ANTI-HERO Origins: Lion and the Black Company [GENGHIS, GIGACHAD, GILGAMESH]

Journals - Custom Subliminals
#61

2024-03-05T18:30:00Z

Day 21
GENGHIS, GIGACHAD

  1. Can’t believe 1 cycle of this stack is already over. Time for a 7 day washout. I normally am fine with a 3 day washout, but in this case, I could use the “head rest” lol.
  2. So many things changing for me. And not all positive. But ultimately, seemingly negative situations allow us to learn to grow from them if we are willing to reflect. Life will show us that our actions aren’t working if we keep going down the path that doesn’t work so I will be changing many behaviors in my life to course correct.
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#62

2024-03-12T18:30:00Z

Day 1
NEW Love Bomb

Day 2
Rest Day

Day 3
NEW Love Bomb, NEW Love Bomb for Humanity

After running a loop of the NEW Love Bomb day before yesterday, am running NEW Love Bomb and NEW Love Bomb for Humanity as I type this.

Have also sent my old custom with both these Cores to be updated.

Revelation of Heart
  1. Love Bomb for Humanity Core
  2. Love Bomb Core
  3. Chosen of Venus
  4. Depths of Love
  5. Love Without Attachment
  6. Path of Forgiveness
  7. Strength of Gentleness
  8. Empath
  9. Way of Understanding
  10. Mercy Protocol
  11. Virtue Series: Hope
  12. Faith Unyielding
  13. Song of Joy
  14. Enchanting Smile
  15. Joie de Vivre
  16. Lineage
  17. Dynasty
  18. Auric Overdriver
  19. Divine Will
  20. Mosaic

Am planning to update this custom even further but later down the line with some module changes and possibly the addition of New Love Experience and/or New Forgiveness Experience Cores when they come out.

Will incorporate Revelation of Heart into my stack with stack rotation. Won’t be ditching my “Black Company” customs (GENGHIS, GIGACHAD, GILGAMESH) just cause am now in the presence of the “White Rose” aka Revelation of Heart. In fact, the White Rose needs the Black Company and vice-versa. Love and its benefits will in turn boost every other subliminals in my stack.

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#63

2024-03-13T18:30:00Z

Day 4
Rest Day

  1. The reconciliation today made me almost implode. I suspect it was because of the combination of NEW Love Bomb and NEW Love Bomb for Humanity. That and wrestling with love and its “disadvantages”.
  2. There is this belief that I can’t be romantically attractive or be respected status-wise because am loving. Love for me is attributed to being a nice guy. Yes. This is the programming I have to overcome.
  3. Being sexually attractive has to do with game and looking good. And even beyond that. It also depends on your (fun) energy and vibe (vibration) rather than being a jerk.
  4. Respect has more to do with providing value. Being part of a value exchange rather than being feared.
  5. Became quite an asshole today. I couldn’t bear the restlessness due to an event that triggered me here. And I was pacing here and there wanting to let myself explode like a “bomb”.
  6. Thankfully I withdrew from the person who was triggering me and paced outside for a while. After which lunch and a good afternoon nap restored me.
  7. I believe it was the release of a lot of internal hate. I had to forgive myself and others along the way. Even forgive the world itself.

“Forgive them for they know not what they do”. I guess Jesus was Love Bombing too.

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#64

Those types of powerful releases happened to me too when I was using LBfH for the first cycles in 2023 and the first exposure to Love Bomb script in Genesis. The Love energy is gentle but very hard at the same time & can be the most effective magnet for inner negativity & trapped emotions to be released for good in my honest opinion (and especially experience).

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#65

Wait. What? Did I miss something?

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#66

It’s been updated a long time back:

#67

How the hell do you listen to these customs with full 15 minute loops? I listen to my custom and paragon for only 3 minutes and that has me worried if im listening to much, maybe i should take it up a notch and listen to my custom for 5 minutes? Its just 2 cores limitless and lots and 8 modules:hephaestus,height inducer,male enhancement,aps head,sps endocrine,sps reproductive,omni dimensional,energtic system xi

#68

It’s just a personal preference of mine. If you feel that 3 minutes per audio is the right amount of time for you, you should do that.

However if someone feels that 15 minutes is the right duration for them, they should do that.

Follow what works for you. And change according to what you are most comfortable with. For example, if you are drawn to increase the listening time of your custom to 5 minutes, go ahead with that.

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#69

Also some stuff i picked up from the forum:

1-People calling listening times “exposure” as if they contain toxic chemicals… That kind of anxiety would not be good… It might be called sub-conscious mind but still it is “your mind” with great capabilities! and takes account into your requests like training your mind to wake up in the morning at certain hour, (i was having trouble once bringing towels to my morning shower - i ask to recall that information next day and it worked from that time on) etc.
In a same way you can ask you sub-concious to process subs in a balanced and healty way that is suitable for you. And just be more relaxed about it…

2-People calling out WB do this for me Khan does that R.I.C.H. gave me this money etc. Subs might give a you great model/archetype to ridealong but you are the one who bringing the fuel… you are the rider, you are the one making the turns when there’s crossroad in front of you. You must take full responsiblity at whatever unfolds, to fully bundle the all of your internal power, this will be eventually a necessary step…

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#70

OH WOW!

Thanks for posting this, mate!

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#71

This is an excellent point.

I agree that this is probably the best way to approach the process.

But I still use the term ‘exposure’ sometimes. It does not primarily evoke images of toxic chemicals for me.

For me, it’s more of an experiment-related term that implies engagement with an active element, ingredient, or condition.

Your point stands though. The term is often used in the way that you describe.

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#72

What a stack.

I could never run this stack

May the force be with you :cowboy_hat_face:

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#73

Am finally back on this stack.

After running Emperor and Love Bomb (and a Love Bomb custom) between taking a break from this stack of customs and now, I finally feel worthy to run the customs I have made.

Love Bomb especially released a lot of past issues and allowed me to accept more of myself. It’s not like I am perfectly ready but I got the nudge to come back to these customs and after running a loop of each custom over the last 3 days (following official listening instructions), I feel very congruent with them this time.

Running Emperor and Love Bomb had also given me tons of reconciliation to work through especially during the long washout after I ran them. The bloom of the washout gave me lots to think about the direction of my life. Reconciliation many times feel like dark nights of the soul and accepting/integrating your shadow side.

I also thought about changing up the way I journal. I don’t need to be too concerned about how my posts appear to my dear readers on the forum. As much as journals help those who read them (and SubClub too), it is important to remember that it is intended to help the person who is journaling the most.

So as such, I will journal when I want to here. I am also keeping a text file on my phone where I will track my day to day listening and rest days and come here to report once in a while.

So far, the frame I am feeling is incredible and the sexual drive is high. Also, my voice is incredibly smooth and calming even to myself when I speak. So good things are happening.

I thought I would update these customs with the “fire” Synergy modules but I think it will be better if I run these customs for 2 more cycles before I do that update. Will make it easier to run the Synergy modules when I do.

On to the second cycle!

EDIT: last day of cycle 1 of GENGHIS, GIGACHAD and GILGAMESH was March 6th. Hence 3 months of introspection with Emperor, Love Bomb and a washout.

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#74

Still listening to these 3 crazy customs?

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#75

Currently am running DRR and Paragon Complete. This stack will be resumed soon.

I find myself taking some breaks from this stack to address some urgent concerns and then return to these lovely customs. These are my longterm subliminals.

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#76

2024-11-07T18:30:00Z
Day 1
GENGHIS x1, GIGACHAD x1

Am back on these beautiful customs after taking a break from them for 5 months.

DRRED healing got in the way (1 cycle of each stage and boy was it rough but totally worth it). After which it was Emperor Daddy that had my attention (and a full cycle of it).

After all that jazz, I thought I would update these customs. But now I think I will run these customs for 2 more cycles before I do the update. Save some money and close a few more credit card debts before investing in them.

So after running 2 of the customs mentioned in the beginning of this post, the effect was immediate. Got that GENGHIS confidence combined with the GIGACHAD sense of humor. The latter most probably from the Song of Joy and Story Teller modules).

One of my relatives had come over to visit and I was able to entertain him. And had fun myself being the host.

These customs make me super confident and social. Just as I intended. Also, the effect of Emperor’s Voice is always immediate for me.

I always end up thinking about how modules affects different people at different speeds. Maybe we have less to reconcile with the script of that module (or Core) and hence the faster results for those certain modules.

Hmm.

And yeah, regarding upgrading these customs in two months right in time for the new year 2025, it will mostly be adding some Synergy modules and get more scripts in them. The only Core I will be changing then is for GIGACHAD. And it will be ASBR + UWX being changed to ASBR + EmpD. Oh yeah. Need to promote myself from GIGACHAD to GIGACHAD: DADDY haha!

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#77

very nice

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#78

Thank you, @IRON. Time to embody the legends:

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#79

Did you update your custom with New Khan?

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#80

Yes, bro. When I made these customs, NEW Khan was already released by then.

I haven’t run all the stages of it but am not too concerned about it. Will take the results I can get.

Also, I can always remake the Khan/KB custom and run it from Khan1/KB1 to Khan4/KB4 if I feel like it.

EDIT: have run multiple versions of all the stages of Khan all the way from when it was first released so must admit I am feeling a bit lazy to run the NEW Khan with the new script lol.

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