Azriel's-Unfolding ZP stack

Journals - Major Programs
#99

You mean you just write stuff that happens that day? Thanks

#100

no, I often practice ‘morning pages’ it’s free writing, stream of consciousness for 3 blank pages. Google ‘Morning Pages’ to find out about it. I do this with the intention to clear and make room for creativity. Sometimes during this practice I write about what ‘has happened’ or is happening in my life. I do this on yellow notepad, and have started to try not to use blue ink, because it’s too powerful in it’s intention and this purpose of this writing is just to clear. I believe @SaintSovereign mentioned the value of blue ink but can’t remember the specifics.

Then I do a special personal meditation for 7 minutes

Then I do an intentional journal practice in a separate gorgeous metallic fancy journal. I write I am ‘creating’ then write whatever I want. Over and over again with different creations. I try to feel it as if it is true or it is inevitable it will become true. Sometimes it feels deep and aligned, other times a fix, and other times I am totally surprised at what comes out. I’ve only done this for the last few weeks, and VERY often exactly what I write unfolds in a way I did not expect within a day or two.

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#101

Thank you
You have one of the best journals on this forum.
Now that you ran emperor for such a long time, do you think you have integrated it completely?

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#102

Thank you @Alphamale
That means a lot to me.
I’m glad it offers something to people.

I feel I’ve integrated elements of Emperor completely

1.Perfectionism (mostly good sometimes a bit self demanding)
2. Precision
3. Drive to do my best in whatever I do
4. Comfort everywhere I go (unless super triggered or going through recon)
5. Work Ethic
6. Overall Confidence
7. Thinking like a winner
8. Entrepreneurial mindset
9. Freedom from outcomes with woman etc

There are elements I feel I am ONLY NOW starting to really integrate

  1. Deserving and self value
  2. Sense of complete self conviction in making amazing things happen
  3. Empire building
  4. Generating wealth and financial freedom
  5. Being masculine and Alpha with EXTREMELY high status people, especially if I WANT something from them

This will be easier

  • Achieve total financial abundance and freedom through the manifestation and building of wealth and success.- THIS IS ACTUALLY ON THE VERGE OF COMING TRUE

  • Increase overall motivation to generate as much wealth as possible through all available channels, which includes creating NEW channels and pathways for revenue (ex: entrepreneurship, trading stocks or crypto, etc.).- YES COMPLETELY PART OF MY CORE CHARACTER NOW

  • Improve and enhance natural positive manifestation abilities, especially when working toward achieving financial abundance, success, and your romance life. THIS GOES IN AND OUT

  • Easily generate new ideas for wealth generation and increase motivation to act on those ideas. THIS GOES IN AND OUT

  • Begin creating your business / social / romantic empire using the resources you have now, rather than having to “save up” before starting. I HAVE NOT CREATED MY OWN PATHWAY FOR BUSINESS BUT IN WORK AND WHENEVER I PUT EFFORT TOWARD CLIENT GENERATION THINGS MOVE FAST

  • Enhance and improve decision making skills when scaling your empire once you’ve acquired more resources. STARTING TO UNFOLD

  • Improve goal setting habits, and completely dissolve all fears around achieving those goals, especially when setting goals that deal with generating wealth, achieving success and cultivating your romance life. I HAVE 70% LESS FEAR AROUND MY BIG GOALS WITH THESE

  • Increase overall productivity and eliminate procrastination, especially when working toward generating maximum wealth and cultivating your romance life. COMPLETELY INCULCATED. THE ONLY THING THAT DERAILS ME IS TO MANY GOALS AT ONCE AND LACK OF PRIORITIZATION

  • Breakthrough and eliminate any and all internal wealth ceilings (negative beliefs capping your earning potential) preventing you from achieving complete financial freedom. THIS IS HAPPENING CURRENTLY FINALLY

  • Breakthrough and eliminate any and all internal success ceilings (negative beliefs capping your ability to achieve widespread success). THIS IS HAPPENING CURRENTLY FINALLY

  • Overall cognitive enhancement—faster raw processing speed, increase fluid intelligence, develop strong logical reasoning abilities, quickly learn new skills, etc. YES THIS IS PART OF WHO I AM NOW

  • Uncover / discover any secrets, strategies and tactics that will help you achieve incredible wealth and financial abundance. HAVE NOT FOUND ANYTHING PARTICULAR

  • Improve debt management skills and eliminate all debt that inhibits your ability to generate wealth (this does not negatively affect strategic deals that includes obtaining credit or other capital that requires repayment). DEBT DOES NOT EFFECT MY WEALTH GENERATING, MY DEBT IS SIGNIFICANTLY DOWN BUT NOT ELIMINATED

  • Develop long-term financial visualization and planning skills. YES, THIS IS A BIG PART OF DAY TO DAY

  • Manifest friends, colleagues, partners, etc. who will help you achieve all of your success and wealth goals. YES THIS IS HAPPENING LIKE CRAZY

  • Manifest mentors, books, courses and other sources of information to give you the knowledge to achieve all of your success and wealth goals. THIS IS STARTING TO HAPPEN

  • Develop a strong sense of self, improve internal confidence in your ability to succeed at everything you attempt, especially when working toward wealth generation. YES THIS IS HOW I FEEL NOW HOWEVER IT TOOK A WHILE TO GET TO

  • Completely detach from and neutralize all negative societal programming in regards to money, success and generating wealth. EMPEROR DIDN’T DO THIS-IT MAY HAVE HELPED BUT HOM AND EOG ARE DOING THIS

  • Change your mindset to that of a winner, turning all negatives into opportunities for growth and acting upon those opportunities in a way that helps you generate wealth and achieve widespread success. YES THAT IS HAPPENING, I ALWAYS LOOK TO TURN DIFFICULT SITUATION AROUND

  • Completely detach from and neutralize all negative societal programming in regards to masculinity and sexuality with the target goal of achieving absolute romantic and sexual freedom. YES THIS IS 90% THE CASE NOW

  • Attract and manifest romantic partners for the purposes of a monogamous relationship, or multiple sexual relationships. THIS GOES IN AND OUT

  • Improve and enhance your seduction and sexual skills — perform better in bed, improved sexual stamina, overcome premature ejaculation. THIS HAS BEEN MY EXPERIENCE

  • Generate a profound, incredibly potent energetic and physical aura of sexiness. I DEFINITELY SEE FEEDBACK ON THIS

  • Generate a profound, incredibly potent energetic and physical aura of power, respect, status and strength. DEFINITELY PERCEIVE FEEDBACK ON THIS

  • Easily develop strong and assertive masculine body language and masculine voice. YES

  • Easily develop assertive, strong masculine language skills and manner of speaking. THIS GOES IN AND OUT, IT’S BEEN A CHALLENGE TO NOT BE TOO AGGRESSIVE AND CREATE CONFLICT OR FRICTION AT TIMES

  • Develop an extreme sense of internal power and strength. THIS GOES IN AND OUT

  • General masculinity boost, including boosts in confidence, power, strength, invincibility, self-assuredness, and being comfortable in one’s own skin. THIS IS DEFINITELY OFTEN THE CASE BUT GOES IN AND OUT

  • Easily develop positive leadership skills, prompting those around you to follow your lead. THIS HAS BEEN THE CASE BUT I HAVE NOT NOTICED IT, EVERY TIME I GO TO LEAD OR SUGGEST THINGS IT WORK I JUST HAVE THE MINDSET OF EXPECTING OTHERS TO LEAD IN CERTAIN ENVIROMENTS WHERE OTHERS HAVE POSITIONALLY HIGHER STATUS THAN ME-AT WORK ETC. I ALSO WORK AND HANG OUT WITH VERY ALPHA PEOPLE SO HAS BEEN HARD TO TELL

  • Easily discover your path in life and make steps to relentlessly achieve those goals. THIS HAS NOT BEEN THE CASE-I KEEP JUST COMING BACK TO FOCUS ON THE WORK IVE BEEN DOING PREDOMINANTLY AND WHILE I COULDN’T SEE IT AT THE TIME OUTSIDE OF A PIPEDREAM/HUNCH IT IS NOW ON THE VERGE OF BEING AN ENORMOUS SOURCE OF WEALTH. I’M SET TO MAKE UPWARD OF 10K A MONTH WITH OPPORUNTIES FOR BONUS IN THE HUNDREDS OF THOUSANDS. RECENTLY MY CONFIDENCE IN MY OWN BUSINESS OPPORTUNITIES OUTSIDE OF WORK HAS SHOT THROUGHT THE ROOF

  • Develop a relentless sense of power, ambition and motivation, with automatic harnessing of this power to achieve all your goals. YES THIS IS THE CASE.

  • Body shifting — muscles, physical shifting, fat burning, increasing overall toughness. NOT AS STRONG AS FITNESS SUBS BUT STILL NOTICABLE

  • Reframing of past adversities as learning moments—giving you insight on how to overcome all future challenges (replacing the “manifest challenges” scripting). YES, THIS IS NOTICABLY THE CASE

  • An extreme sense of personal power and pride, that you are the master of your reality and being. GOES IN AND OUT

  • That you are a highly valued person with the potential to become the greatest person that ever lived. GOES IN AND OUT

  • The sense that achieving incredible success, money and abundance are absolutely effortless to you, and will flow endlessly into your life. YES THIS IS NOW THE CASE

  • The ability to easily manifest extremely profitable and lucrative situations, business and personal deals. EXTREMELY PROFITABLE FOR PERIODS OVER THE LAST FEW YEARS

  • Some of the most incredibly positive self-talk to constantly keep you motivated and ready to conquer I DO NOT HAVE THIS EXPERIENCE, KHAN STAGE 1, HOM AND STARK GIVE ME MUCH STRONGER SELF TALK- I JUST KIND OF DRIVE THROUGH ON EMPEROR. ALTHOUGH THE MOMEMENT I AM OPERATING IN INDEPEDENT ENDEVOURS OUTSIDE OF WORK MY SELF TALK IS MUCH MORE POSITIVE

  • Romance, ROMANCE, ROMANCE! And sex, of course. Enjoy being able to choose between multiple romantic partners :wink: EMPEROR HAS IMPROVED MY DATING LIFE FOR SURE I HAVE NOT BEEN IN A POSITION OF CHOOSING BETWEEN MULTIPLE ROMANTIC PARTNERS WHILE SLEEPING WITH BOTH OF THEM. PRIOR TO THAT YES. I HAVE PUT NEXT TO ZERO EFFORT INTO THIS THOUGH

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30s Microloop Discussion Thread
#103

@Alphamale makes a strong point. This is a great journal, @Azriel.

If you were to add up all of the time that you have listened to Emperor, how long do you think it would be by now? I feel like this is a title that you’ve used very consistently.

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#104

Thank you @Malkuth

I’ve run it consistently since 2020 either solo or in customs. I took about 3-4 months off really running subs consistently though. And then did ZP without Emperor for a month or so I believe. I’d say I’ve done about 20 months of Emperor or Emperor in Customs consistently.

This is my real Emperor Journal lol

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#105

Thank you for this elaborate post, it is definitely a very useful feedback to co-founders.

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#106

I’ve run significantly more ZP than usual
Rather usually I run 3-5 minutes not loops. I’ve been completing loops
in 3 day spans rather than 6 day ones. On EOG stage 1 and Emperor

If I have recon it is very distinct. Generally I feel up again the limits of my life strongly. Everything seems to be falling apart, and I feel a little childish, and powerless, and a bit hopeless. Like who I am is not capable enough, valued enough, worthy enough, strong enough etc

These have been under the surface/issue generally but they are prevalent now.
Let’s so see what unfolds .

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#107

Not sure if recon but I’m strongly considering
moving fully into Khan stage 1
Social dominance, assertiveness, alphaness, independence, is not translating strongly enough into my work environment and the cost is potentially too high.
I really wanted to run EOG stage 1 for a few cycles and don’t thing taking on the two would be good.
More to say soon

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#108

Also consider commander

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#109

I meant to test commander but have not yet.
will try it this week.

I’ve been really on a low with some developments.

I’ve been struggling with consistency with last few weeks. It’s a critical time to prove myself with large potential on the table at work.

And my full on saboteur/ just fed up and disconnected, aspect of myself has come out.

Many subtle factors have started to add up to have me believe that I’m wasting my time at work, and all this causes me to do less, be less proactive and avoid more.

I’m not being met with enough energy, consistency, or certainty. I ended up getting sick with covid during our launch, and took half a day off and kept working in some shitty grey zone the rest of the week and fucked up a bunch of other things.

Since I was sick all last week I took the week off subs as well. By Friday I felt all my energy focused in different directions than work. It’s adrenaline, desire to be in the C-Suite, and the prospect of tripling my income again that has me wade through the mess to move forward with it.

The truth is, given the environment, I’m not sure I have what’s needed to bring the value I’d need to bring to make it worth my while. We’ll see, I don’t want to speculate to much just get my head back in the game and do one more month.

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#110

I have been having the same feeling regarding work.
No interest or desire to be or do work in this environment that I am in.

Could be a way of letting you know that it’s time to move on?

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#111

I think there is a truth in @pacman’s above statement

I was all in, for the cultural, innovative amazing opportunity I though the new company being launched was. I realized that was a special experience I was bringing both to others- and in convincing myself.

I’m essentially a chief of staff in utility and function, both in terms of confidant/strategist/and executor for the executive and in terms of managing the team and company at large.

As my position moves to a more specific deliverable system and less getting to act on owners mindset, especially without any upside currently negotiated, I am less seeing the work I do as a career, calling, or ground floor of something amazing, and more like a job to execute well, while I develop myself, and cultivate new fields.

I’ve had this happen before but some spell has been broken, now nothing is expected and anything that could happen meaningfully different will be a function of pure responsibility and causing.

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#112

EOG stage 1 has been quite a journey. I have felt the absolute complete disempowerment of my financial situation, and it’s impact generationally even, and have shifted into more and more moments of money simply not being the defining factor in anything. My will and desire and sense of personhood is starting to shine through and comes first; even as my ambition, clarity, and confidence around my world of money grows.

I didn’t realize what a grasp money had/has on my willingness to even fully be in my own life.

Deep seated sense of being less than others who have or make more money, fearing my future when older without money, a sense of wasting life now because I don’t have the money to focus on exactly and only what I want to, romantically less valuable as a prospect, something in me is off that I can’t do it right, I could go on and on.

Especially strong is fearing going back to being destitute or having to do 3 or more jobs all over the place I don’t want to be doing to make ends meat. etc

All this and more, has come up and been grappled with and still grappling to some extend on EOG.

And my blessing are also shining forth. My network, family, friends, others support, that I have more cash flowing in my life now than ever before- by thousands of dollars more per month the last few months. I’m living in a paradox of less worry and more worry then ever before.

There is some shift happening where I am gaining faith in my ability to not just earn income but create income and money as a function of dare I say my ‘soul’. Or said more secularly the unique compilation and deliverables I am always already leaving people with.

Even what I consider softer skills before. People work better as a team around me, people have more confidence around me, in conversations people discover things that make the difference in their results and goals. People like being involved and put more in when I’m involved. I bring and synthesize perspectives that no one else does, I see patterns and make connections etc.

So there is this angle of justifying my own value that is going from proving and understanding something for myself into a deeper confidence and knowing.

On the flip side there is a destruction of needing any of that. And an understanding that people simple pay for a result. Provide the result directly or indirectly- make money.

Even investing in any private assets is providing functional capital to support indirectly the creation of a new result.

This cycle I’m running EOG stage 1 with HOM and Emperor

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#113

Updates

EOG stage 1 continues to have some very profound effects
I’m only netting about 1 loop a week.

I feel profoundly less concerned about finances
Where I do feel concerned I’m taking more action out of trust and deliberateness
I’m gradually more and more free from feeling feeling attached or relying on anyone for $
My job has shifted to pure deliverables- with the opportunity to be paid significantly more then month to month
I’m receiving $7000 more mid November
meaning in the last 4 months I will have made more than my annual income when I came to sub club working multiple jobs and barely getting by month to month

Emperor continues to be on and off unruly and aggressive
to pure streamline -no resistance to work and cutting through tasks like butter

My stack Emp/True Sell switched with HOM every cycle/ EOG stage 1
Has me working much less hard and making more

I’ve let go of 98% anxiety that I am ‘an imposter’ or ‘getting away’ with something

I still do not feel 100% solid in my value or skillset but I trust my character and the universe at large still

Couple -challenges

I’ve started smoking cigarettes again - a couple a week and only socializing or late at night
not great and I know I’ll get off soon but something about it has reset something for me in a positive way.

Had some major regressions with feeling rejected, like a friend -zoned loser, with woman in certain situations (possibly tied to throwback associations when I used to smoke/ possibly some kind of healing)

I’m present to how much I really want choice and amazing sex/relationships/romance with the woman I’m most attracted to

Confronted by feeling fully solid and in my flow in my life vs. the part of me that is pushed to make an impact and produce results- the crux of these being real desire vs. proving something- chasing being enough from a feeling of not being enough

I’m still afraid if I lose certain benefits I have, network, work, I won’t be able to come back from it (although this is getting real chipped away at)

Not sure when to move on from EOG stage 1

I’d also really like to run Khan and not sure if I can do Khan Stages with EOG (I know I CAN but not sure if that’s smart)

Lastly -while I’m rock climbing a bit- my general fitness routine has gone out the windows. Partially due to multiple minor finger/hand injuries in my left hand and partially out of pure neglect.

I will have an EF/Paragon and EF/Wanted custom in the near future to cycle off in my stack.

I’m going to get back to a hand specialist-do PT and work out when/where I can in the meantime.

Making vision real-and real progress in life- growth where the outer reflects the inner and there is no going back- is quite the endeavor and alchemy.
It’s not just hard work, it’s profound healing, transformation, courage, new movement.
It’s not the linear journey - there is circuity within the ascent.

I’m also discover leveraging my natural strengths in a way I have not ever before
I’ve always tried to be better and what is not really me
which has developed me a lot and now adding real power with this missing piece.

My stack is slowly and steadily causing progress.
I intuit there are more profound breakthroughs and leaps with different stacks and subs, Khan and customs calling more to me, and it also doesn’t feel time for that quite yet.

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#114

This post was really inspiring, I’ve also listened to of EOG ST1, Ascended Mogul, RICH - 1 min each, yesterday. Results are great. Though you have faaar better experience than me in this field, but I am going to drop my 2 cents.
Honestly for an average guy like me ZP CAN be too dense. With the 1 min loops, I get recon and productivity at an affordable point.
I am thinking like this:
Listen to AM, RICH, EOG. After sometime swap AM for Khan. And when the recon from Khan is gone and my income has reached to a high point where I can make customs for fun. I’m gonna make a custom of those. And after the custom’s recon is faded; I’ll add another sub to the stack. And on and on.

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#115

re-posting on my journal because relevant

I’ve found for networking to be really valuable the more you have a clear orientation, direction, offer/value proposition, and your own ecosystem while NOT leading with that the better or even bringing it up the better. Then a moment will come where as there is a perfect fit/ or clear ask.

HOM is incredible for network building. I’ve been running it and just today got a random call from an old friend asking me to be consult or be a co-founder for their start up.

I’ve connected with the people I am most interested in connecting with and their building communities with me in real time.

As far as coming across as powerful and some one others want to connect with
hands down Khan. I hate to say it but no other sub brings together my absolute sense of value and confidence in myself, my best in every interaction- especially political, coaching, negotiation, social, seduction. Khan is simultaneously like absolute conviction in the hunt of whatever kind, while absolute laid back power

Now the recon on Khan for me is still really turbulent and it’s not the time to run it but ultimate stack for networking imo

Khan, HOM, True Sell

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#116

Do you listen to minutes 0-5 on Monday, 5-10 on Wednesday, and 10-15 on Friday?.. or do you listen to the first 3-5 minutes every time, no matter what?

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#117

I’ve gone back and forth different weeks.

I notice more recon if I do 0-5 on Monday, 5-10 on Wednesday, and 10-15 on Friday
as opposed to starting from 0-5 each time.

Never thought much about it before but it could be different or more of the script.

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#118

Last week I ran two 3 minutes loops of HOM , 2 5 minutes loops of Khan Stage 1 and 2 5 minutes loops of Khan Stage 4 and 2 minutes of Wanted.

Khan might be the most powerful sub for my long term goals that I can see. It’s performance day to day is not as conducive for Emperor but to radically shift towards what I am looking for…its the sub.

Although Khan Stage 4 after the recon subsides is amazing for drive, focus, and productivity driven by a larger ambition. It’s just more temperamental due to new/recon than Emperor as of now

I mostly ran it to lead up to an epic Halloween party night this Saturday. It was absolutely incredible with results although at one point the night turned ‘out of my favor’. Stories and results from that week to come. I’ll be back on EOG stage 1, HOM, and now Emperor X for another cycle at least.

Although spending to 6 hours drinking, smoking, and in a packed club until 4 am with blasting music that was too loud and woman ‘screaming’ in my ears

Has left me with some unpleasant residuals. I’ll be running paragon before for some recovery before fully going back to my stack.

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