nah, I keep my focus off it, as you might know it’s not good to focus on.
I’m still in need of a washout at some point soon
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lol
There is no Khan of any stage in this mystery subliminal
nah, I keep my focus off it, as you might know it’s not good to focus on.
I’m still in need of a washout at some point soon
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lol
There is no Khan of any stage in this mystery subliminal
Some new results
When people, even work superiors are asking me to do things I don’t want to, I’m very smoothly declining, my instinct is to accommodate and I get ready to agree and then something else comes out of my mouth. I’m a little shocked or worried something bad will happen and people seem to really respect it. I’m surprised to see how subtly accommodating I’ve been when I don’t mean to be but glad it’s getting handled.
I’m also seeing where I am pushed to go above and beyond with work, and am stopping and questioning if it benefits me, not like an unwillingness but an intelligence in seeing where putting the extra effort in is worth it. I’ve been on a trajectory of discerning improvement around this, but before it was a toss up between I really should/ but I don’t want to and know it’s like this will benefit me/this won’t.
I like this change in thinking.
Actually everything I am doing seems more like it’s a choice, on my time, and I don’t owe anybody anything, I’ve had this instinct or fear of getting in trouble and before that it was a fear of not being able to survive without other’s support and both of those are rapidly dissipating.
I noticed this when I first started Khan. It’s continued to grow ever since.
I do not have khan in this custom,
maybe I accidentally made khan anyway lol
Stage 2 DR is making me feel very strong and able to be with and handle things. And I also feel realer and realer and more in touch with my emotions. I had a moment today of existential crisis where I felt I am going nowhere, and I kept seeing it like more an objective reality than subjective. As it felt kind of refreshing. I have this block where I can feel incredible subjective growth and progress, and value lots of difference in my life as well as some larger results but then if I pan out to a bigger picture and more objectively I judge myself very harshly-and start to see myself in not such a great light. DR is healing this it seems. I also see where I stick my hand in the sand because I don’t feel at choice in life. DR stage 2 is tougher to run than stage 1 so far. Stage 1 gave me this clearing and freedom effect. DR stage 2 feels strengthening and rejuvenating but its having me slowly deal with everything that’s there in my internal and external life.
Day 3 mystery custom 1
Custom mystery 1 ran 2 loops today and likely hit some recon hard, I also broke a nofap streak with always lowers subliminal effects for me. It’s crazy how much stronger the subs are when they have sexual transmutation energy or something.
I’m questioning nickname vs. full name again for the final custom which is a big sign of recon for me. Indecisiveness , and worrying about getting it right or wrong over subs is always a sign of recon for me lmao. Custom 2 is on it’s way with nickname
Some results I did notice from mystery custom 1
Whenever you feel reconciliation and I had mad reconciliation yesterday you always feel like doing the opposite of what you’re supposed to do. At that moment it is extremely important to use logic instead of emotions.
You’ll feel absolutely miserable and you’d be looking at every possible way to regain some energy or to give you an energy boost, in fact, it’s a natural mechanism of your body. However, you feel like eating sugar food give you a short boost, ejaculate, really anything that satisfies, and takeaways from the side-effects momentarily.
Instead, you want to go for a workout, eat healthy food, use a breathing method, or anything similar to get you out of that state of consciousness and regain energy. Luckily, I’ve some of the most profound botanicals available here at home to recharge my body and I also use ritual practice which you will notice becomes less effective since you’ll lack emotional energy and it’ll most likely be difficult to get in that dreamy suggestive state due to overwhelming thoughts of lack, decreasing your frequency (emotions) as a result.
Exhausting your body or taking a sauna is probably the best method, I’ve used so far.
It’s also been the collective energies, yesterday, there was a strange feel to it and I’m sure a lot of people have noticed in the way they interacted with others.
On another note, what’s in Khan? I’m feeling invincible.
Felt exactly that lol …
I was just talking about this with @James earlier. He mentioned a book Mindset by Carol Dweck. It talks about fixed and growth mindsets.
Always remember that mindset is everything. Not just yours, but theirs too. Once you start acknowledging the fact that their subjective reality is different from yours, you can just shrug your shoulders and move forward. No need to impose your will on them, if they are not important for your cause.
for sauna.
absolutely, part of learning to use subs effectively is recognizing this signs and acting through structures and good habits despite how I feel
yes otherwise it’s a further downward spiral
gym is the best thing for me as the bathhouses are all closed here, otherwise that would be my favorite move
Hey guys,
So currently still running mystery custom 1 and I absolutely love it. I will do one more week of monitoring my experience with it and then share what it is.
Essentially it’s giving my total inner game/ internal freedom in the areas of work self direction, social/ and work life politics, and sexual comfort and freedom. Which was exactly my intention. This is causing quite a bit of challenges and upheaval it times but I would expect nothing else. It’s second function I see to some extent but it’s not fully in gear yet.
I do need to get back to zero PMO though as the energy and sexuality from this new custom and the freedom on it, I am not always handling well. I was looking to avoid having to add the stop PMO module but I will add that and Inner Gasoline with my next DR custom.
Which brings me to Mystery Custom 2- it’s just a couple days old addition. It is DR stage 2, Emperor Fitness Stage 4, Mind’s Eye, Asclepius, Serum X, Rebirth, New Beginnings, Spiritual Freedom, Negativity Transmuter, and Displacer, Limit Destroyer, Gratitude Embodiment, Sanguine, Grow Through Pain, Immortal Blade, Virtue Series Hope, and Male Enhancement.
So far DR in a custom-is indeed MUCH smoother. I’m still running store DR stage 2 just to make sure I get enough dose of the Dragon. This custom feels like being in a rejuvenation capsule. Everything significantly feels better physically, emotionally, spiritually and holistically after. I also feel it’s helping the other subs process.
I have Chosen of Venus in mystery custom 1
I went to dinner with my brother the other night and he said
" There is something different about you, are you doing anything new like energy work or subliminally?
your radiating an aura of love."
I said that’s cool, I’ve been meditating a lot.
lol. He knows I ran subliminals years ago but I have not told him about sub club yet. I really want to but he’s used things like this in the past against me very strongly. I want to have cause results he’d be blown away by and then tell him while we rebuild our relationships. I also have let go of my need for his validation which I never really saw before because I was so busy proving I didn’t care and ironically I can now admit I care what he thinks-which frees me from being effected/ constrained by that as well.
Wealth custom-for the week after next
Taking a subliminal washout week
2021
The purpose of this sub is to lay the foundation for massive wealth and start developing the characteristics, ways of being, skills and capacities of a billionaire, letting go of any limits on making money, finding new paths to build money long term while finding ways to effectively bring in money now.
Cores
1.Emperor: HOM
2.EOG Stage 1
R.I.C.H
Sultan
Secret Source
Unrelenting Wealth Motivation
Financial Reality Shifter
Positive Being Attractor Wealth
Debt Annihilator
Instant Business Tactician
Sacred Words
Mystery
All Seeing
Eagle Eye
Eye of The Storm
Wayfinder
Machine Action
Machine Rest
Virtue Temperance
Omnidimensional/ Productivity Unleashed
Cores
1.Emperor: HOM
2.EOG Stage 1
Wealth Manifestation and Action
Sultan
Secret Source
Unrelenting Wealth Motivation
Financial Reality Shifter
Positive Being Attractor Wealth
Debt Annihilator
Business/Tactical-negotiations, contracts, proposals, sales copy
Instant Business Tactician
Sacred Words
Discovery-new paths to wealth
Discernment and Assessment in relationship building, influence, (and coaching)
All Seeing
Eagle Eye
Purpose, Guidance, and Navigation
Eye of The Storm
Wayfinder
Efficient Action
Machine Action
Machine Rest
Abudance Mentality
Results Enhancement
Future custom- to run along side wealth one
not sure when I will add it yet
**Purpose of this custom is to rapidly move out of any structures that I rely on in my life and into my own self generating stratosphere-a completely new level of status, success, passionate living, and creativity that is deeply aligned with my life mission, current purpose and callings, and to turn those into, or match them with, wealth generating vehicles.
To master coaching, business and skills, as part of that process and generate a 6 figure a month income off a service and program based platform online platform.
To re-ignite my path to mastery in artistic endeavors, both for their own sake in illustrating, writing, and music production/instrument mastery- but also for business in freelancing, graphic design, blogging, copywriting and healing/effect driven music etc as well as synergistical work with other modules to create powerful on point reputation and branding.
To be completely confident and influential being totally visible, metaphorically and literally, on stage, online videos, leading groups, and in performances. To be able to walk my talk and embody my ideals as a role model and of course, despite no direct seduction modules, (still have Stark and likely Khan), get laid like a Rockstar.**
Dark Star
Cores
Khan Stage 4/ Ascended Mogul
Stark
Power Can Corrupt
Fenrir
Furious Ascent
Fearsome
Rembrant
Ultimate Music Producer
Ultimate Writer
Fable Lifeblood
Glory Seeker
Dragon’s Tongue
Elegance
Direct Influencing Aura
Avatar
Faith Unyielding
Empath
Torch Bearer
Fortunes Favorite
Transcendental Connection
(It be nice to get Alpha of Alpha and/or Leader of Men in here-but it’s too succinct currently )
Cores
Stark
Ascended Mogul/ Khan Stage 4
Power Can Corrupt
Ruthlessly moving into my own life, domain, and control
Fenrir
Furious Ascent
Fearsome
Renaissance Man/ Competencies/Skills Mastery
Rembrant
Ultimate Music Producer
Ultimate Writer
Branding/ Renown/Impact
Fable Lifeblood
Glory Seeker
Camera, Stage, and in person image and presence/influence
Dragon’s Tongue
Elegance
Direct Influencing Aura
Conviction, Self Belief, Being and embodiment of the path I walk and role model
Avatar
Faith Unyielding
Coaching, managing, and team based Skills
Empath
Torch Bearer
Meta-Influence-always working in the background to influence results and people in my favor.
Fortunes Favorite
Transcendental Connection
haha -thanks
take a look at the next one,
I really wanted to run Fenrir, Furious Ascent, Fearsome, and Lifeblood Fable ASAP
but they work better in this one I think
Ooh. I like Darkstar. Especially for the Khan + Stark combo and the Renaissance Man concept
Are you planning to make both customs at the same time?
That’s what I’m choosing now.
I’m running DR in a custom until DR stage 4 at 2 months per stage.
I’m not sure if I wanted to finish all the EOG stages before moving onto Khan or run EOG stage 1 in that wealth custom for 3 months alongside some Khan variant
Also not sure if I should jump into Khan Stage 4 in custom or run Khan Stage 4 solo for a couple weeks or do khan stage 2,3, and 4 alongside that wealth custom and DR custom. I’ve done Khan Stage 1 in a custom for 7+ months so not to worried about the foundation.
I also love Mystery custom 1 I have now, which I only planned to run for 1 or 2 months tops (since I’ve run many of it’s aspect in various forms already for months.).
I have to give it all some thought and see what works best. I’ll do a washout 4-7 days this week. That
will have me thinking clearer about it.