Thank you
it was a combination of not knowing what I was missing
misguided idealism
addiction to the adrenaline rush of the struggle
caring more about Call of Duty, Woman, and Ju-Jitsu than anything else
and sheer stupidity
Found you another meaningful quote about how our current position in life determines how fast the subliminals will work.
Book Title
Duty, Woman, and Ju-Jitsu: The Life and Times of AzrielQ
Publishing Year
2020
Haha,
I got some stories
Whats is your stack these days?
Yes, one more.
Thanks king,
I appreciate the info.
I’ll make a decision on it this week,
I said Emperor for 6 months and I want to fulfill on that.
I believe I can make the leap as needed or resolve the situation
without switching my lead Sub.
Not a stable stack right now. Conducting tests.
That’s why I didn’t respond to PMs about it also.
Favorite one till now was code name SAGES aka “The Gospel of Excess”
… Spartan + Alchemist 4 + Gold 4 + Emperor + Stark
You have to use each of them first, to experience effects together.
I freakin love it!
no worries on the PM, we all always come around
How is SAGES going,
Are you making millions off fighting in a self designed robot suit that channels spiritual energy for empire building in alternate dimensions yet?
but very curious how it is actually going, is it working with synergy together for you?
I’m running tests too
8 loops of EmperorQ
2 loops Azriel Q
1 loop Minds Eye Q
1 loop PPC Q
1 loop Regeneration
Pretty awesome but I need a rest day soon
Any experiences you can attribute to regeneration?
I can sometimes get bogged down, over analytic trying to figure
out what to stack, how to get where I want faster, how to design the perfect roadmap and
custom, I get FOSMO- fear of subliminally missing out, and then I remember or am reminded of two things
- What are my goals?-what is actually supporting me in taking action and making the goals a reality
- The Spirit of Experimentation-I will reach my goals regardless, I might as well have fun and try things out (@Simon although perhaps not intentional-thank you for reminding me of this) -no loss in testing
I’ve only run 1 loop daily for the last week or so, here is what I notice
- Profound relaxation
- More pain in old injuries and then less pain
- Feel Safe, in a kind of warm blanket, a little insular
- Start to go back and forth between real happiness and feeling young and life is all ahead of me, and very present to my own anxiety
- Some hints at real old trauma surfacing but I feel safe and either try to look at it, or say ‘not now please’ and it goes away
- I start remembering moments when I was really successful at what mattered to me
- I start to experience everything in my life that happened that I didn’t like as for a reason, I try to believe this consciously, but when running or after regeneration, I really start to shift into this as a way of being
- A can get a perpetual low grade anxiety-or become aware of it-of how unsafe I fundamentally feel in life.
- I feel a lot of care and worry about family and loved ones
- I resolve conflicts with people MUCH quicker and easier and it seems to make the relationship better
- I stand up for myself, -perhaps this is Emperor coming through, but in a way that doesn’t really create conflict or upset, like on Emperor alone can
- I feel freer about concerns and worries I have day to day
- In the words of @khan - feel lighter and lighter every day
I have lots of dreams when I play regeneration…heard it’s a form of healing…
I also feel very happy but sometimes emotional like on the verge of crying then get sensitive to what people say…
Feels more like removing the blocks one layer at a time…
I’m sure it’s happening in some alternate dimension. Not in this one though.
It’s like western medicine. Side-effects management.
The real stack is SQ and EQ.
G4 is added to moderate those 2 alpha boys.
A4 harmonizes the drive of all 3 with my purposes.
Spartan makes the whole experience a smooth ride.
Removing any one of them makes the whole thing fall like a house of cards.
Very nice,
I look forward to running SAGES one day.
It will probably be a name embedded store version program in Ultima Cubed on VR by the time I get through all those programs enough solo to run it though
Spartan does really help smooth the ride with things
Does Alchemy harmonize multiple purposes?
That would be highly beneficial if not the most beneficial for me right now
I’m looking to find my edge/limits with combos as I ideally want to run 3 customs in terminus+ for several months. It seems periods of hyper specific focus
followed by the right combination of large spread out volume work best for me.
As per usual, that makes the best kind of surprising sense.
You seem to come up with the most actually Tony Stark-like inventive approaches. Replete with unexpected, but in retrospect logical, applications of various elements.
(e.g., ‘I realized that, as long as you introduced mattress foam for sound-dampening, you could actually harness these car explosions to stably power a fairly reliable baby monitor and automatic rocking chair motor.’)
Here are my next two customs
I have to refine them a bit more. I want to run Emperor X, Azriel Q, and True North together
I’m in an experimentation and goal refining phase. By next week I’ll have a clear game plan
I’ll figure out loops and what to run when as I go along
Emperor X
- Emperor
- Sex Mastery
- Alpha of Alpha
- Carpe Diem Ascended
- Joi De Vivre
- Ego Adsum
- Sex Manifestation
- Gorgeous Manifestation
- Long-Range Seduction
- Panther
- Temptation
- Iron Frame
- Sultan
- Financial Reality Shifter
- Direct Influencing Aura
- IQ booster
- Jupiter
- Current Invoker
- New Beginnings
- Epigenetics
- Instant Spark
- Unrelenting Wealth Motivation and Energy
True North
- Ascension Q/ Minds Eye (leaning towards Mind’s Eye in this iteration)
- Regeneration Q
- Power Can Corrupt Q
- Spiritual Reality Aligner
- Spiritual Freedom
- Spiritual Abundance
- Positive Being wealth attraction
- Wealth Limitation Destroyer
- Debt Annihilator
- Energetic Development
- Divine Will
- Architect
- Invincible Presence
- Attachment Destroyer
- Gratitude Embodiment
- Negativity Displacer
- Negativity Transmuter
- Lion 4
- Potentiator
- Submodel Alpha
- Male Enhancement
- Ego Adsum
Perhaps my drive and need to perfectly consolidate my customs and sub gameplan
is in fact a form of reconciliation.
I will take the next few days off subs before any decisions
it has been over a week since I’ve taken a day off
I will definitely get an Emperor custom as I want the name embedding and possible terminus version-and am committed to Emperor as my main lead until end of October.
Anything beyond that I will put on hold
Love this change and I’m seeing more and more of it myself.
Our standards are going up and we’re understanding the game being played at a deeper level now.
The sub game runs deep,
I really am so grateful and excited for these tools to help produce results,create, and shift my life.
I also love that SubClub matches Spirituality/Alchemy with Masculinity -two of my favorite subjects