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Journals - Major Programs
#115

Thank you bro

No not at all quite the opposite actually. I used subliminals many many many years ago and got no results. Used hypnosis/hypnotherapy and got nothing. Then used subliminals again from 2 or 3 other companies and again nothing.
Finally many many years ago started using subliminals from a company that claimed to be the best and all they did was accuse me of stonewalling :confused:

If im new to anything its results. Im filled with doubts due to not seeing results. I gave up on subliminals in november from that company and had no urgency to come here but then decided ill come here (referred to me in a private DM on the other companies forum - where I journalled daily too) and try it out here.

Here im finding sensible answers from you and Fire and others and a support that shows here people are actually getting and seeing results, rather than behaving as if any moment now they will execute the script.

Im hopeful and optimistic that given enough time I too will see results from this sub as ive nothing to lose.

My plan is simple, since im unable to take action (due to my family and home situation - its not good so im not able to go into detail but im hoping to move out soon in matter of months) I will therefore keep listening to this sub and do whatever little action I can when i feel confident to and have the space and time to (which isnt daily sadly) and hope that it builds up in my mind and changes all the negative programming I have (not literally all but of course whatever it can in that time) so that when I DO move out and then sit and start to plan my day and schedule with actions to take daily, that ive built up enough momentum to see a vast improvement… mostly in my motivation, confidence and procrastination.

That make sense bro?

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#116

Are you new to SC subliminals?

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#117

Yes absolutely this is my first sub from here.

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#118

Then consider yoursslf new to it. Why am saying this is because I too have tried subliminals from youtube and other producers but so far am getting some measure of results only from SC audios.

But that’s personal experience and won’t necessarily answer the question which is why I advice new users to SC to focus on the results rsther than how it works. You will also gain a greater understanding as time goes on.

Don’t think that am telling you to not be curious. Your curiosity is admirable and you are a smart man. Just be careful not to overthink.

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#119

thank you for the advice and kind words my friend. Yeah as im daily journalling its natural I suppose to then over think and analyse both the day and thus what to add in a journal as well as then what im saying as im typing it out.

The results are indeed what im focused on. For me there are the 3 I mentioned - fear/confidence, procrastination, motivation that are the focus I have.

If i can gain traction of any kind on these I will be delighted.

These are the key to unlocking everything else for me.

Is this why this sub is considered the base foundational sub?

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#120

Yes. And alao becauss there is (in my opinion) less scripting in Ascension which alllows you to focus on things that are basic and foundational for success and alpha mindset.

I am running Ascension since a few days too. You can find me here:

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#121

oh i see and ah my apologies i went through a period during the last few days where I just came on posted and ran away lol

I will read your journal from now on and try and interact when i can. I had no idea you are on the same journey of ascension so haha awesome!

Yes lets hope this sub does the trick for us bro

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#122

Ascension (a subliminal that you are using) develops masculine traits and someone complimented you on your masculine traits…

I’m curious, what are your thoughts about that?

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#123

Hey man thanks for the question. So its not the first time my sister has complimented me as such or my mother. They have complimented me and my behaviour or traits before. So im trapped between whether its the sub or a coincidence.

All i know for sure is ill keep journally daily and hopefully more things will become clear often and regularly.

Its hard to say for sure since I dont have approach anxiety or a small ego but internally like everyone I have issues such as fear and insecurities, lack of true self esteem (not perhaps momentary self esteem or fake self esteem that I may fake or draw upon given a situation), procrastination and up and down persistence and motivation. These are the only ones I can be sure of when I see them and base them on the sub and perhaps other things from the objectives list.

Is that helpful?

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#124

Day 27 of 60 - 1 loop ( Sunday- 12th June 2022) - 2nd Cycle started - day 1

Listened to loop and fell asleep.

Woke with a major backache! Ive already had a sore rear pelvis and hips for a week that also pulled in tight upper quads/thigh muscles well today my left side back was tight and majorly sore and all day ive been in discomfort.

nothing else to report.

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#125

Very helpful lol, thanks!

You have a great journal! I’m looking forward to the rest of your journey

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#126

Oh thank you for the kind words and the support bro and I appreciate that what im writing is legible lol

Thank you :slight_smile:

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#127

Day 28 of 60 - no loop ( Monday- 13th June 2022) - 2nd Cycle started - day 2

So today woke up in terrible agony due to my back.
Whole day I felt shit and moody and didnt want to talk to anyone. I dont know if this is the sub, the agony, due to women troubles with 1 female im texting or something else.

Eventually once I ate I felt little better in the evening by 5% lol but then I spoke to the woman im having trouble with and my mood improved 100% well 90 if not 100.

Is this a sign of some issue the sub needs to work on or is it simply me being a man that loves being wanted and enjoys the chase? I dont know.

I saw some houses near where I live, on youtube, and I started fantasising as to which sub can help me become financially rich and give me ideas to create money making schemes. I got jealous of those home owners and their wealth too.

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#128

I think you may be getting this the wrong way round. You’re currently running Ascension, with stated goals such as growing condidence, enhancing your romance life etc. You took action relating to these goals and feel great. I would say that’s a very clear result, and it’s staring you in the face. If you’re focusing too much on your issues you run the danger of not seeing results.

As for rich homeowners…just keep in mind that homes tend to be largely or entirely credit financed. That really just means that a homeowner has an income that allows her/him to pay the credit. Not that much reason for jealousy there.

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#129

Thanks bro, I see what you’re saying but this always happens to me, except I just found this particular situation where my mood after success in fixing the issue raised to 100% was nice, made me wonder if its lack of maturity thus not the sub or something else.

I hear you yes credit true. thanks man

#130

Day 29 of 60 - 1 loop ( Tuesday- 14th June 2022) - 2nd Cycle started - day 3

Cant recall if there was anything to mention. Ah yes there was some drama at home and my sis was offloading about it on me so then when it came to the moment that my bro brought it up I just logically laid it out to him. My sister gave me full credit and praise in how I handled it. Something they all at home dont see me do usually when im leading people and situations but nice to get some credit for it from home.

Day 30 of 60 - no loop ( Wednesday- 15th June 2022 - part 1) - 2nd Cycle started - day 4

Its 4.56am, its my birthday and im feeling childish and immature - due to a situation im about to explain and describe. So my family have given me well wishes which is cool.

I have an online team that I lead that work on a voluntary endeavour. So 2hours into the day (ie 2am) one member of this voluntary team woke up as she lives on the other side of the planet from me and wished me happy birthday causing the others that saw that to wish me happy birthday.

The girl im kinda seeing from the previous post upon seeing this then wished me happy bithday.

It all just seemed fake, that the others are wishing it due to the first one remembering and she, the first one to wish it me, only remembered cos I wished her it on her birthday, literally 3 days ago.

I felt annoyed and dejected. Am being way too childish but i know the rest of you will say this is probably recon so whatever it is im mentioning it here.

if anything else to report during my day ill add to this post.

Part 2

I fell asleep and woke and my feelings from above continued. At first I seemed ok but yeah it got worse and during the whole day I felt kinda apathetic and dead inside. Not shit but just didnt wanna talk to anyone or communicate with anyone yet when I had to I spoke normally.

I feel like I just want to get away and kinda fed up of people and life.

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#131

Day 31 of 60 - 1 loop ( Thursday- 16th June 2022 - part 1) - 2nd Cycle started - day 5

Listened to 1 loop and went to sleep.

Woke up and feeling same as yesterday. I feel like maybe im a victim or seek attention. I feel due to my birthday not being priority as I had hoped or expected as pissed me off and this is childish I know. Im an adult and im behaving like this I dont get it.

Nothing else for now.

Edit: Actually there is something else, I think its my ego, I want attention from people for the work or effort ive made in the past. For them to value me and I was underwhelmed and feel not as valued as I had hoped. Still odd as I dont know where the fudge this is coming from.

PART 2

So this feeling ive had before whenever ive felt unwanted, unappreciated etc usually around a special occasion like when its my birthday. I want it to be about me and when I feel its not then these feelings arise.

Anyway after constant texting with the girl that likes me and finally resolving these emotions and broken communication we share my mood started to improve from pretty much 0-ish to whereever it is now which is around 55-60%

Then my family and I watched a tv show that improved my mood and then gave me my gifts which improved my mood too.

Nothing really else I can think of sharing except that I gave some advice here…(ill see if I post below) and its made me realise that ill take the same advice anyway which is ill wait until:

a) I have reached 90 days to see if I will then add another sub onto this

or

b) I will stick on this sub until I move out which is when im finally able to put my daily action plan into action and then ill see how well ive reached.

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#132

Having a look at the shop page for Ascension, it says among other things:

  • Develop an internal and external sense status and authority, as well as improve the perception others have of you.
  • Embark on an inner journey to discover who you really are and what you want out of life.
  • Become empowered to take control of your life and future.
  • Rapid internal growth and transformation.

Now, you can’t really grow until you deal with your issues, and you can’t really deal with them until you know them. I would say that’s what’s happening here. The issue is internal, and I would say the sub has helped you see it. You’ve figured out what it is and can now deal with it. That’s not pleasant in the moment but good. Also - that particular issue is in direct conflict with the goals of the sub, so at some point it has to come up.
If you run into internal issues that seem like “how did this come up” it’s probably worth considering if the sub made it visible, allowing you to do something about it.

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#133

thanks for that bro but then the question is what can I do about it exactly?

#134

You’re halfway there already. Identify it, firmly decide that’s not you anymore, and let it go. Every time it comes up. The important bit is to not try to suppress by force, that just keeps it around. Just change your focus to something more useful. Ascension should aid you there a lot, too.

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