s a great shift to defining the one you want to become and striving to become “him”.

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When you call someone lucky, it’s an act of positivity.
Me and Invictus had some quarrel and it does not stop me from posting my comments on his journal sometimes, however he had been rude towards me multiple times after that, but it is what it is.

I highly doubt most people would feel the same thing… Most people say that others got lucky out of envy or jealousy.

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I mean no income tax so not gonna lie that’s pretty fun

I don’t know if it’s still the richest country in the world having 13 percent of gas reserves.

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What if you were to throw out these labels, do you think it would help you develop in the ways you truly want to?

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That’s the thing
I hate those terms, which is why I avoid using them to describe myself, hence why I also don’t participate in topics that discuss the so-called “alphamale mindset”, it just sounds to me like people use such words to justify their ignorance regarding the virtues of what makes a man.

In fact, in my humble opinion, talks about “alphas”, “betas”, and “sigmas” seem to me like socially constructed terms to keep the general male population caught up in a cycle of self criticism and doubt, by making them feel inadequate as men, simply because they don’t meet the criteria of either an “alphamale” or a “sigma male”.

But yeah, I was just using the labels to solidify my points that I made from my self reflection, and the one thing I’m sure of now is that my biggest strength, and it’s what I want to continuously develop, is that I’m a people’s person, and I feel much more content knowing that someone had a nice time with me, than feeling my “authority” over someone else.

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Sounds like you’re trying to give evil eye

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Hey @RVconsultant, if it’s not too much trouble, can you notify staff about order #2024013, it’s been more than 24 hours (ordered with express delivery) :sweat_smile:

I’ll send a support ticket as well

Edit: all good now

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I feel it causes a hierarchical system, dividing the population into categories and a “Alpha” according to it’s principles will inevitably look down on those below him.

A true man, in my opinion, knows how to converse and socialise with all social classes while seeing them as equals, never looking down or up to anyone.

I’m the same.

I live for others, and wish them to feel the best, I love to be my best self and to accomplish great feats in life but never at the cost or degradation of my fellows.

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I like this.

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I’ll post about it soon, but I re-ordered my custom with couple modules switched, mainly because I think I rushed the last one :rofl:

One of the changes was to the WANTED core going back to EF3, it didn’t have the same momentum so I switched back, other than that, most of it is the same, so I’m just gonna call it Neo-Genesis instead.

On a side note:
I’m feeling much happier about who I am as a person, I think this is mainly from Khan, as it has been happening before the custom with WANTED too when I was testing Khan, which is very surprising and fascinating, because for the longest time, I used to think that khan was just not something I ever wanna run, and now I like it more than Stark + WANTED combined hahaha, this is another reason for the quick remake, because I want to focus more on this new side of mine, and WANTED feels like it was trying to pull me back to my previous self hahaha.

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